It was Monday morning and and you were the one who always the one like Sebastian, except that you weren't as perfect at doing things like he is. But you knew how to cook, clean, hover and good at gardening and other things. You were 13 like Ciel, except that he was  a little older. But today was his birthday, he has gotten a lot taller now, he is 1.60, no one had a clue how he just randomly got taller, not even Sebastian knew. But you were fine at that. You? Nah, you weren't really the important one in your opinion, you thought that Ciel was rude at times. But... You had a slight crush on the now 14 year old. Ok.... Maybe you loved him. But, your heart was crushed into 24... He already had a fiancé. At that one girl was Elizabeth. You were one of her best friends, but she was with Ciel and you knew that there was no way of being with him. You weren't depressed or anything, you just were really sad at the fact... Sometimes, you would cry when you were alone in your room.

"Why...?" You cried in you knees in your bed.
"Why does this have to be the way it is?!" You screamed in your now wet knees, when you did start crying, you couldn't stop until you fell asleep. No one knew about your crush on Ciel and no one has ever caught you crying. No has ever seen you crying.
"I need you..." You whimpered quietly, your head shot up as you heard a knock on your wooden door.
"W-who is it?"

"Sebastian, my lady."

"What do you need, Sebastian?"

"Are you crying?" he asked from the other side of the door.

"N-No.." You lied. You gasped as he opened the door.

"Yes you are."

"I-I did not allow you to come in!"

"What are you crying?"

"It's none of your business!"

"It's my duty to make sure that you are alright."

"N-no! G-get out!" You tried pushing him out but epically failed. He picked you up and placed you on your bed. He sat on the edge and looks at you.

"Tell me what is wrong."

"No."

"Then I'll get the young master."

"Fine.." You mumbled looking down in sight anger.

"What's wrong?"

"Promise you won't tell."

"I promise." He closed his eyes placing his hand over his chest.

"Well it's just..." He waited for you to say the rest.
"I really..." You regret Sebastian finding you.
"I love Ciel but he has Elizabeth!" You finally said with closed eyes. Sebastian's eyes widen a little before he stroked your (H/C) hair as he hugged you in return to comfort you.

"Don't worry, (Y/N),  I'm sure that the young master likes you."

"No he doesn't! He has Elizabeth! And she is his fiancé!" Tears streaming down your face as you tugged on his tuxedo. You hugged back as you cried in his shoulder. You cried for a while before falling asleep in his arms.
He placed you under you covers before walking out and closing the door. Leavening you alone.

You began panting and sweating.
You were having a nightmare about Ciel.

*In your nightmare*

You found yourself at the wedding of... Elizabeth and Ciel, they kissed.
They are now officially husband and wife.

He walked towards you and slapped you causing you to fall. He laughed with Elizabeth beside him.

"I heard that you love me, huh?!"

"Well, Ciel is mine and mine only!" Elizabeth spat.

"I would never love you in a million years! You're discusting! No one like you (Y/N)! Hope you die!"

With that he walked off leaving you in tears. You stood up and walked to get yourself a drink. Everything turned white as you saw Elizabeth and Ciel. Elizabeth ran behind you and held you tight. Ciel.... He had a knife in his hands, he smirked as he launched towards you, before he could stab/kill you...

*End of nightmare*

You woke up screaming as you stood up. Sweating and panting, tears rolled down your soft cheeks as your eyes became red and puffy. You whipped you eyes before standing up. You wished that Sebastian was here to comfort you like he did before. You slid out of bed and looked out if your window. It was dark outside, it was midnight from the look of the clock on the wall above your door. You sighed and walked out for a drink. You stopped as you heard screaming and crying from the other side of... Ciel's room. You pressed you ear against the wooden door and listened quietly.

"WHY?! WHY ELIZABETH WHY?!" He screamed through his telephone that was attached to the number box on his wooden table as tears raced down his cheeks.

"Well he could be better than you.."

"NO!! I THOUGHT THAT YOU LOVED ME"

"Well..."

"STOP IT WITH THE EXUSES!! YOU F*CKING CHEATED ON ME!" You gasped at what you just heard.
'Elizabeth cheated on Ciel?!' You thought.

"Look, Ciel-"

"WE'RE DONE!!"

"Ciel-"

"SHUT UP!" He smashes the phone back into the phone box as he was heavily panting.
"stupid... Stupid...StuPiD...STUPID!" He screamed messing his dark blue hair up. His phone began ringing, you both knew it was Elizabeth. He didn't pick up. Nor did he move. You sighed in slight shock.
"WHAT A LOVELY BIRTHDAY GIFT!" He shouted sarcastically as a forced and creepy smile pained his face.
You began walking towards your room forgetting the water. You laid back in bed and thought about what just happened and played back all the words that you heard. You to Ciel was not just a maid. You were known to be able to calm down Ciel and comfort him better than Sebastian. Everyone knew that, that's why you also always went on the trips that he went to with Sebastian. You never realized it but he always smiled at you when you were comforting him. Always when you weren't looking. You jolted as you heard a knock in your door.
You slowly opened the door revealing Ciel, he had red puffy eyes from crying.
Before you could say anything, he entered the room.

"Eliza-"

"I know what happened, master."

"Y-you do?"

"I heard you when I was getting a drink.."

"You look like you have been crying."

"Oh.. It was just a dream."

"What was is about?"

"N-nothing..."

"Well I could tell it was more like a nightmare.."

"..."

"How about I comfort you this time." You blushed at his words.
"But please, tell me what your nightmare was about.." He pleaded with slight sadness in his sky blue eyes.

"It was... That you and Elizabeth were getting married, then you rejected me after you found out that I liked you... Then before you stabbed me I woke up..." You whispered as a tear slipped from your eyes onto the sheets. He gasped very quietly. It was so quiet you didn't hear it. You felt two arms wrap around you as you gasped.

"Don't worry... I would never do that after what just happened.. And would never do it even if this never happened.."He smiled pulling away.

"C-Ciel..." You felt a pair of soft lips cover your own. Your eyes were as wide as plates. You decided to kiss back after wrapping your arms around his neck. You both pulled away from lack of air.

"I love you, (Y/N)..."
He smiled.

"I love you too... Ciel..."

You both slept together that night.

Elizabeth was never to be heard of in the mansion again. Almost as if she was whipped out of everybody that lived in the mansion.

You were his birthday gift