~Chapter 12~

After the clock hit six thirty and my mind refused to clam it's self I climb out of the bed. Jordan mumbles something before pulling my pillow to his chest. The smell of smoke surrounds me and I can feel the vomit growing I race to the bathroom and force it back down. When it's gone I go and grab one of Jordan's shirts and my tights from his drawl. Getting in the shower I let the hot water burn my skin before washing myself. Walking into the room I nearly have a heart attack when I see Jordan watching me from the bed.

"Your such an idiot, why the hell are you just watching people."

"You know what I'm starting to think you call people mean names when your mad," he mumbles sitting up.

"Really I couldn't tell," I say back glaring.

"One day your face is going to get stuck like that and I'm going to laugh when you scare all our kids."

I wouldn't be able to tell you if my heart sped up or stopped compelety in that second and his eyes seemed to widen once he realized what he let slip. My jaw was probably on the floor and his face was so red it could blend in with a fire truck.

"Um w-w-what happen l-last night," he stuttered out.

A laugh escaped my mouth before I could fight it. I could see it in his eyes that he was getting irritated but he was so cute when he was flustered. He gets up and starts walking towards the door but I reach out and grab his arm. Through my fits of laughter I manage to hold up the number one letting him know to give me a minute. After I've sobered up I drag him to the bed and sit criss cross applesauce in front of him. I take in a deep breath.

"What exactly did you see?"

I see the pain flash in his eyes and his body tenses. "At first everything was all right you were chanting your spell and then the wind picked up and the fire grew. After about five minutes I thought I seen something but I just told myself I was seeing stuff. But blood started dripping from your nose and your tears where coming out red and I couldn't see your mouth but I could hear your screams and you sounded like something in you had died. I tried to jump though the fire but every step I took the flames licked the roof so I started screaming and screaming I tried to hear your heart beat and I panicked more when it slowed down then I listened for the baby's and it was barely there I looked at July and she was crying then see pulled out a gun and shot the candles. When all the candles where down I ran over to you and started shaking you like a mad man. You didn't break from the trance for a few minutes and I thought that....I thought I lost you and the baby,"

I could see the tears building in his eyes and I jumped into his laps and tried to hug him as best as I could with my now five month belly. We stayed like this for awhile before I pulled away. His hazel eyes where puffy and red and his cheeks are paler then usual. I lay down on the bed and tap the spot next to me. He gets comfortable next to me and we stare at the ceiling for awhile while I tried to figure out how to tell someone that their pack and family are endanger because of me.

"Tell me everything."

I look over at him wondering if I should leave things out when he gives me a small smile and I make my decision. I tell him what happen when I was a baby, what I know about my many greats grandfather, what my first dream was about, what my second was, and what happen to Mrs.Cristi. When I was done all the guilt from yesterday came rushing back. I let Mrs.Cristi die all because I was selfish, and their is not one thing in this world I can do to get back the two lives I just took.

"We're not safe no one is safe and it's all because of me," I say taking deep breaths.

"Oh stop being so dramatic," he says cupping my face, "This is no ones fault but that idiot Alpha's and no one is going to get hurt, we're not one the strongest packs for nothing."

I nod my head and smile when he kisses my forehead. We discuss a few things like battle strategies and combat skills before we get a knock on the door.

"Wake up love birds Luna wants you," Maki shouts through the door.

I slowly drag myself down stairs where I smell the Luna waiting. As I pass through the kitchen the smell of smoke made me stop. Flash after flash of the fire last night races to my mind. My breaths start to come out shorter and faster and my head begins to spin. The knot starts in my throat and makes it even harder to breath. The tears start pouring from my eyes and my heads pounding. Every breath I take burns. I see Jordan's lips moving and I wasn't sure if he was talking to me but if he was I couldn't hear. The dots started to cloud my version and the next second I don't see anything at all.

~<.>~

(JORDAN LITE'S POV)

I didn't know what my mom wanted but at the moment I'm irritated that she interrupted what me and Jamie where talking about. I'd been through enough shit to last a lifetime and I didn't want to see what I was in trouble for this time. Once I hit the stairs I could smell the smoke and knew she called us because I forgot to clean the living room from the night before. Jamie didn't seem to realize that yet and I hoped she would be okay. The second we touched the kitchen floor her body seemed to freeze. I could hear the difference in her breathing and rushed to her side. Everything happened so quick, tears streamed from her eyes and I could sense the pain through the bound. She was having some kind of panic attack and I tried to get her to focus on one thing but it wasn't working and I could see I was losing her. I called for my mom and the second she walked in the room Jamie fell into my arms.

I looked at my mom and she grabbed the keys and headed towards the car. The ride started off silent but then I saw the liquid dripping down her leg and I thought I might have one of those attack thingies to.

"MOM!" I screamed.

The car swerved before getting right again and my mom looked through the mirror.

"What's wrong boy you can't do that while I'm driving."

"Somethings dripping from her clothes what does that mean?"

"Her water broke boy. I need you to get yourself under control your twenty one and your mates about to be a mom and whether you helped convince this baby or not your going to be a dad and they both need you."

I didn't speak after that. I kept trying to process everything but it still wouldn't make since to me. None of this made sense and I was starting to get frustrated. I took hold of her hand and prayed to the lord above that everything was going to be okay no matter how much I didn't understand what was going on.

The car ride ended quickly after that we rushed her into the emergency room. The head pack Doctor took her to a room. He started doing all these different things with needles and machines that I didn't understand. He moved quickly then pulled a bunch of sharp tools out and called a whole bunch of nurses. They changed her clothes and pulled out a curtain. I've watched this on TV enough times to know they're preparing for a c-section.

I watched from the corner as the doctor cut her stomach open. For the whole five minutes that the procedure was done I fought my wolf telling him that they weren't hurting Jamie or our pup but he wasn't having it until he seen some prof. And when the loud cries of a new born baby filled the room all our worries vanished for a moment and a smile brighter than the sun took over my face. My mom came rushing in and I moved forward.

"Go check on your daughter baby, while I check on mine," my mother says referring to Jamie as a child of her own.

Once they clean her up I walk over. She was gorgeous just like her mother with a lot of hair already on her head. She was wrapped tight in a pink blanket and when I held her in my arms almost everything in the world seemed right. But the key word was almost and when I heard the beeping of the heart monitor I knew the devil was testing my limits today. I quickly handed my baby off to the nurse and raced over to my mom who was listening to the doctor with a hand over her mouth. Before I could get over there she pulled me outside the room and the nurse left with the baby.

"She might not make it,  they say it's was even a miracle the baby made it. The baby's almost three weeks early and came early because off how much energy and stress Jamie was under. She alone isn't strong enough to make it through this and since she hasn't been paying attention to her wolf as much her wolf side is weak. They're going to put her in a medically induced coma and hope that her wolf fights hard enough to bring her back."

I was confused and lost again. Just minutes before I was feeling like everything in the world was complete and now one of the only people that meant the world to me I was losing and my brain simply was not big enough to comprehend that. So I told myself she was lying that the tears streaming down her face where fake and that this was a cruel joke that they thought was funny and I knew that in a few hours I'd be with not only my baby but my mate to.

But that didn't happen and when the room was cleaned and the baby was asleep in a crib beside the bed Jamie didn't budge, she slept still like statue and my heart crumbled like a statue had been broken into a million pieces.

~<.>~

I thought of the spongebob man when I figured out how long she had been a sleep now.

96 hours 26 minutes and 34 seconds

35...

36...

37...

Before the next second passed and I could continue timing my on going torture my father walked in.

"Son you need to get yourself together and get clean I'm sure she's going to love that you stayed with her and the baby the whole time but soon the smell of four day funk will drive her mad. I'll watch the baby and if I think even for a second that she'll wake up I'll mind link you. Go take a bath boy."

I nodded my head promising that I wouldn't take longer than fifteen minutes maybe twenty I could smell my own funk and it was starting make me sick. Once I got to the pack house everyone avoided me I don't know whether it was because I wasn't in a good mode or my oder, probably both eh.

I showered quickly and then went to the baby's and Jamie's room. The baby was almost out of clothes and I know that Jamie would want something to change into when she wakes up. I couldn't help the smile that covered my face when I walked in. Cards, flowers, toys, clothes, candy, teddy bears, balloons, anything you could think of adorned their was and floor. They
love her almost as much as I did and that makes me happy. Once I got everything I raced back to the hospital. This day felt different than the others and maybe it's because I showered but I felt that she was going to wake up today.

~<.>~

119 hours 59 minutes and 55 seconds.

56...

57...

And then her hand twitched. I called for the doctors and raced to her side. Wake up wake up I thought and said aloud at the same time.

"Please come back to us," I whispered.

Then for the first time in what felt like forever when I grabbed her hand I felt sparks and when I squeezed her hand and she squeezes back I look up and see her beautiful brown eyes and my world slowly starts to spin again.

I pulled her into my arms and didn't let go. My father had to come and use Alpha command and even then I still fought to get back by her side. They explained everything to her and when she looked at me to confirm everything and seen the beautiful baby girl in my arms she started to tear up. I tried to walk towards her again and when I could actually move I smile. She takes the baby out my arms and smiles so big that everyone in the room smiled just as big.

"Thank you all taking care of her and looking over me but can I please have some alone time with my pup and mate," I hear her say.

Everyone nods and then slowly clear out.

(JAMIE'S PIPES POV)

As soon as everyone's gone I turn towards Jordan who's standing by my side and watching the baby.

"Jordan Calvin Lite have you eaten or shaved in the time that I've been in here?"

"Calvin isn't my middle name its Roshon."

"That's not the point answer the damn question. You don't look well and I'm worried."

"You were in a coma for almost five days Jamie five agonizing days."

His voice broke at the end and that made me worry even more but I knew it would be a better idea to change the subject.

"So have you thought of any baby names?"

"I like the name Emmerlyn," he says smiling.

I nod my head agreeing, "That's a pretty name but a was also thinking Zahara."

He smiles,"They're both very pretty names but I think Emmerlyn is better."

"Yeah no."

"Yes."

"No."

"Yes."

"No."

"Mom!" "Luna!" We shout at the same time.

When she walks in she looks confused.

"What name is better Emmerlyn or Zahara?" I ask.

"I like the name..."

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Hello everyone! I want to say thanks for all the votes I've been getting so far and another big thank for getting past 3k reads guys that's amazing! So I really like the names Zahara and Emmerlyn and I didn't know which one to chose and I hope you guys can help. So comment which one you think is better.

1.) Emmerlyn (Em-er-Lynn)

2.) Zahara (Za-R-a)

And if you have any other ideas just let me know. I hope I can get some votes before the next chapter. Love you guys.

~Tae💋