I didn't know what happiness was until I met you. I thought it was just a smile. Maybe a laugh or two. But I never expected this. I never expected to feel my heart lift up, to feel weightless. I never expected to enjoy waking up or falling asleep. I never thought I could find the world beautiful around me. Everything is so much more perfect... Now that you've shown me what love is. Now that I feel something. Its unfortunate that you never felt what I did. I feel bad that I could never show you what you've shown me, and as I sit beside you, I realize you never gave yourself the chance. I realized you never took the risk. You never allowed yourself to feel what you made me feel every day of our life together. I kiss your cheek, I want to wipe off your tears, but I know it'll be no use. I hold your hand because I know that's all I can do, and I weep. I weep because I don't want you to go. I don't want my happiness to leave me. But you never gave me a choice. You never even said goodbye, or told me not to come home tonight. Worst of all, you did it alone. I never wanted you to be alone. I would've been your company in misery. But you never let me in. You never showed me the real you, and tonight I found out everything I needed to know. I know it's not my fault. I did everything I could. I just wish I was enough for you to take a chance on. I gave you all that I could. Why couldn't you do the same? I dial the number to revival, even though its to late for you now. But maybe they can revive me when they get here. Maybe I will get a second chance for you, and maybe I will live it to the fullest for you. Because I love you. More than you could ever love me. I will follow you anywhere... You're my happiness, and I can't let my happiness get away.