[my apologies to :@FuyuRain the tree gif couldn't be loaded so I put this instead]

I loved everything, making memories with you was my favourite thing to do. My favourite part of the day was waking up next to you and hearing my name from your lips. You never forgot my name, despite the adverse circumstances, you always called me Jiminie...

03:55

''Jiminie''.

''What is it Taehyung? Why aren't you sleeping ?''.

''I didn't take my pill''.

''Godamn it Taehyung, you only had this one thing to remember'' Jimin said. He wasn't aware that Taehyung was now forgetting things faster than before.

''I forgot, okay? We were having such a great time that I didn't see the time''.

''We were doing nothing. Like literally, what great time are you talking about?''.

''It's just...''.

''Just say it Tae''.

''You make me feel safe. Your warmth somehow makes me calm, I don't know how to explain it. Knowing that you'll sleep next to me, somehow made me sleep, without the pill's help'' Taehyung said with a slight grin.

''That's wonderful''.

''But I still woke up...and now I woke you up too''.

''It's okay Tae. Just take your pill and come back to bed'' Jimin sleepily spoke and his head fell back on his pillow.

''But now it's not the right time '' Taehyung said with a pout.

''When is the right time ?''.

''I haven't memorised it! I have them written on a paper'' Taehyung spoke and stood up. He put on his slippers and walked to the bathroom.

''You have been taking these pills for a while, haven't you?'' Jimin yelled but Taehyung ignored him.

Jimin sighed and rolled his fingers through his hair.

''It's going to be a long night'' he mumbled to himself and stood up to make a cup of coffee. He couldn't let Taehyung stay awake alone.

04:12

''What are you doing?'' Taehyung asked the brunet when he saw him sitting on the sofa covered with a yellow blanket, holding a big cup of coffee.

''We ran out of cocoa so I made you coffee instead'' Jimin smiled, his eyes turning into half moons.

''Why aren't you sleeping ?''.

''I don't want to. I will stay awake with you and we can watch a movie or talk...'' Jimin said happily when he felt a huge pillow hitting his face.

''Are you insane? I almost spilt my coffee'' Jimin claimed and licked the liquid that almost fell from the cup.

''Do you think that I am going to let you stay awake?''.

''Do you think I am going to let you stay awake alone ?'' Jimin sassily remarked and patted the seat next to him.

''You are so stubborn. I hate stubborn people'' Taehyung claimed and sat next to the brunet, grabbing his cup and blowing the coffee to cool it down.

''What movie are we going to see?''.

''Something old and classic'' Taehyung suggested.

''Like what ?''.

''Some like it hot''.

''But that's like  too old''.

''You will love it. I promise!'' Taehyung spoke and quickly stood up to connect Jimin's laptop with the TV.

''What is it about ?''.

''Two men dressing up as women'' Taehyung said happily and ran back to the sofa.

He slipped under the covers and clung to Jimin like glue. He softly grabbed Jimin's legs and placed them on his lap.

''Tae, do you happen to know about personal space?''.

''Sorry never heard of it. Besides I know that you are clingy too'' Taehyung said with a huge grin and pressed start.

06:21

''Told you would love it. I laughed more than I did the first time'' Taehyung chuckled and turned his head to Jimin's direction, only to realize that the boy was sleeping, hugging the sofa pillow, his legs still on Taehyung's lap.

''Brilliantly, wonderfully, no...splendidly'' Taehyung murmured and tried to lift Jimin. He carefully carried him back to their bed and covered him with the white sheets.

Taehyung knew that he couldn't be able to sleep again. After they returned from the illuminated tree, they were both exhausted. They just sat on the table and devoured the instant ramen Jimin cooked. It was already eleven at night and after they showered they both decided to sleep. Taehyung quickly jumped on the comfy mattress when he saw Jimin glancing at him with a weird look. He asked him if he wanted to sleep with him and Taehyung felt his heart stinging for some, odd reason. The moment he was about to walk away from the bed, Jimin tackled him and ended up falling with him on the mattress. They both started laughing uncontrollably, in hysterics. Taehyung totally forgot about the pill afterwards.

The only thing he could now, was to sit on the sofa and observe Jimin sleeping opposite of him. He opened the laptop and started watching videos silently.  He instantly averted his eyes back on Jimin, who was snoring calmly. He was now noticing how attractive the male was. 

His beautiful, disheveled brown locks that were now spread on the pillow, his soft cheeks and his sharp jawline, his brown eyes and luscious lips, the most apparent feautures on his face. His sturdy figure, his lovely hands... He was indeed a gorgeous human being, both inside and out. Yet, Jimin never spoke about himself.

And Taehyung had just realized that. He was always the one explaining his complicated life to the brunet. Jimin never told him anything. What if he ends up forgetting everything ? What if he hurts Jimin? What if something they both don't want, happens? He still wants to know and remember every little thing, every tiny detail of Jimin's existence.

He opened a photograph file Jimin had on his laptop. Since it didn't have a safe code he hoped Jimin didn't mind.

Thousands of pictures of Jimin at parties, with both women and men popped up on the screen. His cigarette was evident in all of them, a different woman on his embrace in almost all of the pictures. Taehyung checked the dates and understood that the pictures were not recent. The oldest file was a video and it looked like it was taken probably some years back. Taehyung's curiosity took the best of him and opened the file, the video causing him to gasp. 

''The street  camera released the footage to the police. The death of both Park Seoyoon and Park Chul-Moo was a terrible accident, while their son, Park Jimin, and the other two drivers are being hospitalized in a critical state''  the file wrote. Date 13th of October. The video clearly showed the collision of the three cars, the balloons of the vehicle's trunk...

Balloons? Why balloons? Why did Jimin's car had ballons? What happened to Jimin at the hospital? What was happening with all these weird photographs?

All these questions bombarded Taehyung's mind who immediately erased the laptop's history and curled himself in a ball, trying to drift back to sleep, something that he knew deep inside, was impossible.