I head out of the room leaving Vee with the boys, she sent me to go get some water. I got my hand wrapped and everything is going well. I just hope Vee will be okay, she seemed okay before I left, I mean she was she same sarcastic self as always. I walk along the hallways as sick patients pass by, young and old, no one is invincible. I find a water fountain and fill up a plastic cup the brim when a cough attack suddenly happens. I can't control my actions as I fall to the floor, spilling the water as I continue to have my little fit, I was coughing so hard that a pool of blood formed in the palm of my hand. I stare at it in distaste as a nurse rushes over. "I'm going to take you to a doctor," she explains helping me stand as she guides me to the doctor's ward.
"What happened?" she questions as I sit down on a bed.
"I don't know, I just collapsed in a coughing fit," I whisper horsey as I show her the blood on my palm.
"There is some sort of major irritation in your lungs if blood is coming up. May I inspect your neck and get your name to look up history files?" she questions as I nod and pull out my health ID and she starts typing away on her computer. She gently places her hands just under my chin and slowly moves down and then she takes my heartbeat.
"And Ms. Castagnola, do you have as-ma or some kind of breathing condition that did not get recorded in your files?" she questions as I shake my head no. "I need to see what is inside. We need to do an x-ray of your chest and neck area before I can figure out what is wrong with you," she leads me out of the room and down the hall into another room with hospital gowns and equipment. I change out of my street clothes and into a gown and then lay down on a bed provided as lights flash over me and before I knew it I was done and back into the first room I was escorted. The doctor comes back after a few minutes with the x-ray results which she studies in silence for what feels like an eternity. She sighs in what sounds like disappointment as she takes a seat and rubs her temple.
"Look...I'm not going to sugar coat this, you're dying," she looks at the ground as shock bitch slaps me so hard that I go into another cough attack which doesn't last as long as before. "There is something growing in your lungs that is slowly decreasing your breathing abilities," she pauses, "Have you been exposed to mold or any fungi in the past few years?" she questions and I think back. Fu*k.
"Yes, I was trapped in my parents home for a month, they had a bad mold problem in the roof, where I was living. I think it was abestos," my head falls into my palms.
"This is bad, the thing is I don't know if it will be fatal if we treat it right. You will have more problems with your breathing, you will have increased cough attacks. You will need to see a doctor possibly daily depending on how bad it gets. I'm going to be honest, this could kill you in the next two years," she writes up a note that I shove in my pocket. "This is going to be the hardest thing you will face, spend time with your loved ones before its too late," she smiles sadly as I leave her office and bump into Jimin who looks at me.
"Where have you been are you okay?" he asks holding me by the shoulders as I smile.
"Yeah, I'm fine I just got lost," I lie holding back the pain. As we walk back I get lost in thought. To think those bastards are going to drag me to hell, my parents really are going to be the end of me. I can't tell the others, not now. They need to focus. I can't have them worrying about something that they can't control. I get another glass of water for Vee as we enter the room only for me to drop it again when I spot the last person I thought to see here, Eun-Kyun.
"Suga-Hyung what's going on?" questions Jimin who got in a bit of a protective stance in front of me as I stand there in pure confusion.
"I'm just here on official wedding planning business, you know the normal," she smile as words float around my head, WHAT THE FU*K? WEDDING? MARRIAGE? BUSINESS? Another cough attack happens but I ignore it, luckily no one was paying attention to my well being for the moment so it's all good. But still WHHHHAAAATTT?
"Suga, is this true?" demands mama Jin in disbelief, he was just has baffled as everyone else.
"Yes..." he trails focusing everywhere but my eyes. Claude enters the room with a grim expression as he puts his phone in his pocket, he clearly just finished talking with someone.
"At the request of Min Yoongi, as Kate's manager I will be removing Kate from your presence, she will be out of your dorm within the next week. Today is her final day as your choreographer," he says as my jaw drops in disbelief and tears start falling as the members fall into complete chaos.
"WHAT THE HELL??! NO WAY!" screams Jimin pissed right off.
"She can't leave now! We have gotten this far, we're not leaving part of our team and family behind," protests Namjoon as Vee glares daggers at Eun-Kyung, I'm pretty sure if she wasn't confined to her bed her fists would be swinging.
"She has no choice, a restraining/harassment order will be issued against her if she fails to follow these terms and I don't think that would look to good for Genre, in fact, it would ruin all of their careers because of their oh so great leader," she taunts as my world comes crashing down. I have had some pretty bad days but this takes the very top. "Now it was a very fine chat indeed but I think you should get back to Korea and pack your things," she says as I go into a full shut down. The ringing in my ears increased, the room was spinning as my breathing becomes labored. Despite all of this I turn my back to all of them, "It was nice working with you all. Keep going, break records and aim for the stars and when you get there I'll be watching," I was full out crying but they could only see my back.

Suga P.O.V:

Please, this consternation is too much, I feel like I'm going insane. "It was nice working with you all. Keep going, break records and aim for the stars and when you get there I'll be watching," she said as she walked out of my life. I tried to reach out and grab her one last time before it was too late but Eun-Kyung slaps my wrist as soon as she spots it moving. She was gone. I feel empty.

Flashback:
"I accept your terms, stop hurting her, just please stop," the words slip out of my mouth as I hear a victory laugh on the other end.
"I knew you would accept, now remember that I own you and do everything I say without a single complaint, or maybe Kate really will have a funeral after all. First, I want you to contact your manager to contact Claude telling him that Kate must be cut loose out of Bithit upon your request, your reason is that you cannot be your best or work to your fullest with her as your choreographer. She will be removed from your life entirely. Second, you cannot talk to anyone about this, no one from BTS and no one from Genre and that is all I request," she finishes as I cry. "See you in a bit, babe," she hangs up and I chuck my phone so hard that it shatters. Why can I never be strong enough to protect the one I love? This is going to be the most painful thing I'll ever do as long as I live.

End of flashback:
All the members file out of the room in either pure anger, disgust, sadness or resentment. "Well that went better than expected, I'm off to plan the wedding and honeymoon, see you later my love," Eun-Kyung kisses my cheek. As soon as she leaves Vee blows up.
"YOU ARE ONE DUMB ASS MOTHER FU*KER! You just crushed her! I wouldn't be surprised if she never loves again!" she tears a strip out of me for the second time today.
"You don't know anything," I retort pissed at Eun-Kyung, pissed at myself.
"I'm smart enough to know that you love her to death. It's obvious! Life is too goddamn short, what if she died tomorrow without you getting another chance to tell her you love her, that you want to be with her?! I made that mistake okay?" she croaks as her tone lightens up. "Don't do it, just don't. I feel like you are backed in a corner and don't know how to get out but I'm going to tell you right now, Kate would rather face a million flesh-eating monsters, she would rather honestly die than be without you, and BTS. She doesn't care if she gets hurt, she wants to see you succeed, she wants to be there to support you all. You can only push a girl away for so long until she walks out of your life on her own so be careful and make sure this is what you want because once she turns around she isn't coming back," she finishes off and then decides she's done with me and turns away. I take my leave and let her rest, I need to get myself out of this mess. I can't let her go, she has saved me from myself now it's my turn to fix this hell I have created, will she come back if I fix it though?