~Chapter 6~

The first thing I did when I woke up was call Luna Lite. I told her when I was coming, what time I should be there, and to please keep me away from her son and husband. Then I brushed my teeth and ate breakfast glad that my morning sickness was over.

Going down stairs I told my aunt my plans for the day and she told me I should wear contacts. I agreed and we went to the store and brought brown contacts but when I put them in not even a minute later they burned up. So we decide I was to wear glasses until we figured out what to do. After getting dressed and packed I walked out the door and started my four hour drive towards Sheer Shadow pack.

~<.>~

As I drove through the pack lands I notice everyone stop what they're doing and stare at my car but I don't really care. I stopped at the gate outside the pack house and wait for the guard to come forward.

"Do you have permission to be this far on our land?" He asked.

"Yes I do and could you please tell Luna Lite that Jamie Pipe is here."

"Of course," he replied then his eyes blurred over.

With out a word he motioned for me to go forward with his hands. Following what he said I park as close to the house as I can get to the house. Being pregnant really takes a toll on you. When I get out I go towards the door where a man is waiting. He explains that the Luna sent him down to bring me to her. I nod my head and let him lead the way as he takes me up what seems like three flights of stairs. After walking through several doors he stops at a door that looks rose gold and then knocked.

When the door open Luna Lite excused the guard and let me in. I quickly took a seat trying to get comfy. I don't know why she wanted to meet me but while I was here I wanted to be as comfortable as possible. Not to long after I was good the Luna sat in front of me.

"Your probably wondering why I called you here. Well I wanted to offer you I chance to stay here."

"So you want me to stay in the place where the mate that hates me lives?" I ask her in confusion.

"Well me and my husband will be to old in a few more months and the pack will go to Jordan when we feel that he's ready which means you will be Luna even if he doesn't accept you. I just thought that if you stayed here you would get the chance to know the pack and maybe even bond with Jordan."

"Let's say I said yes I don't want to move in until my friend goes to warrior camp which is two weeks away plus I want you to tell the pack and Jordan but I don't want you to tell him about my alpha and the baby stuff. I want him to grow to love my child because he wants to not because he thinks he has to because of the bond."

She nods her head agreeing with me and we move on from that topic. I don't know why but I tell her everything, about what happen and how I feel minus the whole witch part. I tell her about how I haven't talked to the Luna or Alpha. I tell her about how I'm still in the dark about everything. I tell her about how my father won't talk to me and how I feel so alone. I tell her how I have no idea what I'm doing and how I'm scared. I tell her that I fear for my baby's future and how they might have a split home or grow up with out me. But I also tell her that my biggest fear is that they'll take my baby away from me and I won't even get to raise them.

When I'm done I feel the tears of anger, hurt and sadness as she pulls me into her arms and rubs my back. I've never cried this much in my seventeen years of life and I blame it on the hormones.

After a while she starts to explain to me how pack life is here and how everything goes. She tells me about somethings she did when she first became Luna and I laughed so many times. She then went on to tell me how wonderful it feels to be a Luna and hold your first pups. She also tells me the story of how after she had Jordan there was a rouge attack and while fighting something happen when I rouge bit her stomach and she wasn't able to have anymore kids. We spent hours on hours just talking laughing and bonding. Everything was perfect until he walked in.

"Mom what is that she wolf doing in my house," Jordan says barging through the door. Even when he's speaking rudely his voice still sounds like heaven to my ears and I hate it.

"She is here because I invited her," his mother answers not paying him no mind.

"Why would you invite such a disgusting thing into our home?" He asks.

That makes his mother snap and she stands up. "Jordan Roshon Lite I have raised you better than this. I don't care how much you dislike this woman you will respect her. She is your mate and your future Luna and I'll be damned if you ever speak of a lady in such a way. Now leave my office and do not come back until you learn some manners."

I sit while he glares at me with his hands in fist. I take this as my cue to go and I stand up.

"Thank you Luna Lite for the wonderful day and this nice chat. I haven't felt so good in a while and I thank you for making me smile even if only for a day. But I know when I'm unwanted so I will go but I'll see you in two weeks time," I say giving her a hug.

After she says her goodbyes I leave the room with Jordan behind and walk to my car. I get in and head straight home dreading the talk I'd have to have in the morning.

~<.>~

When I woke up the next day both of my parents were gone. I can't tell if that's a good or a bad thing because I kind of wanted to get this over with but I guess I can tell them tomorrow.

I have nothing planed for today and I don't really want to leave the house. I'll just have Netflix and chill with my bed. I can here my wolf laughing to herself in the back of my head.

"You have no friends."

"Well you're me so we both don't have friends."

"Well it's not like you ever let me out so I can make friends."

"Shut up you stupid mutt."

"You're also mean that's why nobody likes you," she says before shutting me out.

Rolling my eyes I pull my lap top onto my lap and hit play on TVD.

~<.>~

After binge watching the first two seasons of The Vampire Diaries I hear a knock on the door. I try to ignore it seeing Damon walk out his bathroom shirtless but the person is persistent and seems a little frantic.

I rush as safely as I can down the stairs and to the front door. I yank it open and there stands Phil a pack warrior.

"Alpha sent me, the packs under attack you have to go."

Before I can say anything he yanks on my arm and I'm outside.

"Wait! I need something," I shout running back into the house.

I quickly grab my daggers that I hide under the couch and run back outside where he's waiting. The daggers were dipped in wolfs bane and sliver and I could only touch the handle but that's ok because it was a quick and easy kill. Even if they were bad I didn't really like killing my own kind.

Once we were off my porch we were running, well he was running I was fuming. This was not good for my baby and plus I just ate three bags of popcorn and my stomach was not agreeing with him.

We went off into the woods and from somewhere behind I heard a scream. I took off the second I realized it was a little boy. I didn't stop when Phil screamed my name or when he started chasing after me I only stopped when I jumped in front of the little boy and growled at the rouge.

I quickly checked to make sure I was blocking the little boys view and then pulled my dagger out and aimed for his heart. It was a split second before the dagger pierced his heart and he dropped to the ground. I didn't waste time I grabbed the what looked like three year old into my arms and walked back towards Phil.

Phil wasn't that far back in the woods and that meant he seen everything.

"You know if you weren't knocked up you would've been a great warrior," he says as I walk past him.

I ignore him and start humming to the shaking little boy in my arms trying to calm him down. I don't know what happen or what he seen before I got there but I didn't want him to see anything more and was hoping my humming would put him to sleep.

My hopes were answered as we finally made it to the safe house and I could hear his heart beat slow down. When we walked in kids were asleep everywhere, women were pacing, and the elderly were trying to calm each other but there was no noise.

"Does anyone know who this little boy is?" I whisper.

"That's Jessica's little boy where is she?" Mrs. Janet asks.

"He was about to get attacked I didn't even check if anybody else was there or around him," I say in a panic.

No one says anything and I guess that means we all going back to not talking.

~<.>~

The door swings open and there stands Caleb with a cut down his chest and a busted lip but he's not that bad. He doesn't even scan the room before announcing that the fight is over and we're to be present in front of the pack house.

It takes about twenty minutes for everyone to reach the pack house. I try to hold back my frown as I see women run to the mates hugging and kissing them and I just know under these glasses my eyes are glowing a bright green- jealousy.

After all the reunions the Alpha called all the attention to himself and announced that we would do roll call to tell who's missing or dead. Knowing this would take awhile I sat in the grass with the little boy still in my arms.

~<.>~

"Jamie Pipe, please come forward."

When I stand my legs feel like jelly it's been almost three hours and no sign of a woman or man looking for their little boy, I've had to pee now for ten minutes, and I'm craving something spicy.

When I start to walk the little boy lifts his head from my shoulder and looks around. While walking through the crowd everyone stares at me and I start to feel uncomfortable. When I get up on the stage I bypass the Luna who looks as if she was going to say something to me and get in line with the other pack members.

"Does anyone know where the parents of Quinten Blake are?"

When the alpha asked this it caught my attention, but what caught my attention more is when the beta stands and says that they were both identified as dead.

When the Alpha asked if anyone was related to him and no one spoke I wanted to cry for the now orphaned little boy in my arms. He seemed to understand what they meant and started to cry. I quickly laid his head on my chest and start to rock back and fourth as I hum I got you by Ciara. I smile as he starts to calm down and don't even pay attention to all the pack members starring at us.

~<.>~

I left the pack house with a smile on my lips and Quinten on my hip. I successfully was able to convince the alpha to let me keep him until he's adopted. My parents weren't to happy but my mom didn't mind as long as I could afford him and my father didn't say anything.

We stopped by his house on the way home and I grabbed two suitcases of clothes a picture of him and his parents and then one of their wedding photos thinking maybe he'll want this when he's older.When we got home I tried to put Quinten down he starts to cry. I didn't have it in me to put him down so he stayed attached to me as I sat at the table and announced that I needed to tell them something.

"Well as we all know I'm the soon to be Luna of the Sheer Shadow pack. Luna Lite has invited me to stay at her pack and get to know everyone despite the circumstances."

No one speaks for awhile then my mother asks the first question.

"Did you speak to the Alpha and Luna about this?"

"I have no need to run my whereabouts with that man or his irrelevant mate."

My father scuffed and my mother nodded.

"They day set is two weeks from now," I say to them.

My father then says his first words to me in a week, "The day you were supposed to be leaving for camp not some dumbass pack.You should have been going to warrior camp not knocked up and moving into another pack land. I'm disappointed."

"You think this is my fault?" I ask my voice rising.

"Somewhat."

"What did you expect me to do disobey a direct Alpha command?"

"You have no problem disrespecting them now how hard could it have been to say no then."

"I never wanted this! I didn't chose to be chosen!" I shout.

"How could you. I can't believe you actually blame any of this on me. I'm the victim I'm the one that was raped. You make me sick. You're not the only one that's disappointed."

I stomp my way up the stairs and barge into my room. I didn't even remember I was holding Quinten until he moved my sunglasses and wiped my tears. He then kissed my checks and moved to lay on my bed.

Once he was out I didn't hesitate to grab my phone.

"Good Afternoon Mrs.Lite, there's been a little change in plans."