Kim's POV

"Wake up, I'm sorry baby! I'm sorry" I was awoken by a very drunk and emotional Cheryl; pleading and crying to me in my darkened room. The only source of light was the streaming light coming from the corridor

"Shhh!" I hissed turning the lamp on

"I'm sorry" She had mascara tear tracks running down her cheeks, her bottom lip trembling. Hair was a mess, she was a mess.

"You need to be quiet!" I said grabbing her face and covering the palm of my hand over her mouth

"I'm sorry" She said her voice muffling against my skin, she began to kiss the inside of my palm. I was still annoyed with her and was in no mood for her affection

"Be quiet" I repeated, I was afraid Ashley would walk in any second and take in the sight of his wife apologizing to her girlfriend. That would be a show worth paying for.

"Come here" I said pulling away, grabbing her hand and leading her into the ensuite to clean her up

"Baby I'm sorry" She whispered letting the tears come flowing out of her darkened eyes

"Not now Cheryl" I wasn't in the mood for her right now, she really made my blood boil tonight

"Let me get you a change of clothes" I sighed going into my closet grabbing a vest top and a pair of shorts and going back into the bathroom seeing her in the same position I left her in

"Turn around" I instructed unzipping the dress letting it fall to the white tiled floor

"Can I have a small cuddle" She wasn't wearing a bra, the only thing covering her modesty was a flimsy black thong. Even when she was pissed out of her mind, mascara stained cheeks; she still managed to drive me crazy

"No" I said bluntly, not sure I would be able to control myself if I touched her bare skin

"Please baby" The word baby, I've heard it before. But the way it rolled off her tongue, her beautiful husky Geordie accent seemed to turn my insides, working, thumping. It made butterflies circle all over my body, I wanted her to repeat it over and over again

"C'mere" I gently pulled her into me, running my fingers along her bareback getting goosebumps to erupt her gorgeous tan skin. Her hands snacking around my shoulders, placing kisses along my neck

"I'm sorry" She seems to be repeating that word a lot tonight

"Will talk tomorrow" I said kissing her sweetly against her bare shoulder

"Can I sleep in here tonight?" She asked setting her head against my shoulder taking a good look at me. My hands still working along her back, I was addicted to her skin. Soft, velvety, smooth. It was beautiful, it was mine in some way or another.

"Your husband is at the end of corridor" I reminded her, she rolled her eyes and held onto me tighter. She was afraid id push her away, she needed my contact more than anything in this moment.

"I'm having a sleep over" She giggled kissing along my jawline before claiming my lips kissing them urgently. Her fingers laced together behind my neck pushing me further into her heated kiss. Her kiss, the kiss she initiated, the kiss she was controlling.

"Can I?" She asked once again, biting her lower lip nervously. She was afraid of rejection, but there was no rejection coming from me. Not now, not ever.

"Only if you're okay with cuddles" I said making her beam

"You like cuddles? I love cuddles" She sighed happily, hugging me once more before finally releasing herself to get changed. I watched her body move about throwing the over sized vest top over her head covering her sculptured master piece followed by a teasing show of a slow motion swift of putting on the short-shorts

"Come on" I smiled taking her hand in mine tucking her in bed before going over and shutting the bedroom door

"I love cuddles" She repeated wrapping her limbs with my own, throwing her arm around my waist whilst the other one went over my head threading it into my hair

"Ashley doesn't like cuddles" she yawned lacing her leg between my thighs, rubbing them against each other getting herself warmed up

"Well I'm not Ashley.. Now turn around so I can hold you" I turned her around spooning her close letting my hand wander up her shirt and rest there; stroking over her toned abs

"I'm sorry you know" She said once again

"Will talk tomorrow" Although I was made at her, I wanted to hold her, smell her, feel her. I needed contact from her, tomorrow is another day. Will be having a long conversation

"C-Can I get a good night kiss?" She whispered, her back still to me. I leaned over and gave her kisses along her cheek claiming the side of her lips a few times. I settled back in my position my hand still working away inside her shirt.

"Good night sweetheart" I whispered kissing the back of her head

"Good night" and then sleep took over us

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Kim's POV

It's cold, and I don't have to open my eyes to see that I'm left alone in this ridiculously oversized bed. I ran the palm of my hands against the sheets, she has been gone for awhile. It's cold.. too cold. I sighed sitting up in bed stretching my limbs out before climbing out and heading down the stairs

"Morning" Ashley greeted me as I walked through the kitchen

"Good morning" I smiled lightly looking around for Cheryl trying my best to be discreet as I poured myself a cup of orange juice

"Have you seen Cheryl?" Ashley asked almost reading my thoughts

"She was here this morning actually, stopped by my room before leaving. Said something about running errands and asked me if I needed anything" I lied, I needed to cover up for her. I was afraid he'd think she didn't come home at all last night

"She's probably just doing some shopping" he tutted folding his newspaper setting it on the coffee table and exiting the kitchen. I sighed with relief, he didn't even bother to question. I would have questioned if she was my wife.. if I hadn't seen her all night and now morning. Weird. I had a feeling I knew where she was, only one place. So I hurriedly went back up to my room to change and left with out any announcement or as little as a "I'm leaving see you later" I drove as quick as I can. To our place.

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Kim's POV

She's here, what do I say? I had a lot to say. I wanted to speak to her about last night. I sighed parking my car beside hers, I walked over to the barn doors letting myself in. She was sitting on the piano playing key-by-key. Dazed off into her dream world, staring at nothing, she looked deep in thought. I shut the door loud enough to make her jump in her seat and turn around to look at me

"You're here then" I said dryly walking over to her with my arms folded across my chest

"Where else would I be" She rolled her eyes turning her back to me

"Look at me when I'm talk to you" I've had enough of her teenage behavior, I went over to her forced her to stand up on her feet holding her forearm making her make eye contact with me

"I have never disrespected you! I sure as fcking hell won't allow you to disrespect me!" I said sternly giving her a little shake letting my hand go

"You act so different in front of everyone else! you never give us any fcking attention!" She shouted as soon as my back was to her

"What do you expect me to do aye? Fck you in front of everyone!? We are not together Cheryl! You are not my girlfriend publicly! You're fcking married!!" I yelled, it was so unlike me to raise my voice, especially to the one person I cared so much for. She wasn't giving up without a fight, she clenched her fists together letting out a loud scream charging herself at me

"Go on! Take it out on me! Hit me!" I said pushing her away making her stumble but quickly controlling her clumsy feet

"You want to fight!? Use your fcking words!" I wanted her to get angry, speak her mind. Voice her thoughts, let her scream and shout at me tell me how much she hated me

"Fck you Kimberley! You fcking made us feel worthless!" She shouted, there that's what I wanted. I want her to fight back, so I threw some words at her

"Made you feel worthless? I think it's your fcking jealousy putting sh!t into that head of yours!" I hissed walking over to her. I could hear her heavy breathing as she tried to control the imaginary steam buzzing out of her ears

"I'm not fcking jealous!" She gritted her teeth together a look that could kill

"Oh okay.. so if I were to-" I pulled out my phone from my pocket pretending to look through my phone book

"-Call Nadine now.. That wouldn't be a problem would it?" I raised my eyebrow as I watched her face get even more angrier with me

"I don't give a sh!t!" She spat, I threw my phone to the sofa walking the few steps between us; grabbing her by the back of her neck facing her, faces inches apart

"You're so fcking stupid to think I would ever choose anyone over you!" I slammed my lips against hers, she tried to put up a fight but I soon found her kissing me right back hungrily, angrily, and with so much strength that I have just discovered she had. I pushed her against the wall as we began to tear our clothes off each other

With one swift of the arm I pulled her blouse off not even bothering to unbotton the rest, my hands were working quickly needing to tough every inch of her body. Her hands doing the same, our lips never leaving each other as we made our way into the bedroom slamming eachother left and right with so much aggression and roughness

"Ahhh!" She moaned out as I pushed her against the closed door kissing down her neck as my hands began to unbotton her jeans slamming them down past her thighs she kicked them off to the side leaving her in her underwear, both of us in the same state

"You wanna fight? Show me what you've got!" I said as I tore off her bra right off her chest. Snapping it into two, the fabric gone and ripped. She was shocked at the way I was touching her, I was always gentle with her. But not today, I wanted to show her how it's done. I attached my lips back against her own my hands roughly grabbing at her mounds making her moan musically into my mouth. It was the most amazing thing I had ever experienced, her breath caught between a scream and a shakey moan and it was all happening in my mouth

"Get on the bed" I said pulling away and discarding my flimsy bra and underwear; standing completely naked in front of her making her mouth drop open as she took in the sight of me

"Get in the bed" I repeated this time giving her a little push making her fall against the heavenly fabricated mattress. I climbed on top of her pulling her arms above her head as I began to lavish her beautiful perky breasts, giving each one the same amount of attention.

"You like that?" I asked breathlessly swooping back down grabbing her nipple between my teeth giving it a rough squeeze making her moan louder than ever

"That's it, let me hear you scream my name" I kissed down her body pulling off her underwear with no hesitation

"You ready?"