I can't give you everything
but I can give you my all.

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Hello?

Is someone here in this pitch black room?

Because even if I run, jump, fall, or even sit, there is this weird feeling clawing my heart whenever I try to escape.

No lights, nothing at all.

It has been hours, or may be even days— I don't know. My heart has lost the hope and left counting the time, although I started with a high spirit but realizing that the chances of a reply is nil, I stopped then and there. The feeling of drowning down more and more into darkness leaves me bewildered— I am tired.

Why isn't anyone here with me?

Jimin? Gyuri? Jungkook? Namjoon? Jin? Taeh-

Taehyung?

Realisation acts like rocks that directly falls on my weakened body as everything turns heavy and painful in my head.

I am hurt right?

And, I am alive too.

Right?

Jin will let me die, there is no way.

"Her conditions are stable but if asked more, it is worsening day by day."

Who? May I know?

"How come?" Another voice speaks up— different voices echo in the room but then silence replies his question. I really want to know my condition.

Try to concentrate, Goeun.

Eun!

"Finally that you remember my damn existence, I am here."

A quite bold sound arises out of nowhere as I dramatically turn to my side— that little fairy enters in front of me while flying as graciously as ever, leaving a small sprinkling tale behind. I never thought that someone as strong and dangerous as Eun can actually be a fairy but now that I have seen her, I swear she is an epitome of beauty.

"Eun?"

"Actually, don't talk and rather wake up. I am tired of staying inside without moving an inch from my place like.. it is so boring!"

Beauty or not, she is still out of my control.

"Okay, rather speak to Jimin then," Eun motions me to continue as I scrunch up my nose in utter confusion.

"How?" I ask as sighs out in a rather so-done manner.

"Jimin?"

"Goeun? Is that you?"

The said boy's voice replies back super instantly that kind of sounds like he was just waiting for my one mind message.

But how the hell can we talk like this?

After when Jimin doesn't get a reply back, he sighs out of relief.

"Thank god that you are okay."

"How am I?" Just when Jimin utters those words, my first question comes up and right then as I curse myself for asking the most dumbest one ever.

"Not good," He replies almost instantly, may be fearing to lose contact with me.

"You are kind of fine for now but according to Jin, you should have woken up days ago. Your body is not responding well and it is kind of scary because Jin is thinking that he has done something stupid during the surgery."

"Heck, what surgery?" My mind takes the latest piece of information in the most dramatic way ever but still I don't think a surgery is needed if you want to take out some quantity of poison from the body.

"Not some quantity, it was a whole tube. You didn't realise and just kept on fighting, not thinking about yourself at all, as always."

Same was said by Taehyung and I know that I have no reply now.

"Why didn't my body get healed up with the help of my powers?"

"If I could then I would have done it way too sooner," Eun deadpans while crossing her hands around her chest.

"You know what, I just met Eun here."

"I am still here, you know," Eun states the fact as I try to ignore her tone as much as possible.

"What? That is your imagination, probably your brain," Jimin tries to reason.

"I need to knock some sense in this bastard's head.."

But he silences up just after hearing the response of Eun.

"Okay, I would love to meet her too."

And I barely stop myself from laughing at their conversation.

"How is Taehyung?"

"Wow, like you didn't even ask about my well being but have got the guts to ask about Taehyung," I initially wanted to ask Jimin but rather Eun screams with that high pitched voice which succeeds in bursting my eardrums.

"Chill, was just asking,"

This girl and her overly possessive replies.

"Since when am I unconscious, Jimin?"

"Around 1 week."

"Holy fu- I have been laying since 1 week already?" Grabbing every single information from Jimin is like a bomb which is directly exploding on my head.

1 week, that means a lot of missions are missed and my body shape is in a complete mess. Latest knowledge update was like 1 week ago too right?

I have missed a lot.

"Everyone including me is doing just fine, some of them visit you continuously like Gyuri, Taehyung, some stay here all the time like me and Jin— if you want to know."

"He probably doesn't even get up for bathing," Eun whispers, laughing in the end— I shush her instantly.

"Goeun, just get up soon please?"

The vulnerability in Jimin's voice is beyond my resisting power. I can't see or even hear him being in this state.

I need to get up. For him, Gyuri and everyone.

At least I don't want Taehyung to blame himself for my injured state.

But those moments are my last ones when my exhausted mind finally falls into a deep slumber of hours.

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It feels so close to open my eyes, so close to my surroundings. My condition surely is getting better than that now I can move my hand too.

Finally.

"Jin?"

I haven't even open my eyes yet the first thing I do is to call his name— surely throwing him out of his wits.

After some loud noises and frantic steps follows my call, I feel my hand getting enveloped in something warmer, sending comfort in the touch.

"Goeun?"

But it is not Jin.

Oh God, not him right now.

More frantic steps.

Thud!

Stop.

"Goeunie!?"

Ew, Jin please change that.

I open my eyes slowly, though I want it to happen faster but my body is not in my control. No matter how hard I try, it will remain as stubborn as ever.

Thankfully my vision has cleared enough to see everyone's gloomy faces staring at mine.

Jin, Jimin, Taehyung, Namjoon Miyeon and Gyuri.

This forces me to think about my appearance.

Wait. The last I washed my face or even had a proper bath was..

"2 weeks."

Jimin who is in my left, answers even when I didn't ask him to. Sending a tight lip smile to him, I nod my head. "Thanks."

He just shakes his head and glances at Jin, the older is looking at me with those eyes of a hawk who is waiting for any one sign that can declare me as a serious patient.

"Taehyung, can you get a little aside please?" Jin pats the younger's shoulder as Taehyung immediately skides away a little, but my hand still is tightly engulfed in his. He doesn't even try to loosen his grip.

"Look here," Jin's sounds serious and focused as I move my eyes towards him. What he does next is to turn on his torch and aim at my eyes, making me temporarily lose my vision again.

"Weakness, eat more Goeun," He scoffs and backs away with a large grin evident on his face which shows how happy he is yet his habit of irritating me never stops even when I am injured.

"Jungkook's here-"

"Don't tell me, he already knows?"

Even if my voice is weak and it takes me my everything to utter those words without stuttering, but it is enough to stop Jimin between his sentence. He looks at me with widened eyes like he did exactly what I fear the most.

Jungkook, my big brother.

He can do anything in order to keep me safe from bad things. Just like how a big brother performs his role that is protecting her little sister from all the bad happenings— he is actually a little more protective and caring than necessary.

Somehow we both are agents here. Considering both of us share the same genes, having the same qualities and talent is expected.

"He returned as soon as he heard  about you being poisoned," Namjoon begins to answer my unasked questions as Jimin is still stunned, thinking what part he did is wrong.

"He must be worried."

Now that I realise, everyone is staring at us like we three are talking about an alien planet and it's inhabitants. Jimin finally introduces them to that alien being we are talking about.

"Jungkook is Goeun's brother," Jimin announces.

"So, is he that protective of her?"

Taehyung is the first one who asks the question while staring at my face.

"Too much, to the extent that he can even kill someone if necessary. Even me," Miyeon replies even when he didn't ask her.

Taehyung asked me, not you.

"For your information he was trained in America." Miyeon adds.

"Just pray that everything goes just fine."

"Now that you are awake, I should go back to my office but remember you need to meet me soon," Namjoon says a little playfully.

"I am sorry for not realizing about your wound sooner," A mumble arises from my side as the warmth doubles. Taehyung looks down at our entangled hands and keeps on poking my thumb with his fingers.

How can he blame himself for my own carelessness?

"Taehyung, look here," Muttering, I try raising his head at my level as his eyes shines under the bright light. "It is not at all your fault. Just think what would have happened if you weren't there to handle the fight after my body collapsed. Praise yourself instead of blaming."

Choosing formal words in front of my friends, may be they actually ruin Taehyung's mood but I will surely talk to him in person.

"By the way, Goeun, did you go crazy in there? I mean, Eun? Seriously?" Jimin starts speaking all of a sudden, throwing me back.

"Eun?" The boy beside me mumbles while raising his eyebrow playfully— a red tint slowly starts to cover my cheeks.

"Hey, I don't know myself that how Eun can be a fairy-"

"Fairy, what?" Jimin exclaims.

"Considering her attitude, she should rather be a dragon."

But soon he is interrupted by Gyuri who cups my face in her soft hands and grazes my cheek softly, showing the love that she can't express through her words.

"How are you?" She asks me in sign language.

"I am fine, just exhausted."

"You were all okay when I visited you, then what happened?"

"When I went to change my clothes, the wound started aching so I immediately ran to Jin and-"

Saw Taehyung shirtless.