''Be careful Jimin, you don't know who is going to end up entering your cab cause you don't know the secrets people hide. And sometimes that's for the best''.

''And it had to be my love, hadn't it?'' he said with a small smile.

''We don't choose who we are going to love, regardless the gender'' Seokjin remarked and took off his glasses.

''It's a nice way to start the letter like that?''.

''That's up to you''.

''But you Kim Taehyung, hid too many secrets from me. And I couldn't stand that you didn't trust me enough. I know I was the one who didn't trust you in the first place but I was the one who approached you. The one that helped you treat your ailment. The one who loved you.And that's why it hurts so much. You were always so kind hearted and beautiful, that I thought you had no imperfections.But then I noticed that your unexistent imperfections were the ones that made you imperfect. You were like a dream Taehyung. A dream I wanted to have in my mind 24/7.Unfortunately I never imagined that you thought of me as someone who is perfect . I am far from perfection. Between the two of us you have always been the perfect one, both inside and out.I loved you so much. More than I could possibly imagine. And I know you did the same. Do you remember our song?

I can't sleep
Home sick
But I just wanna
Stay right next to youIf I could choose my dream
I just wanna
Stay right next to you

I do. It describes your life. It describes your beautiful existence...

I told you we would fix things. And fortunately we succeeded. I still remember how peacefully you slept next to me, even if it was just for four hours. It was still progress. But why didn't you ever listen to me.You always tried to deal with your problems by yourself. I know you thought that nobody cared about you, but I did. I cared about you more than I did about myself. Unfortunately, sometimes the person we never expected to hurt us, is the one that eventually scathe us the most. But we both hurt eachother. Only in different ways. You were hurting, seeing me in pain. And I was in pain seeing you hurt. But I was the one that actually physically hurt you. And I will never forgive myself for breaking your heart into pieces. Forgive me, I didn't mean to do that...I love you so much.You are my life Kim Taehyung and I miss you so freaking much. We were such a great team together, why did I hurt you like that? You are the most beautiful thing I keep inside my heart.

Now, I am feeling this loneliness again, this unbearable feeling that I haven't experienced since you became a piece of my heart. Words cannot describe the way I feel about you Taehyung. I loved the way you made me feel, even when you weren't near me.I loved everything, making memories with you was my favourite thing to do. My favourite part of the day was waking up next to you and hearing my name from your lips. You never forgot my name, despite the adverse circumstances, you always called me Jiminie. I still want you Tae. It's not true that you can't love others if you don't love yourself. I put all the love I had into you and I am left with none to keep...My mind wanders and I get lost in thoughts of you. I have been through many predicaments in my life, but do you know which thing do I consider the most difficult to do? Removing you from my heart. I fell in love with you because you loved me when I couldn't love myself...why did I have to hurt you Kim Taehyung?

It's true, what they say. Every heart sings a song, incomplete, until another heart whispers back. Those who wish to sing always find a song. You were my whisper Taehyung. Until your voice turned silent and I fell in despair...It was all my fault, you were perfect. Isn't it crazy that someone who used to be such a big part of your life, can be gone in one second? You just vanished Taehyung. I really hope we will meet each other again, because everywhere I look, I am reminded of your face...damn your gorgeous face.I wish I could have one more day to see you again. To talk to you once more, devour your gorgeous lips, feel the heat your body was emitting when it was collided with mine, intertwine our hands for one last time.Sometimes two people find each other with broken hearts, ruined foundations and they build together as a team to create a foundation that is indestructible. That's what we had Taehyung. That's what we have built together...

When I first met you I didn't know you were going to be this important to me. You and I, we were both a fucking mess, but the truth is you captivated me in ways, no other soul will ever be capable of accomplishing. A true relationship is two unperfect people refusing to give up on each other. That's what we did. We were helping each other. But, you know what our fault was? My happiness depended on your well being and your felicity depended on mine. And I hate that Taehyung. I never cared about my well- being because I had you to take care of. Aside from insomnia and memory loss, the problems were increasing...but I was still there. Until life proved that your biggest problem was me all along. I wanted to be with you...it was as simple as complicated as that...Fuck...Kim Taehyung, you are so freaking special.

Legend says that when you can't sleep, another soul is dreaming of you. I guess that's true cause I have been dreaming about you every night. And something told me that I would be dreaming of you endlessly...forever. Missing you everyday makes my heart feel heavy but I know that everyday is a day closer to you again. Truth is, I think about you a little more than I should...I have been thinking about you everyhwere I go. In city lights and passing cars, on winding roads and wishing stars. I still love you, don't ever forget that...I learnt the meaning of love, merely because you existed. And I truly cherish every single one of our moments. I hope you do, too.

I miss you too much Kim Taehyung. So much that I am slowly starting to give up on myself...and I know that you would never want this to happen. That's how amazing you...

''I don't know if this whole thing helps'' Jimin stopped writing.

''Continue'' Seokjin insisted, seeing that Jimin was allowing his emotions to appear on paper.

That's how amazing you were. I have seen you at your worst, yet I always believed that you were the best.

''Stop sheding tears Jimin. You haven't lost him'' Seokjin spoke softly.

''But...''.

''Continue''.

You have no idea how fast my heart was beating when our hands accidentally touched. How my lips were anticipating every single one of your kisses. How our touches made each other feel complete. Whole. Strong. Peaceful .When I said I loved you, I didn't say that out of habit. I meant everything I said. I wanted to reassure you that everything would be alright. I wanted to remind you that you were the best thing that ever happened to me. And that even if you forgot about me, I was still breathing for you. I am still breathing for you, up to this day. I hope you feel the same. I cannot wait to see you again. And I hope he keeps you company...Anyway...You are the best surprise of my life, but I am feeling so ALONE. So, Kim Taehyung...The best feeling in the world was to be loved by you. To feel you, kiss you, sleep next to you...isn't it terrible how much at fault I am? I didn't deserve you.

''I don't think I can continue anymore. The fact that I am missing him, doesn't change the cruel reality that I am living right now''

''Hey...''.

''I miss my soulmate. I miss him so much...'' Jimin spoke through his tears when he saw Seokjin engulfing him in a hug.

''Can I leave? I have somewhere to go, please''.

''Sure, are you alright?''.

''No, and I don't think I will ever be again''.

''Jimin you are scaring me''.

''Don't worry. I am just going to give him the letter''.

''You know he loves you wherever he is, right?'' Seokjin asked.

''I know. That's what I am doing''.

One chapter left guys! :(