I had to resist the urge to rub her nookie. I wanted it bouncing on my tongue while her clit slid against it. I wanted to watch her shiver when she came and moaned my name, telling me I was the most gorgeous woman in the world. I wanted us to slap asses with a dildo linking us together. I wanted to lick the sweat from her tight ass and finger fuck her into a fierce orgasm. I wanted the old days back, when Tay didn't know I slept with another woman.
     I wanted to be her one and only, take her away from all this hell. I wanted Tay to be alive and well so he could find another woman, fall n love and forget I existed...