Hier kommt nun die All Too Well 10 min Version, aber aus meiner Sicht, und an mich gerichtet! XD

I walked through the door alone, the air was cold
But somethin' 'bout it felt like home somehow
And I left my scarf there at my brand new house
And I've never found it in the house, even now

Oh, my weird disposition and my wide-eyed gaze
I'm singin' in the car, getting lost upstate
Autumn leaves fallin' down like pieces into place
And I can picture it after all these days

And I know it's long gone and
That magic's not here no more
And I might be okay, but I'm not fine at all
Oh, oh, oh

'Causе there I am again on that little town street
I almost ran the red 'cause I was lookin' over at you
Wind in my hair, I was scared
I remember it all too well

Photo album on the counter
My cheeks were staying light
I used to be a little kid in classes in a lonely big bed
And my mother's tellin' stories 'bout me on the handball team
You taught me 'bout my mistakes thinkin' my future was gone

And I was tossing you the car keys
„Fuck The Patriarchy", I said screaming
I always wanted out
And I was thinkin' on the drive down: Any time now
My heart is gonna break
From the tears I'm carrying 'round

Till I was dead and gone and buried
Check the pulse and come back happy, it's the same
After three months in the grave
And then I wondered where it went to as I reached for friends
But all I felt was shame
And my life then stood in flames

And I know it's long gone and
There was nothing else I could do
And I forget about it long enough
To forget why I needed to

'Cause there I  am again in the middle of the night
I'm dancin' 'round the kitchen in the refrigerator light
Down the stairs, I was scared
I remember it all too well

And there I am again when nobody had to know
I kept it like a secret, but it kept me like an oath
Sacred prayer and we'd swear
To remember it all too well, yeah

Well, maybe I got lost in translation
Maybe I asked for too much
But maybe this thing was a masterpiece till I tore it all up
Runnin' scared, I was there
I remember it all too well

And I wake me up again just to break me like a promise
So casually cruel in the name of bein' honest
I'm a crumpled-up piece of paper lyin' here
'Cause I remember it all, all, all

They say all's well that ends well
But I'm in a new hell every time
I double-cross my mind
I said if I had been closer turn the paige
Maybe it would've been fine
And that made me want to die

The idea I had of me, who was she?
A never-needy, ever-lovely jewel
Whose shine reflects on me
Not weepin' in a party bathroom
Some actress askin' me what happened: No
That's what happened: Me

I who charmed myself with lovely cheesy stuff
Sippin' cocoa like I'm on a late-night show
But then they watched me watch the front door all night
Willin' them to come
And they said: It's supposed to be fun
Turning one and two

Time won't fly, it's like I'm paralyzed by it
I'd like to be my old self again
But I'm still tryin' to find it
After plaid shirt days and nights when I cried and cried
Now you get my sis and I walk home alone

But I didn't find my scarf from that very first week
'Cause I've searched for it for ages and I do miss it very much 
I can't forget it
'Cause I remember it all too well, yeah

'Cause there I am again when I loved me so
Back before I lost the one good thing I've ever known
It was rare, I was scared
I remember it all too well

Wind in my hair, I was there
I remember it all
Down the stairs, I was there
I remember it all
It was rare, I was sared
I remember it all too well

And I was never good at tellin' jokes, but the punch line goes
I'll get older, but my burning scars stay there
From when the Brooklyn broke my skin and bones
I'm a soldier who's returning half it's weight

And did the twin flame bruise paint me blue?
Just between us, did the mental health get you too?
'Cause in this city's barren cold
I still remember the first fall of snow
And how it glistened as it fell
I remember it all too well

Just between us, did the mental health maim you all too well?
Just between us, do you remember it all too well?
Just between us (just between us) I remember it all too well (wind in my hair)
(I was scared, I was scared)
(Down the stairs, I was scared, I was scared)
(Sacred prayer, I was there, I was there)
(It was rare, I remember it all too well)

(Wind in my hair, I was scared, I was scared)
(Down the stairs, I was scared, I was scared)
(Sacred prayer, I was there, I was there)
(It was rare, I remember it all too well)

(Wind in my hair, I was scared, I was scared)
(Down the stairs, I was scared, I was scared)
(Sacred prayer, I was there, I was there)
(It was rare, I remember it)

(Wind in my hair, I was scared, I was scared)
(Down the stairs, I was scared, I was scared)
(Sacred prayer, I was there, I was there)

Hab euch lieb! 🫶