"Hey darling." My boyfriend Thom shouted from hall on me. He came to the living room I was in.
We were together for year now and it was the best year of my life.
"Hey." I smiled at him from sofa I was sitting on. I was just reading my favourite book Picture of Dorian Grey by Oscar Wild. Funny story how I got into Oscar. My favourite band The Smits like Oscar and he is also big ispiration for them. Alright not so funny, I guess.
"So what are we doing tonight?" He asked and sat next to me. I leaned my head on his shoulder as I use to do when he sits next to me.
"Hm? Cinema?" I asked him. To be honest I wasn't in mood to watch any movie.
"Noo." He laughed and stroked my shoulder with his arm around me.
"Thom, I am to lazy to do anything." I laughed.
"Me too." He laughed and ha gave look to his guitar in corner.
"Can you play me something?" I asked him.
I loved when he played guitar. It was so relaxing.
"For you anything." He laughed and went to pick up his guitar.
"What would you like to hear." He asked me with warm smile. He was always so kind to me even sometimes he get drunk and was a bit violent but he never hurted me.
"Hmm, what about.. you know what? It's up to you." I said and let him strum the guitar. When he started to sing... I can't even describe it. I love his voice I love how he sing it's so unique. He stopped singing and put his guitar near to sofa.
"What was that?" I asked him. I know he makes some songs but he is shy to sing them for me. I don't know why but he just doesn't. He started own band but he doesn't want me to be on rehearsals either.
"Song I wrote, bulletproof... wish i was it's its name." He said and blushed immediately.
"It's wonderful darling." I said and kissed his cheek.
"Thank you." He said but blushed even more.
"Why are you blushing so much." I laughed.
"Because I was so scared that you will criticized me. I wasn't sure." He said with closed eyes like he was scared, Scared of me.
"Excuse me?" I asked aggrievedly.
"Y/N sorry it's not that I don't believe you but I was scared because your opinion is for me the most important opinion." Ha finally looked at me.
"Oh Dear God, Thom I love you so much so how could I hurt you? From where did you have this stupid idea?!" I laughed and stroked his cheek.
"I don't know, you are critic sometimes and I just didn't want you to hurt me." He said and leaned on me under my stroke.
"Darling that you just said hurt a bit. You know I love you. I'd never hurt you. That song was wonderful! It's no reason to be scare of me. I have idea Let's make deal. You'll play me every your song and I'll keep negative thoughts for me. Deal?" He wrap his arms around me tight and kissed me on lips.
"Deal." He smiled and I kissed him back.
"And now I have already plans for tonight."
"What's that?" He asked surprised.
"You will sing, play me every your song!" I exclaimed.
"Alright." He laughed, picked his guitar up and started to play another song.

I started to write this on plane on our way back.. I can't even describe how wonderful country England is. OXFORD is fucking beautiful! I wrote this because Radiohead is from Oxford. I trained my english 24/7. I was on beach I am like 'OMG'. I didn't want to leave!
But now I am here (home) and I have wonderful memories.

Sorry I had to publish that photo! I love it 😻. I am that retarded bitch on right with 'mom' jeans.