(Surpriseeee, yeahhh uploaded it so the story 'Shhh....' Could make sense. But I'm not going to include the explicit scenes )

This story will have multiple scenes of psychotic behavior, detailed smut, childhood trauma mentions, rape, torture, dysfunctional relationships, mental health triggers and many scenes could in fact be gruesome to read. Especially if you're sensitive to it. I am a very realistic and detailed writer, so the scenes of this story will not be sugar coated.

If you continue to read this book after this warning, I am assuming you have read the following warnings and it will be YOUR responsibility to take care of yourselves while reading this book, read at your own risk. The scenes will be VERY detailed, so be mindful of yourselves and mental and emotional health. You have every right to STOP READING if at any point you start to feel uncomfortable or triggered by what has been written, there's absolutely nothing wrong with it. Do not push yourself to continue if you feel overwhelmed with this story.

Everything involved in this story is entirely Fictional and not meant to take on a literal sense. With that being said the characters do not represent, speak for, or reflect how any celebrity is that this story may have. They are only used for visual purposes, but do not under any circumstance have any connection with the person in real life. So do not make connections or jump to certain conclusion related to the person in real life.

This story is entirely my idea, so plagiarism is absolutely not tolerated. I have full copyrights for this story, so do not publish it on any format or translate it. This is my hard work, so respect it just as much as you wouldn't want someone plagiarizing your work.

This story will not be romance based. The main characters will not under any circumstance end up together romantically. I do not want to give the wrong message with this story. If you end up in the hands of a psychotic killer, there's not a chance that they'll magically love or take pity in you, and I'm not going to bring you that false illusion either for the sake of the story. Like I said, my writing is based on realism, so I'm not going to send the wrong message across.

In the past there were a few readers who did romanticize the behavior and actions of the characters just for the sake of it being a ship story. I do not encourage it. This story is more than a ship, it's a story, so treat it as a story and forget for a moment who these people are in connections to the real world.

This story was removed for a reason, so please take these warnings very seriously.

h all of this information, or I will assume you have, and if you continue to read this story than that will be at your own risk. I am not be responsible for how this story may impact either mentally, emotionally or spiritually. You have the freedom, and right, to stop reading if you feel as though this story is affecting your everyday life in a negative direction. This is your responsibility to take care of yourself.

With that being said, I hope you all enjoy Cherophobia.

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- GG

Story Characters

• Park Jimin

• Kim Taehyung

• Kim Namjoon

• Jung Hoseok

• Jeon Jungkook

• Kim Seokjin

• Min Yoongi

Playlist

Horroria - Jungkook

Jumpsuit - Twenty One Pilots

Outrunning Karma - Alec Benjamin

All the good girls go to hell - Billie Eilish

Nightmare- Halsey

Silent Killer - Alexina

Teddy Bear - Melanie Martinez

Valley of the dolls - Marina and the Diamonds

Tag You're it - Melanie Martinez

Control - Halsey

Can't help falling in love with you - Dark Version; Brooke

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How would you be able to describe numbness with just a single word? Would it be nothing? Emptiness? Hopeless? Well guess what? You're wrong. The question is a trick question. It's not the how, but the who.

Who do you see as numb? Is it a friend? A family member? Maybe your next door neighbor? Or that single insect crawling all over your house everyday, just anticipating the day it'll be crushed into nothing?

Would it be yourself?

That's a question Park Jimin asks himself all the time as he lives his day to day life; seeing facing, forced to talk to people, confronting the loneliness at home. Is it them that are numb? Or does he feel numb?

Do they hide a smile like he does? Or cut conversations short just to prevent people from seeing how uncomfortable they are? Do they feel happy when being surrounded by other people.

Ew, happiness. The mere thought only sends shivers down Jimin's frail spine in unease. It's been years since Jimin has had a glimpse of happiness, or freedom of himself. When did it start? Shit, Jimin wish he knew when he became so terrified of being happy. Was it after his parent's train accident eight years ago? The day his best friend went into a coma for five months and woke up with no memory until days later? Maybe it was the day he got his first anxiety attack when him and his first boyfriend broke up? Maybe it was all of those things at once that made him this way.

No matter how much therapy he went through or counseling, it never worked. He refused to feel happy, let alone feel anything.

And that's killing him inside.

Pills, swimming pools and sharp objects became his best friend, using them rather well to ease his demons who taunt him every night; Purring how much of a failure to life he is. His attempts on ending it all became too endless to count it all, he has scars and burn marks to prove it. Maybe this isn't right, and he's removing himself before his true happiness appears, but Jimin doesn't want to experience it.

At the end of the day, happiness is temporary, no matter how hard one tries.

So Jimin is tried of fighting. What makes this worse is how no one would suspect something like this from him. How? Nursing major student with a 4.0 GPA with the sweet voice to calm the soul, who they assume will continue on making a huge difference in the world for many people's lives.

Yeah, what a dream.

A dream Jimin just..... Doesn't see ahead anymore.

He doesn't know what he wants, especially since he's lost interest in the world. At this point he's doing this because he has to do something, but it all will end soon.

Currently in his apartment, he measures the amount of Midol he will have to take in order to collapse himself completely, without waking up. The times he's done this, he would always wake up small moments later, cursing at himself for taking so little amounts. So after measuring his vitals with the drugs, he took the perfect amount with him as he exit his apartment for the last time.

He already has the full idea on how to end it all, and there's no way of surviving that. A plan so simple; He's going to gulf the pills by the docks and jump into the water. If the pills won't kill him, drowning will since he can't fucking swim. These pills will calm down his survival instinct and he will only start to move away from reality.

Before he'd knew it, Park Jimin will just be a name in history.

If only he'd knew that this will be the exact night where his life goes to complete and utter hell.

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A/N:

Ahhhh little prologue of the story!! What do you guys thinks?? So this story will be official soon, so be ready!!! I must finish a few other stories before hand in order to focus on this, so be patient with me hehehe

I'm so excited for this, you have no idea!

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