Everyday - Awful Tune

Warning; Attempt Suicide
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It was silent for a moment.

Silent with heavy deep breath oozing out Jimin's lips like a faint song, almost like a lullaby. His body is still curled, shrinking smaller with arms wrapped around the pillow tightly. Hair is sprawled like streams of melted chocolate against the white pillow, soft and glistening through the highlight shadows of the room.

Sleeping looks so peaceful when he does it through Taehyung's eyes.

A sleep just meant to stay as it is, peaceful.

Another long day of school work and Track practice had him crashing to bed earlier than usual tonight, eating only a small portion of food to just shower and meet the warm comforts of his bed; where there's no killer gleaming over his shoulder and his dreams are sweet.

Filled with nothing, just clouds of sweetness.

Taehyung only stares at him, not even with this lustful urges from the other night. Something about the way Jimin purrs like a little kitten in his sleep has Taehyung wanting to let him rest a little more.

He's had a long day, that's the least he deserves.

So with that in mind, Taehyung walks out of the bedroom and closes the door behind him gently, careful on not waking him up.

Little did he know that Jimin was already awake before he left, waiting for this moment to finally arrive.

He counts under his breath careful, making sure Taehyung has completely left the area. The second he heard the front door slam shut, Jimin sprung into action.

Everything was already going perfectly as planned, all he had to do is act fast and get it done.

Quickly Jimin tied the sheets of his bed to the leg of his bed, tying it with a piece of nylon rope that he bought from the store. Once he felt it secure enough after a few tugs, he swing the thin sheet over the hook of his ceiling lamp and tied it up to be able to fit his head perfectly on it while standing on the chair.

Nervous was by far what Jimin was feeling, it was that type of nervous that made his stomach ache with flutters in excitment, unable to hold back how relieved he feels that this moment finally arrived.

He's finally going to die.

This is it.

This is the final straw.

Everything is going so perfectly, all that's left is to just do it.

After double checking that everything is perfect, Jimin takes a deep breath as he holds the cloth with shakily hands. This is the last time he'll take this type of deep breath in and exhale out, knowing he's not going to wake up anymore.

He won't be emotionless anymore.

He won't be afraid to be happy.

Everything will be perfect.

All he has to do is just do it.

Without thinking so much.

He got this.

So he moves his head to have the cloth of his sheet around his neck. He tightens it more until his breath began to whither. His vision blurred with more tears, smiling as he takes on foot off the chair, but then he hesitates to remove the other.

Why is he stopping?

There's nothing left for him here.

His parents are gone, Hoseok is in love with someone else, friends are non existent, life is over.

Life was just a mistaken given to him, and he's going to return it to someone who truly deserves it.

After cursing at himself under his breath to stop being weak, he tells himself that this is what he needs. He deserves this.

He's going to find peace.

With that relieving thought in his head, he gulps thickly and takes his final foot off the chair.

Peace, he's going to finally die.

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A/N:

Waittttttt I'll be back, I'm writing the next chapter as we speak haha

I PURPLE YOU!! <333