PERSONAL INFORMATION

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name.
𓇢𓆸  judith

name analysis.
𓇢𓆸  judith – "praised, from judea"

name pronunciation.
𓇢𓆸 judith – "joo • dith"

nickname.
𓇢𓆸  jude
𓇢𓆸  hey jude – by dean winchester

alias.
𓇢𓆸  raziel – true name
𓇢𓆸  deirdre willis – her vessel's name

age.
𓇢𓆸  her vessel's age is around twenty six, however, judith's true age is indescribable.

date of birth.
𓇢𓆸 not available.

place of birth.
𓇢𓆸 not available.

date of death.
𓇢𓆸 sometime in early 2010.

cause of death.
𓇢𓆸 an angel blade to the stomach.(resurrected)

species.
𓇢𓆸  human (formerly)
𓇢𓆸 archangel (fallen)

gender.
𓇢𓆸  cisgender female

sexual orientation.
𓇢𓆸  unlabeled.

pronouns.
𓇢𓆸  she/her

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faceclaim.
𓇢𓆸 phoebe tonkin.

eye color.
𓇢𓆸  green.

hair color.
𓇢𓆸  brunette

height.
𓇢𓆸  five foot eight inches (172 cm)

weight.
𓇢𓆸  one hundred and twenty five. pounds (57 kg)

significant marks or scars.
𓇢𓆸  judith's vessel is relatively unscathed, minus a burn scar from a curling iron behind her left ear, and a few tattoos. after judith became human, she was at risk of being being possessed by unnatural forces– castiel branded the inside of her ribcage with enochian warding symbols. this turned out to be useless, as the shards of leftover grace clinging inside judith was enough to expel demons.

piercings.
𓇢𓆸 judith's her ears single pierced.

tattoos.
𓇢𓆸  the two tattoos judith does have, include a wrist tattoo of a butterfly, and a small playboy bunny on her hip.

accent.
𓇢𓆸  slight new england accent.

style.
𓇢𓆸 judith takes much of her style from what she can observe in her immediate surroundings, which for the most part is dean and sam. her clothing tends to reflect the boys, being mostly t-shirts with jackets or flannel thrown over it, and jeans with boots. she especially loves color, and for a strange reason, dean's clothing (much to his dismay). he has caught her on multiple occasions in his t-shirts, tied off at the waist– or a jacket of his that is far too big to be practical.

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occupation. 
𓇢𓆸  archangel/general of heaven. as an archangel, raziel was in legion with her brothers, and a leader of heaven before she fell. she was considered one of the "big bosses", a step below god himself.

affiliations.
𓇢𓆸 castiel – raziel was not in the same garrison as castiel, but she knew of him, and respected him greatly. without her memories, judith felt some sort of kinship to castiel, like she'd know him for ages.
𓇢𓆸 michael – the eldest of raziel's"brothers".
𓇢𓆸 gabriel – the closest of her brothers to raziel, and the second youngest
𓇢𓆸 raphael – another one of her brothers, and one who contested her fall to earth greatly.
𓇢𓆸 lucifer – raziel's final brother, of whom she might had fallen in his footsteps (in a less direct way).
𓇢𓆸  heaven – heaven was judith's home before she fell. she greatly misses a place she doesn't remember. she loves earth in a different way, her new home.
𓇢𓆸 dean winchester – dean was the first person that judith met from the group, and judith's romantic interest.
𓇢𓆸 sam winchester – sam and judith had their differences upon meeting each other, but they eventually became allies and friends.
𓇢𓆸 bobby singer – bobby helped protect judith after she was hunted by angels and demons for her grace, and she respects him for it.
𓇢𓆸 deirdre willis – deirdre willis is the name of judith's vessel.
𓇢𓆸 forestville, maryland – the place where judith fell to, and met the boys for the first time.

personality.
𓇢𓆸 upon her first (literal) fall from grace, judith was very reserved and terrified of her surroundings. she was very wary of strangers, and defensive of those who came to close, almost like a caged animal. with no memories and no clue who's he was, she was (and still is) extremely curious of everything, with a proclivity for learning. upon warming up to others, judith is a bright spirit with a hope for a better world. she has always been a little nervous, even before the loss of her memories, but nonetheless determined, and ambitious. she has a tendency to be a bit argumentative, especially when upset or comfortable with others, however, she is usually well meaning with her cause.

likes.
𓇢𓆸 trying new things, especially food and clothing, music, dancing, spicy food, riding in the impala with the windows down, dogs, having sex, reading, essentially having fun and experiencing humanity hands on, etc...

dislikes.
𓇢𓆸 the imbalance in heaven, and the uprising of lucifer and the demons, judith also found out she hates sour candy, any sort of liquor as she is a terrible lightweight, and her vessel is mildly allergic to pollen (seasonal allergies), etc...

fears.
𓇢𓆸  judith fears returning to heaven – ithuriel left heaven in fear of the war to come, defecting from her home in heaven and falling to earth. she no longer felt any warmth towards her home, and feared the change that was to happen. her biggest fear takes the form of possibly returning to heaven, or being prosecuted for her crimes– overall, facing the wrath of her brothers.

background.
𓇢𓆸  judith's real name is raziel. she was an archangel, one of the original angels created by god before earth. she spent thousands of years with the same purpose– protect heaven and earth. raziel, being the youngest, was far more reserved in her duties as an archangel, ans spent far more time in heaven than supervising earth. despite this, she had always been intuitive to the plight of her brothers, and sensed the beginning of the apocalypse far before it occurred. when the seals began breaking, and lucifer threatened to leave from the cage, raziel became distraught. it had been many years since a war had occurred, and she worried the devastation that might occur in heaven, especially that if her brothers began to fight in god's abscence. for whatever reason– fear, cowardice, or so on– raziel defected from heaven, falling to earth. however, just before she fell to earth, she accidentally shattered her own grace, scattering it across a small portion of the earth, and leaving shards deep within herself. this was incredibly painful, and wiped out all memory of her time in heaven. when she fell, she destroyed nearly a hundred acres of farm land and field. raziel's vessel ended up being deirdre willis, an extremely religious, yet homeless woman whom had nearly succumb to death on the street. while raziel's presence strengthened deirdre, it pushed her subconsciousness very far back into the vessel, far enough that raziel could no longer hear her once she gained control. raziel woke up in maryland, memory-less and broken, with no name or home to remember. she took the name of the first street she happened across– judith ave, and continue on as her vessel had been, homeless and alone. judith eventually met dean winchester, befriending he and his brother on their attempt to put lucifer back in the cage.

family.
𓇢𓆸 judith had no real family considering she is a celestial creature. considering she was made by god alongside michael, raphael, grabriel, and lucifer, she always referred to them as brothers (and god as her father), despite not "sharing blood" as the humans called to it. in the end, she considered the winchesters her family, and castiel in a brotherly light.
𓇢𓆸 her vessel, deirdre willis has a family, but at the time of ithuriel choosing her as a vessel, she was not in contact with them.

friends.
𓇢𓆸 dean winchester – 8/10, dean was the first person judith felt she could trust. they weren't always friends, and often butt heads, however, she quickly found her solace, and her home, in dean.
𓇢𓆸 sam winchester – 7/10, sam and judith had a bit of a rocky start. judith feared new people, and sam was distrustful of judith, thinking she was something unnatural. eventually, they found their middle ground, and became friends.
𓇢𓆸 michael – 3/10, of her "brothers", michael and raziel often "bumped heads". raziel was always the secretive one, hiding away from conflict while michael went brazenly after it. perhaps it is why she stood by when lucifer fell, and why she expelled herself from heaven eons later– to avoid the shame of facing michael.
𓇢𓆸 gabriel – 8.5/10, seeing as raziel was youngest, she often spent more time with gabriel. they were closest of the few archangels in heaven, and part of the reason why raziel had the courage to leave in the first place. however, she never quite felt gabriel understood the humanity she gained, and detested him for letting her suffer/for attacking the friends she made on earth.
𓇢𓆸 raphael – 5/10, raphael and raziel never quite saw eye to eye, but there were no true problems between them until raziel fell from heaven. then she became target number one, and in legion with other wayward angels, even lucifer (even if that wasn't true).
𓇢𓆸 lucifer – 4/10, when god first created the archangels, raziel and lucifer had a strange bond. lucifer loved god desperately, and raziel longed to understand god's will further than what she could understand. lucifer and raziel understood each other mutually, and perhaps still did even after he rose from hell again. two wayward angels on earth together.
𓇢𓆸 castiel – 7/10, even without her memories, judith felt some sort of kinship towards castiel, like they were the same somehow, and that eventually strengthened their relationship.
𓇢𓆸  bobby singer – 6/10, judith and bobby didn't quite get on well, but he protected he when he didn't have to, and she respects him for it.

past relationships.
𓇢𓆸  not available.

love interest.
𓇢𓆸  dean winchester

relationship with love interest.
𓇢𓆸  dean and judith's relationship is slight complicated. before judith's memories were restored, dean and judith were, for the most part, allies– however, they very quickly became much more than that. dean helped her experience the human world, while judith gave dean something else to protect and cherish. dean feared he might be taking advantage of judith in her amnesiac state, but the longer they were together, he couldn't deny the magnetic pull between them.
𓇢𓆸 after judith's memories and grace were restored, and she remembered her true self (raziel), their relationship became a little more taut. dean wasn't sure he could trust judith/ithuriel, especially if she was similar to the angels trying to force him into being michael's vessel. judith on the other hand, worried she was further betraying the angels, and god. they learned to trust each other again, but not after some time.

additional information.
𓇢𓆸 as raziel, judith never saw truly earth before she fell. being the youngest, she was incredibly naive on the way of humans, but her time in earth gave her a sense of humanity that her brothers never came to understand.
𓇢𓆸  judith was killed briefly before lucifer was sent back down to the cage. she was struck down by an angel blade, vessel and all. luckily, just as he had brought back castiel, god resurrected judith with new orders.
𓇢𓆸  judith fell in love with dean first, but he definitely fell in love harder.

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