I have been through many predicaments in my life, but do you know which thing do I consider the most difficult to do? Removing you from my heart. I fell in love with you because you loved me when I couldn't love myself...why did I have to hurt you Kim Taehyung?

18:00

''Jiminie''.

''I will be back around two, maybe three. If you manage to fall asleep, don't try to wait for me'' Jimin spoke and grabbed his keys.

''What am I going to do all this time?''.

''What have you been doing all the time we weren't together?''.

Taehyung smirked.

''I meant living together, you pervert'' Jimin said trying to sound offended.

''I wasn't doing anything basically. I was practically sitting in front of my television or trying ineffectively to fall asleep''.

''Taehyung...''.

''But don't worry. I will grab a book or cook you something, maybe I will watch a new Tv series...'' Taehyung got interrupted when he felt Jimin's finger on his lips.

''Shut up. You talk too much. Would you like to come with me?''.

''Where ?'' Taehyung asked with a weird look.

''I don't know where Taehyung... Wherever my clients want to go, I guess. It might be a little boring, so I understand if you don't want to come...'' it was Jimin's turn to get interrupted, by Taehyung's finger on his lips.

''Let's go then, what are we waiting for?''.

18:55

''Jimin I am bored''.

''We have been on the road for fifty minutes only! My shift has barely began Tae'' Jimin whined.

''I thought this would be fun'' Taehyung pouted.

''Excuse me, but what were you expecting? And thank you, I am not being offended at all'' Jimin spoke with an annoying tone.

''I wasn't talking about you. I mean the first ten minutes were great. We had this exceptional conversation...''.

''We were fighting about the rent Taehyung! This was nothing but exceptional'' Jimin noted.

''Still better than that bothersome client that entered our cab afterwards. And I have to pay you rent. I am living in this house too, remember? And did you see his face?''.

'' You aren't going to pay any rent. Consider yourself as a perpetual guest. And he must have had something in his mind Taehyung. You don't know people's problems''.

''And when I tried to be nice and start a conversation...''.

''You started talking about hair products...''.

''Did you see his hair?''.

''That's probably why he threw the money on your face when he left'' Jimin chuckled.

''Promise me something''.

''That I will never get you with me ever again?''.

''That you will never stop smiling'' Taehyung said with a huge grin and turned to glance at the window, missing Jimin's little smile.

''Taehyung, did you say ''our'' cab?'' Jimin wondered with a huge grin plastered on his face.

''I am in it and I am helping you. It's ''our'' cab, at least for now''.

The door of the cab opened and a woman with her child entered the vehicle. They told Jimin their destination, yet both the red-haired and the brunet cared only for one thing.

That they were sitting next to eachother smiling. Jimin with the thought of Taehyung staying with him forever and Taehyung with the thought that the word ''our''  could be everlasting.

02:23

''This was nothing like the stake out, I was expecting'' Taehyung mumbled when he grabbed the keys from Jimin's hand to unlock their apartment's door.

''We aren't neither spies, nor police officers Tae. At least I bought you a doughnut, isn't that enough?''.

''Yeah, I guess so''.

''And I reminded you to take your pill'' Jimin spoke proudly.

''I still cannot understand how you remembered the schedule'' Taehyung wondered.

''I memorized it, just for you'' Jimin said and hit the boy's shoulder playfully.

''At least you have the ability to memorize. I might forget myself sooner or later'' Taehyung mumbled internally.

''Fuck. I had forgotten all the notes you have placed on the kitchen'' Jimin interrupted Taehyung's internal conflict.

''Do they bother you that much?'' Taehyung asked.

''No, no. They  don't bother me at all. I am sorry if I sounded like that, I didn't mean it. You can fill the entire appartment with notes if you want'' Jimin said when he saw Taehyung's boxy grin being replaced with a huge frown.

''I am taking them down''.

''Taehyung, what is going on?''.

''Don't talk to me now, okay? I am scared that if you continue being so nice, my tears will fall like waterfalls''.

''Why though? What happened? Did I say something?'' Jimin grabbed the other boy's hand and brought him to the couch.

''I am a useless piece of shit, Jimin'' Taehyung mumbled.

''Who ever told you that? Don't think that low of yourself'' Jimin spoke calmly.

''It's just that, you are being so kind to me and I cannot do anything for you. I cannot do anything for anyone really''.

''Your existence is a pure gift Kim Taehyung. I am glad that you can consider me as your friend, and the same goes for me. I love what we have built. Together.  I wouldn't replace it for the world. And don't feel useless. You will find a job, you will build a family, you are going to create something beautiful, just like you Tae'' Jimin said and unconsciously interwined their hands.

''I tend to forget some stuff Jimin. I think that I am going to get better eventually but if I ever say something offensive or forget your birthday or something, forgive me. It won't be me...'' Taehyung said, his extraordinary eyes, teary.

''Why haven't you told me that? It's that why all these notes are for?'' Jimin spoke, and Taehyung nodded.

''Listen to me. We will fight this together. I don't care if you forget me or my birthday...''.

''I will never forget you. Haven't you noticed that your name is the first thing I say when we wake up?''.

''I have actually''.

''I do it cause I don't want to forget your name. I mean I...''.

''You won't forget me, okay? We will keep these notes and we will visit dr. Kim together. He might tell us what is happening. Don't doubt your strength. Hey, hey Kim Taehyung...'' Jimin spoke and stood from the sofa.

''What Jiminie?''.

Jimin didn't speak. He just took a small paper and wrote down quickly a note that made Taehyung's face crack the greatest smile.

03:31

''Jiminie?''.

''You cannot sleep, can't you?'' Jimin asked.

''I am sleepy actually. I just want you to promise me something''.

''How many promises can I make?''.

''Don't drive too fast''.

''What ?''.

''Today in the taxi, you were driving too fast. I know that you are a great driver and all , but I just want you to be careful, okay?''.

''Damn Taehyung. I won't die''.

''I didn't say that, don't you ever say that'' Taehyung almost yelled.

''Alright, alright. Calm down and try to sleep''.

''You see, I cannot right now''.

''Do you want a hug?'' Jimin said cutely.

''Can I be the big spoon today?''.

Jimin hesitated for a while.

''Sure, let me be the one being hugged today''.

They tangled their legs and their bodies collided under the covers.