Jungkook POV:

Opening the door to the room, I had to push back a wave of excitement that rushed through my entire body.

This is it, Im finally meeting my boyfriend. My adorable trainee boyfriend whom I like so much.

Shutting the door quietly, I looked over to see Christian laying on the bed. He instantly sat up once he heard the door open. Moving to the edge of the bed

"Hey!" I greeted, walking towards him with a giant smile on my face. Tears brimmed on my lower lashline from joy.

The lights were dimmed and the movie boomed throughout the room, but I could still see him enough to his his eyes forming into crescents, telling me he was smiling. His nose and lips were covered by a mask, but I could tell just how big his smile was beneath.

"I cant believe I'm really meeting you!" I gushed.

"Me either! But um- Jungkook... I have to tell you something" he spoke. His voice seemed off, like he was deepening it on purpose.

I wanted to tackle him down and Kiss him. Make the sad tone in his voice disappear and ensure he only felt happiness, but I had to stay calm.

"Anything" I smiled warmly as I sat beside him on the bed.

He grabbed my hand and intertwined our fingers. Locking his short and chubby fingers covered in rings with my own. Sitting beside and seeing his body had been so much smaller than mine. Seeming so delicate next to me.

"Im.. I dont want you to hate me. I really like you. I- I just dont know how you'll react. This could go so many different ways" his fake deepened voice kept cracking, letting his much lighter and sweeter tone seep through.

My body tensed as he spoke. Something felt off about our encounter. Not in a bad way necessarily, just not in a particularly good way. I could feel my heartrate slowly going up as a pit if anxiety buried itself deep inside of me.

"Jungkook I like you so much but Ive lied to you so much. My personality and my words were always true. My age and company name were true. My feelings for you are incredibly true, but youre not dating who you think you are. Im so sorry" his voice became small. Like each sentence pained him more and more, to the point that his throat just wanted to close up.

Pulling my hand from his and hesitantly moving away. My stomach twisted. Furrowing my brows and trying my hardest not to look at him. I kept my gaze on the floor. I watched it like it had been the most intriguing thing id ever seen.

"Im not a trainee and my names not Christian and fuck im just so sorry"

I clenched my jaw and turned my head to finally look into his eyes.

Before id said Id like him not matter what. I said he could be a troll and I still want to be with him, but this is different. Its different because its not really him that im with. Ive been dating a lie.

"Im sorry Kookie" his eyes welled with tears.

Id been so close to snapping. My throat was clogged with anger and confusion and I wanted to shout out all that was on my mind. How betrayed and hurt Id felt that ive grown to like someone that didnt even exist. I wanted to belittle him and make him feel as weak as hes made my heart, but i couldnt.

The second I looked him in his puffy eyes, my mind went blank and my body ached in sorrow. Worst of all, it went blank because Ive seen and stared into those eyes before.

"J-jimin?"

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Omfg so shitty im sorry