*Another time skip, sorry peeps its all part of the plan, so they are at the AMAs (American music awards) happened November 19 2017, this is the official ending sadly, well part 1 of the two parts. There will be an alternate ending that I will mark so you don't get confused, mostly because there were so many of you that have supported this book throughout its (year? Pffft I don't know how long this took) so yeah there will be that. I love you all guys and I'm happy that you somehow made it to this point! XD) P.s didn't have time to edit so deal with it

Spring day, Not today, Blood sweat and tears, DNA, Agust D and many more. Each its own milestone, its huge. Before we knew it we had a ticket to the world's biggest stage, the AMAs! I have been there some times before with Genre but this is the first time with the boys. They have made it so far and they are only going to keep going, with or without me. My condition has steadily grown worse but I have kept this fact hidden from everyone, even that damn Vee who snoops around too much. The doctors are really concerned about my condition and have told me that it will probably come down to one final surgery that will end up saving my life or not. Its really risky due to the fact that it would be open lunged and that is a very dangerous vital organ to loose. One wrong move and I'm dead. To be totally honest, I have not been feeling to well for about the last month, I know I shouldn't hide it but I do because of what's coming next, a huge mile stone that will literally make Korean history. So I push through with a fake smile, I can't drag them down after they have gotten this far. I have worked with all the members one on one to write a song that they each get to sing by themselves, Stigma for Taehyung, First love for Yoongi, Awake for mama Jin, Begin for Jungkook, Lie for Jimin, Mama for Hoseok and Reflection for Namjoon. They all relate to them in some way, I enjoyed spending hours on end with each of them just writing songs and forgetting. Claude and Opal are a thing now, they have been for a year and a half now. How that girl puts up with my brother I will never truly know. They are really cute couple, she is really nice and smart, she is a good match for him. I mean anyone who laughs at "is a chainsaw enough to break the ice between us?" is defiantly a keeper. He plans to propose to her after the award show today.
"Hey, Kate!" smiles Adam from Maroon Five.
"What's up?" I ask giving him a hug. It's been while since I have talked to anyone from the award shows really mostly because of how busy all of us are and that most of them live in the States or Canada.
"Where's you herd? Or are you with that hot Korean group?" he teases as I laugh.
"I'm kind of here with both. Genre should be roaming around and I think the boys are kind of walking around getting interviewed but not understanding English so pretending to understand but just nodding their heads waiting for Namjoon to translate," I laugh as he nods and laughs along.
"Well, it was nice catching up again, great work with both Genre and BTS," he walks off to find his band as I wonder around talking to people like Ed Sheeran, Katy Perry, Beyonce, Ellen, Shawn Mendas, Taylor Swift, Grace Vanderwaal, Selena Gomez, Alessia Cara and many more. (I actually didn't look up and don't know if those people when but pfft whatever) I finally find the boys talking to some reporters about girlfriends.
"Well Suga over here has already beat us to marriage with the one and only Kate Castagnola," announces Namjoon as I smile and enter their little group circle.
"Awe I see, sorry ladies Suga is taken but who else is free?" asks the reporter as Namjoon blushes hardcore. I then take over.
"Well, you see he has a girlfriend, she doesn't want the public eye but she is here tonight," I smile happily as Namjoon turns into a full blown tomato.
"Pfft whatever, J-hope, Jimin, Jin, Jungkook and I have ARMY so we are good," smiles Taehyung with pretty good English as Jungkook interrupts.
"Um, I do have a girlfriend, she's from Genre. Kaylee Whitford," he smiles sheepishly as we act all shocked and cliche, its about god damn time!
"Well you heard it here first! There are only four free members left of BTS so ladies get working on it," she announces and then moves on to Lady Gaga as we walk into the actual concert hall where Genre was waiting at a huge round table with our names on it. Jungkook of course sat beside kaylee who I can proudly say has grown out of her fan girl stage... kind of...
"KOOOOKIIIIE!!" she smiles widely as he shuts her up with a peck on the lips. Vee was beside Namjoon looking dead to the world as ever but she looked slightly less dead when Namjoon gave her a peck on the cheek. Then she was a blushing mess and I think Namjoon broke her again. Vee, the super spy who has self proclaimed flubber and an expert sewing has one weakness, Kim Namjoon. The God of destruction who managed to break through her hard exterior shell that she was trapping herself in for so long. Claude and Opal were both in their own little world as they had a flirt pun battle. It was almost too cheesy to watch because they went back and fourth with the following jokes;

"Are you from Korea? Because you could be my Seoul mate."
"I thought happiness started with an H, why does mine start with U?"
"Hey, I'm going to follow you home because my parents told me to follow my dreams."
"Do you like Nintendo? Cuz "wii" would look good together."

It was too much to handle, I'm so done with both of them, at least they can tolerate each other. I was beside Yoongi as we held hands and wait for the music awards to start. Genre is preforming before BTS and then they go on right after. History will be made in a mere few hours, I can hardly wait.
"Calm down, beautiful," says Yoongi feeling the excitement radiate off of me. I rest my head on him and look up at him.
"Kind of hard to do," I laugh as he gives me a peck on the lips as well. Despite my excitement for both groups I still have a really bad feeling, I have been feeling extra sick since this morning, not good. I let my mind rest at ease as we sit there holding hands until the show starts and we watch.

Later;
We just preformed and come back to the table where the boys were jumping like a pack of six-year-olds. Claude and Opal were crying like some happy couple while Vee gave a genuine smile and clap. "YOU GUYS ARE AMAZING LIVE!!" screams Taehyung tackling me in a hug as I laugh and I sit back down. Before we knew it the boys were next, they were really excited. I got chills as the music started and DNA was off. They were doing their very best, I could not ask for better ever. They get about half way through when I get a little cough. It wasn;t just a little cough though. It turns into a bigger cough and a bigger cough. It got to the point where I had to get up and leave when I fall to the group wheezing as I struggle to get air in my lungs. Everyone from the table rushes to me immediately as the music plays on and few take notice. I was starting to see starts from the lack of air and I cough myself unconscious hearing the voices of my concerned family.
(Side note, I don't think they won anything at the AMAs it was the billboard awards? Right? Please correct me if I'm wrong and sorry if this information is incorrect, just go with it)

Third person P.O.V:

"So, BTS. You have made history tonight, do you have anything you would like to say?" asks the host.
"Thank you, ARMY. Without you supporting us all the way we would not be standing here right now. Also, thank you to all the staff and support teams that help us on a daily basis. And last of all thank you to our super star choreographer, Kate Castagnola," Rap Monster finishes his words as everyone claps and cheers. They head back stage, accomplishment was what ran through their heads.
"Let's get back and talk to Genre!" shouts J-hope happily as the other members follow. When they get back they find a deserted table and a distraught Opal and Vee, surprisingly.
"Kate just collapsed in a coughing fit, they are rushing her to the hospital now. Claude and Genre went ahead with her and we stayed behind to tell you," she explains with haste as they all rush out as well without second thought millions of thoughts running through their heads, this can't be it no it can't be the end...can it?
The car ride there was dead silent, no one dared to speak their minds, most thoughts not the brightest and some quite dark. The arrive and rush in to the emergency where the others were already either pacing or sitting, with Genre, BTS and others the waiting room was pretty packed. A nurse comes out and pulls Claude aside and tells him something as they wait for mere minutes that felt excruciatingly longer.
"They are rushing her in for emergency surgery right now. I have to run back to her hotel room to pick up something she wanted," he explains grabbing his keys from his pocket. "Wait!" he calls out to the nurse and she stops, "is it okay if I bring her dog, it it c-could be," the nurse kindly cuts him off.
"Yes, we will allow," she says with a sad smile and then rushes off again leaving them in their own thoughts again. Claude arrives at the hotel and follows the instructions that his sister gave the nurse right before she went in for surgery, go to her room and in a hidden pocket in her suitcase there should be a envelope that he should not open.

Yoongi P.O.V:
Why must life toy with us? Its so cruel hurting the ones I love, why can't it even take me? Life can go fuc- my thoughts stop when a nurse rushes out with a grim face. We all stand and crowd her as Claude's grip on the mysterious envelope tightens. "The surgery, it did not go to plan. Once they entered her lungs there was already too much damage done to her respiratory system, there was too much abestos. She is still alive but there is nothing more that can be done but spend her last hours with her," she finishes looking down as the girls break down crying onto the nearest thing which happened to be their boyfriends, even Vee needed a hug as I stare off trying to process this information. I run down the hall faster then Jungkook ever could and enter the moon lite filled room to see her lying on the bed with a breathing masks and tubes everywhere. She was awake and tried to sit up and see me but I rush over.
"No, please don't just stay there okay?" I ask as she relaxes and smiles feebly at me.
"Hey, Yoongi," she runs her fingers through my hair and then gently pulls me down to her with a hug. "I'm sorry," she starts to cry as I stay there also tearing up. Her scent intoxicates me as she tugs on little strands of blue hair and I squeeze her small hand. The others were there but didn't have the heart to separate us. "I know we don;t have much more time together so let me speak for one last time and please just listen okay?" she asks as I stay there holding her hand. "Claude please pass me the envelopes." She get the folder and pulls out a stack of letters, each carefully labeled. "First of all Claude, don't ever stop being the best big brother. Remember to feed Dakota okay? Please treat him like your dog, and also treat Opal right, she is probably the luckiest girl in the world to have such a weirdo boyfriend. Also, don't forget about the thing you were going to do alight? Thank you for watching over me for so long, you look after me everyday since we met even though we were not blood, well we are now. I hope you guys both have long and happy lives together, don't ever stop being who you are," she finishes handing the letter over to Claude who was in straight up tears and he gives her a long hug and a kiss on cheek and then embraces Opal who was also just balling. "Namjoon, you are probably the clumsiest guy that I will ever meet, good luck Vee your sewing ain't surviving the god of destruction. When we first met you destroyed my phone but you were more concerned about not chasing me away, thanks for that. Always lead BTS as strongly as you have for these past years and do it for many more years to comes. Don't kill Vee though, she is kind of a nice person and don't forget to tell her that you love her everyday. Thank you for staying with us for this long and thank you for saving me in my darkest hour," she cries handing him the letter as he takes it and gives her a hug while trying to hold back tears which in the end fails. Vee was also showing emotion, she cried for the first time in a long time.
"Jungkook, you were the shyest out of everyone and it took me a while to get through the thick skull of yours. Get over your fear and love Kaylee like she loves you, just tone it down on the fan girling and fan boying though. Kaylee take care of the little bunny, I know you will remain loyal and honest because that is who you are, a fabulous very expressive strong woman. Jungkook, you are an amazingly talented person who always makes me smile. Keep making ARMY smile and always care for your Hyungs like you have for years to come, also thank god you confessed your love its about time dude! Thank you, Jungkook." she passes him the letter as he tried to hide behind his sleeve but fails and starts balling with everyone else in the room.
"Jimin, you are always worried about your weight, no matter how you may look, no matter how much you weigh people can't help but love you because you are you and no one else. Thank you for caring for me, thank you for always being there for me. Even though you traumatized me by sleep kissing me I still love you, don't change who you are because the world says so because you are a beautiful person," she smile as he picks up his letter trembling. "Hoseok, you are the best horse any owner could as for. You carry me and keep me going when my feet are sinking in sand. You light up everyone's day without batting an eyelash. Stop stealing lotion though, its kinda weird but understandable, you have to have that silky smooth skin. Keep dancing, okay? Don't any of you ever stop what you love doing." he hugs her tightly and cries into Jimin's shoulder.
"Mama Jin, you basically raised me, I can proudly say that you are my guardian. You always look out for everyone, I would have staved a long time ago without you there to support me. Your jokes will forever be old and lame but don't even stop your attempts to make people smile. Your dancing had gotten a lot better so keep your head held high. You make a fabulous princess and I will forever be in your debt for making my life the best," Jin was weeping hardcore, its painful to see everyone like this.
"Taehyung, oh where to start little Taehyung. You have gotten me into trouble countless times but its not your fault. Its the untamable childish spirit that you hold that I envy. You are so playful and friendly and goofy it makes my smile on a daily basis. Don't ever stop yelling random things at random times even when you lungs give out. I'm glad I got to sing with all of you, even if it was for one final time. When you all end up finding someone you want to spend your life with treat them with the love and kindness you have all shown me," she hands out the letter and V goes full blown cry face mode and tackles her without hurting her and hold her closer then his Eevee teddy bear.
"Genre, you are my second family and I love you all to death. Take care of each other, grow. Do what you love," she hands out the rest of the letters but one. "There are a million things I could say to all of you, but one thing that applies to all. I love you," they break down again after slightly recovering from the letter as I sit there silently crying as well. "Yoongi, I'm cold come cuddle with me," she cries softly as I gently climb into the bed being very careful of the medical supplies around her. "I'm really scared, Yoongi," she whispers softly as I pull her into my chest one hand on the back of her head as I cry softly at the top of her head.
"It's going to be okay, its going to be okay," I shush her the tears spilling out hardcore as I hold her closer, the others file out of the room not having the hearts to separate us. "Yoongi, you are my light when all that's left is darkness. You have saved me from myself and the world, I could never ever have asked for a better husband," she coughs softly as I shush her again.
"And no one could ever replace you, so please don't go so soon," I plead as her grip tightens on my shirt. The others come back into the room when she requests it, "Keep going, break records and aim for the stars and when you get there I'll be watching."

(Still more chapters to come)