John Paul Jones
Note; place I call asylum it's something else I just couldn't find the right name for it.
It's been a year since I packed my suitcase and moved my whole life to LA. It was move I was sure I'll regret in future but for now I was young an there was nothing that would stop me from fulfilling my dreams.
I wanted to become a part of model business and also I dreamed about being an actress.
My moving to LA wasn't as easy as I wanted because first two weeks I hadn't got place to stay I was practically homeless. After a month it was getting better because I had enough money to rent small apartment in Venice.
After 6 months it all turned rapidly because I was accepted to a modeling agency I could have only dreamed of. Suddenly everything was easy! Agency took care of my living so I had almost nothing to stress about and all I did was just cat walking, changing dresses and letting people play with my hair and face. My life became almost perfect!
But...
It wasn't as perfect.
After 3 months of this life style I became very tired, lonely and depressed. I also noticed some changes on my personality. I became very selfish and self centered. I didn't care about people around anymore. I didn't care about nature anymore. I didn't care about anything. It was only me who was important, and my look.
Everyone felt the same way because it just wasn't important that I was ugly from the inside if I was pretty and thin from the outside. No one even cared if I was thinking about suicide because I was replaceable pice.
Depression were ruining everything, I wasn't even able to work after a while so I was send to asylum, as a replaceable pice I was.
Now I was here, spending my day as a psychopath and I was afraid. Darn I was so afraid and I don't even know why. Well, I do know why, they were screaming all the time and I couldn't make them stop. They were telling me bad things and they wanted to see me dead.
"Y/F/N, you have a visitor!" Someone, I don't even know who, told me. I guess I should have been surprised because no one never came to visit me. My whole family was on east cost, the didn't even know I was in asylum. I didn't have many friends neither so maybe I was only dreaming and I only dreamed that someone cared enough to come and visit me.
I stood up and moved slowly in between all those sick people, I made my way to hallway where visitor's room were located. That someone who came and told me about the visitor showed me the door and even opened them for me. I came in with no interest because I'm only dreaming whatever happens now it's just dream. I may not even remember it. I sat on chair that was in room because I didn't have much energy lately.
I looked around the room and I saw 2 people. I knew them. This was dream without any doubt.
"Hello y/n, my name is John..." tall one with light brown long hair started.
"I know who you are." I whispered and looked on the other guy "I know who you are too." I said before he could say something.
"Why are you here... oh well, it doesn't matter because this is only dream..." I laughed slowly and looked back on my boney knees.
"We came because we heard what has happened to you. We both were huge fans of yours! We planned to see you but when we came to LA and tried to contact you, your agency told us you are out of reach. We searched for you and we found you. I couldn't believe you ended up here."
This was a dream for sure because now I was in a room with a John Paul Jones and Jimmy Page, how freaking dreamy is that? A lot!
"Why would you think this is dream?" John asked me after silence that felt like forever.
"Because why would you come here to see this? I'm nothing now." I laughed even tho there was nothing funny about that.
"We came here to free you!." Jimmy smiled "We've talked with some people and you are free for one day, that think that this may even help you."
"Why would you want to take me out? There's nothing you can do with me."
"From what we read about you, you haven't really seen the city or anything so that's what are we her for." John said with huge smile on his face.
"Sounds dreamy." I whispered so only I could hear it.
I don't even know how but suddenly I was sitting in the car only with John, because Jimmy had some stuff to do, and we were driving to city.
"So one thing everyone told me it's worth seeing is Runyon Canyon Park so I think that's where we should start, then we can go to Santa Monica then I'd do Hollywood's Sunset Boulevard where we can get dinner and then we should drive up to Griffith Observatory. How does that sound to you?" John asked while we drove to Runyon Canyon Park.
"Sounds good." I said.
I felt good that someone thought about me but at the same time I felt weird that someone cared about me, and that someone didn't even know me.
"First of all, I need to make you happy somehow because I won't spend this beautiful sunny day with someone who's grumpy." John laughed and put on some music.
We arrived to Runyon Canyon Park and I was already in acceptable mood. We hiked on the top of it and looked on the Hollywood sign. I was in LA 8 months but I have never seen anything that beautiful. I was able to see whole city from there. Downtown and ocean, just everything. It was wonderful.
"It's beautiful view." I exclaimed.
"Yeah, isn't it?" John smiled and wrap one shoulder around me as we enjoyed the view.
"Are you here for show?" I broke down the silence.
"Yeah, we have a show in the whiskey a go go tomorrow." He said.
"That sounds good. Whiskey a go go is nice! I've been there few time, back when I was alright."
"You are alright, I've been with you already for 3 hours and you didn't do anything out of ordinary." He smiled and looked at me.
"Shall we continue?" He asked and stood up from the bench we were sitting on.
"Yeah. What's next?" Suddenly I was excited to be out and to enjoy the city. I think I was even happy and finally I realized that I'm with John Paul Jones which is amazing thing.
In Santa Monica we had lot of fun. We went to the amusement park. I had lot of fun on roller coasters and I also ate a lot of ice cream and all the different candy that John bought me. I felt kind of bad because of all the things he was buying for me but he resisted the idea of me giving him all the money back.
After fun we had on Santa Monica Pier and beach we drove up to Sunset Boulevard and we walked a little bit around.
I got little bit tired so wee just grabbed food and drove up to Griffith Observatory. It was already 10pm so it was pretty empty up there but there were still some people. We found a place in park where we ate our food.
I didn't have many things in common with John. He was very fond of my work and I was Led Zeppelin obsessed back in the day but as a people we were very different.
He was very happy about his family and he loved them a lot. He was also talking about them a lot. John just wasn't someone I'd imagine in such a groupie-keen-on-band.
I on the other hand was very selfish, I learnt not to be as salty and bitchy with all those docs that were helping me but there was still something so poisonous in me. I felt like only my touch was hurting people, but well not with John.
We ate and talked for so long I didn't even realize it was already past 2am.
"Hm, I suppose we should go." I said and turned to look at the city.
"It's pretty late, what about you stay at our hotel room, then you can also go to our gig." He smiled on me with this pretty offer.
"I don't think my docs would be very happy with this idea."
"I'll make it happen." He giggled.
"Well, thanks then." I hugged him, I tried to break the hug but he was one to hold it. After a while our hug finally broke and he looked to my eyes.
"That's a moment when I should kiss you under the thousand stars." He said looking also at my lips.
"But this is also the moment when I have to reject this wonderful offer. You've been talking about you family so nicely. You can't hurt them like that." I told him and turned to city.
"I know, I am not planning on hurting them." he said and turned my face back to him.
"We should go." I said and tried to stand up but he dragged me into his lap.
"No before I try this, I have been dreaming about this for pretty long, you know." He said that and without wasting any more time he kissed me. It felt nice and smooth. I felt like I was just lying on the cotton cloud and I was swinging my legs in the air while watching beautiful LA from the sky. It just felt amazing, but still there was something in me that made me slap him.
"I am sorry." John said immediately after I laid my hand on his cheek.
"There is nothing to be sorry about, we shall just go now." I smiled on him and started walking towards the place where his car was parked. I heard John running after me but we cought me just in front of the car.
"I only need to know, did you feel it? That strange feeling?"
"There was nothing strange about it, you just felt excitement because you have just cheated on you beloved wife." I cried out and sat on the road. Maybe I was bitchy sometimes, but I was never the 'other girl' who made someone to divorce. I hated be in this position It was only kiss but I could not deny the feelings at least not to myself.
"There is nothing you should be crying about, It has happened and I don't regret it. You may feel bad but you were not that involved. I was the one to began."
"I felt it." I said before I could even think about things I was saying. It just came out, something that should have just stayed as my secret.
"Well lets just keep it between us. It will never happen again. It was just one time experience we may remember as a good late night entertainment. Shall we?" He asked me and helped me to stand up from cold road I was sitting on.
"Well, I suppose that would be the best thing we can do." I said and smiled.
With that we drove to the late night as a two random people who just experienced late night entertainment that shall not be ever mentioned again.
Hey guys, so I am back from USA in my lovely land of gypsy and nasty politicans named Slovakia. I have new energy to write and even newer and bigger motivation.
Yeah also this is written on request from @JxhnPxlJxnes (sorry if it's not what you wanted, and I know it's not that fluffy)
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