#3.|Ishika' Anger|
Ishika is angry at Naman. She has only asked him to name the relationship that they are leading. Is it too much to ask for?? When they love each other, then what's stopping him? Ishika sighs when her phone rings. She knows it is Naman, and therefore, she ignores the call and raises the volume of her music system. But, it doesn't seem to calm her.
She moves into the kitchen and takes out her favorite wine from the store room and pours it in a glass. Putting some ice cubes, she moves to her room. She sits on the bed and takes a sip.
She is not such a person, but she drinks when things get on her nerves. She's angry with Naman. She wonders if he's only with her for physical pleasures or does he really love her? His denial signals to the former choice. But is it true? She loves him though, with all her heart,and only asks for love. Is it difficult??
She sighs and finishes her drink in one go. She keeps the glass on the side table and at the same time, the doorbell rings. She takes a deep sigh and moves to open the door. Though, she knows who it could be? Naman? Surely, it's him.
She opens the door and Naman barges inside. Ishika leaves his way and sits on the couch. Naman looks at her.
"Ishika, at least listen to me." he says.
"What? What do you expect me to listen? And why me always? " Ishika asks coldly.
"Ishika, I'm in a situation that I can't take any decision!" Naman says helplessly.
" Which situation? You're pretty good, Naman. And when you can't take any decision, why did you start a relationship with me? Answer me!" Ishika asks sternly.
" I don't say anything, that doesn't mean you'll do anything, Naman. How many times have I asked you to get married, but you deny it every time. Tell me the reason!! Are you married? Or you've just made me your mistress!! Say something!" Ishika shouts at him losing her cool.
He sighs. He glances at her. He knows that her anger is justified. He always denies when she asks him to take their relationship to another level. He always demands time, but at the same time he also ends up sleeping with her.
"I know that marriage isn't the final destination, but when we love each other, why can't we bind our relationship. At least you'll not need to come here. We'll be together all the time , except the work days. Why don't you understand Naman? Why can't you take a step? Just because I don't belong to your caste or I'm not that sophisticated to fit in your family. Tell me Naman! Tell me what do you want from me? " she asks.
She's full of rage today. And she deserves the answers. Naman doesn't know what to say. She's right at her place and on the other hand, there's his mom who wants him to marry Diya, since she has a whole life to live. Even Seher will get a father's love. Though he can fulfill it being her uncle, yet his mother insists. He sighs and feels Ishika's stare at him.
"open your damn mouth, Naman. Speak something. Give me my answers. Do you really love me??" she asks again.
"I do." he answers meekly while gazing at the floor.
"Say it looking into my eyes!" She says sternly.
He looks at her. He finds so many questions in her eyes, but also love for himself. He knows she loves him truly. But he can't take any decision. Even now, he's just trying to word his feeling. He's trying to figure out if he should tell the reality to Ishika. Reality as in, what his mother wants. He looks away and Ishika holds his hand.
"Naman! You know I love you. And I know that you love me. You do? Right? Then why can't we get married?" she asks softly this time.
Naman looks at her. She's looking at him hopefully.
"My mom doesn't know about you." he says.
"tell her. Talk to her. If you want I can meet her too." she says.
" She wants something else." he says, still he cannot tell her the real thing.
"What? We can tell her that we love each other and wanna get married." Ishika suggests.
Naman nods in disagreement. Ishika sighs.
"Why not, Naman? Why?" she asks again and he is at shortage of words again.
Ishika stands on her feet and glances at him
"Then tell me Naman, what am I for you? Your lover or just a fucking partner, to satisfy your needs. I feel you are keeping me as a secret. I don't want to be your dirty secret, Naman. Never ever! " she shouts badly at him.
She sits back on the couch, as tears stream down her eyes. She is hurt and Naman is sitting blankly, he doesn't know what to do. Ishika looks at him..
" when you don't have answers, then why did you come here. I don't have anything to give to you. Just leave my house. And meet me only when you have answers to my questions." She says angrily and she tries to push him out of her apartment.
Naman doesn't say anything. Though, he has a lot to tell to her, but he can't find right words to speak. He just looks at her.
" Go away! I don't want to see your face." She says.
At the same time, his phone rings and he's shocked to hear what the caller has to say. He cuts the fall abruptly and leaves from Ishika's place, saying that he will call her later, while the girl didn't pay heed to him. She's hurt, after all..
To Be Continued.
What shocked Naman?
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