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Levi P.o.v:

I slammed the door shut and pressed my back against it as Erens shocked face swam through my thoughts.

How could I do that!? He's gonna hate me now... I'll go to see him and he'll shut the door in my face.

"But it's your fault Levi." The voice echoed around the room and I held back a shiver.

"I know that..."

"This is why you don't have any friends, they all hate you."

"I know that..."

"And now you've lost one of the only people who have ever listened."

"No... H-he said he wouldn't l-leave... H-he pinky promised."

"And you believed him? Shame on you, you pathetic little child."

I sunk to the floor and pulled my knees to my chest, tears beginning to form in my baby blue eyes.

"Levi... Levi is that you?" I could hear Hanji calling from the kitchen but I didn't care. I just kept crying.

"Oh Levi baby, what's wrong? Why are you crying?" She said as she entered the room.

She moved the hair out of my face so that she could look at me properly and I broke down. The tears streaming down my face one by one.

Hanji hummed soothingly as I latched myself onto her, craving some act of affection to show that someone still cares.

She held me close and rubbed my back slowly until I had stopped crying.

"Come on ravioli... it's getting late so let's get you to bed yeah?"

I nodded my head slowly from where it was resting, and snuggled into the crook of her neck as she lifted me in her arms.
A/n: (Hanji is buff asf guys xD)

She carried me to my room, got me changed into pyjamas and then gently lay me down on my bed before tucking me in and kissing my forehead.

"Get some sleep okay? I'll see you in the morning."

I yawned and nodded, peeking out at her from under the covers.

"Okay. Good night Levi, love you." She said, turning the light off and pulling the door closed with a soft smile.

"Goodnight." I whispered to myself, and then eventually, I drifted into a dream.

*Morning*

"Yeah, he seemed pretty shaken up. I think something might've happened with Eren."

I peeked around the doorway to the kitchen to see Hanji making breakfast, and Eyebrows sitting on the counter.

"It was probably nothing. You know how he is."

I walked in and sat at the table, glaring at Erwin. How dare he talk about me like he knows me. What was he even doing here this early?

"Oh hey Levi, did you sleep well?" Hanji asked, still poking at the eggs in the pan.

I ignored her and reached across the table for my colouring book and pens.

I started to draw a picture of a house, also ignoring the plate of food she set beside me two minutes later.

"Levi, please eat something, you haven't had a proper meal in three days!"

I continued colouring, while pushing the plate away with my elbow.

"Levi... Hanji went out of her way to make that for you. Are you not going to eat it?" Erwin spoke up with an annoyed tone.

I looked to him with a glare and pushed the plate further away from me and onto the floor, where it shattered noisily. Small pieces of china were scattered on the ground randomly, egg yolk trailing down the tiles.

Erwin got up slowly and walked over to me. He glanced in my direction once before grabbing my paper and ripping it into shreds.

"There. Now you know what it's like to have someone disrespect something you worked hard on." He said with a glare.

At first all I felt was shock, and then it turned to anger. I launched myself at him, sending my chair flying across the room.

Erwin, who wasn't expecting the attack looked shocked as he tried to shake me off of him. I swiped his legs out from under him and waited till he hit the floor before punching him repeatedly.

Hanji grabbed at me from behind, trying to separate us but I wouldn't let go. It's like some repressed monster had been released inside of me and I couldn't control it.

I hit him again and again, each blow dragging a groan from his lips. Eventually I grew tired and when he realised this he flipped me over so that he was pinning me down... and he just held me there, watching carefully as I drifted back to reality.

After two minutes of silence, our heavy breaths getting softer, Hanji walked over to me. She got on her knees slowly as Erwin finally moved away.

"Levi?" She whispered, her red eyes looking sad and worried.

I sat up and looked at her properly, tears were streaming down her cheeks, there was blood on her shirt and she was shaking slightly.

My heart ached at the sight and I felt my lip quiver. I reached forwards to wipe the tears but she flinched away from my touch... like she was scared.

I put my hand in my lap again and just looked. I looked at her, the room, Erwin.

His face was already bruising pretty bad and he was bleeding from his nose and his mouth.

I got up slowly and just walked straight out of the room, making sure they couldn't see me before sprinting up the stairs to my room and grabbing a bag.

I stuffed it with clothes, my piggy bank and my glasses and then I ran into my bathroom to get my toothbrush.

When this was done I grabbed my coat off of my chair and ran back down the stairs and out of the front door, not looking back once.

I only have one person I can go to... and I hope with everything I have that he'll help.

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A/n: Wooah. Shit fam this is one long ass chapter.

Sorry I haven't updated anything much recently. I've been really down and there's been a lot of family drama. But I felt a bit better today and decided to write.

Normally I would say I hope you enjoyed but lez be honest... This isn't exactly an enjoyable chapter.... yeahhh sorry about that.

Also, I've portrayed Hanji as really maternal towards Levi in this story and it makes me wanna cry because she's just so pure and ugh. I love Hanji.

Anygays... see ya soon? Maybe... possibly...

Constructive criticism is always welcome.

Love you freaks,

~Approach_with_care
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