David Bowie /3/

"What day is today?" David asked me holding my hand, he hold me weakly but still strong somehow.
"It Sunday darling." I smiled on him, I was trying my best to keep my tears in, seeing my love, my husband here, dying is just the most terrible thing every.
"I love Sundays." He smiled and stroked my hand with thumb. After few minutes of silence, when we were just enjoying company of each other he suddenly smiled. It was that kind of smile I love so much, when he was thinking about something.
"Why are you smiling." I asked him curiously and smiled on him too.
"Hm do you remember when I proposed to you?" He smiled more but along with me now.
"Yes I do! It was so crazy times. I still don't understand why I said yes." I joked with David.
"Because I am perfect and you know so." He giggled suspiciously. I really remember the day when he proposed to me, I even remember color of our sofa at the time. I remember every single detail.

"I am sorry you know that. It wasn't my fault as well as it wasn't yours. No one could do anything, even Yoko, tell me how could SHE stop it? What do you think. how did she feel? She FUCKING lost her husband and father of her child." I screamed on him. David wanted to get numb, wanted to die. He was getting insane.
It was two days since was John shot and David, my dear David just couldn't get over it.
"Please David, I love you so very much. You just need to let it go. John is on better place, I am sure he's with Buddy Holly now and He's having great fun." I giggled on that thought and came closer to him. He still scared me because he was quite high on drugs and also quite aggressive since he found out.
"Why him?! Why couldn't that bastard kill someone else." He sat on couch and start sobbing.
"David, please don't cry. We will get through it, I loved John too. Well you know about my crush I had on him while Beatles. You know I loved him and I am also really sad. We just have to keep good memories of him, and let go." I said and wrap my arms around him, as tight as I could.
"I know y/n, I know. Please promise me you'll never leave me. whatever happen you will be always with me, promise?" He looked at me with puppy, wet eyes.
"I can't promise you something like this." I started with something he didn't really expect me to say "But I promise you I'll be with you as long as I'll be able to" I said and kissed him on cheek, and then on lips too.
"Y/N." He broke our kiss and looked into my eyes. I smiled on him, showed him how much do I really care about him even now, mostly now.
"Yes David?"
"Y/F/N, will you make me the luckiest guy on earth and will you marry me?" He got on his knees and put my hands into his. I gasped in surprise.
"Yes, Oh god David sure I'll marry you." I laughed and jump on him, I kissed my darling with all passion I have.
"Since now you are mine, and I'll never let you go. You will be with me until day I die." He said to me seriously looking into my eyes.
"I love you." I whispered to him.
"I love you more." He smile and kissed me.

"You know David..." I started but became quiet for few minutes "I love you the same way I loved you 40 years ago, and I will love you the same way until the day I die." I smiled remembering promise I couldn't give him.
"I love you too Y/N, ever since I saw you. Nothing has changed." He said seriously, with same look as 35 years ago when he proposed to me.
"David, I don't wanna lose you." I said suddenly, I didn't even realized it, words just flew out of my mouth.
"Y/N I promised you that you will be mine until the day I die..." He started and looked into my eyes. "The day has came." He smiled like a Hero. The hero he was inside.
"Don't say that David." I smiled and looked at floor.
"I love you y/n but all things must pass." He smiled and stroked my hand again "Look up here I'm in heave." He said line from his last song. After that stroke he gave me he let go of my hand, I was afraid to look up and see him.
"David, I love you too." I said still not looking up, I was waiting for answer.
"David." I asked again. Still no answer, I looked here, David's eyes were looking on me but they were empty, they hadn't got those twinkles inside. He was still smiling but it wasn't that smile he used to give me every morning. Those smiles are gone, David is gone.
"David no." I said and my voice broke, It shouldn't happen now but He just knew it was coming, he knew what to say and he knew how to left good memories inside of me.

So here is 1 of 7 stories I will give you this week, I was expecting some requests but surprisingly no request have came.
Sorry for my not perfect english and enjoy ❤️👌🏼

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