The video on the slide made my day... Seriously❤️😂 in honor of the undertaker (he scares me though...)

Part two of two... Takes place before the others arrive at Suicide Hill.

Nikki's POV

I groan loudly as I open my eyes, thus igniting a full blown migraine.

I weakly roll over and look the the ceiling, realizing it wasn't my own.

I felt myself beginning to panic as memories began to come back to my mind.

'Dean, arguing, going to school, grabbing, screaming, inhaling... Nothing...' I think to myself.

I try to take a deep breath but immediately regret it. I moan as I felt a sharp pain in my chest. I try to raise my arms, but it hurt my entire to move any at all.

'Where am I....' I think to myself as I take short breaths, even though it still hurt like hell.

I glance around the room. I could barley see anything. The only light provided was by moon light and from my position of the floor it made it difficult.

There were something's I could make out. Like a broken chair, a dusty couch, a table with a small vase, and a couple other items, but that's about it.

'Is there a exit in here?' I think to myself. I was hopeless if I just laid here.

I glance at the wall next to me. If I could just lean against that, I'd be able to see better.

I try to move my entire body, but the pain is too agonizing and I stop. I try to catch my breath but it's just about impossible.

'Nicole,' I think to myself, 'How are you even still alive?'

I shake the thought from my head, I mean I didn't want to be dead... But the way my body was feeling right now, I think death would be the easy way out.

'You gotta sit up Nikki,' I tell myself, 'You can see better and maybe be able to get out...'

I take the deepest breath I could, and try to move my body towards the wall. I move a couple inches but end up screaming because of the pain, but it wasn't really a scream, in fact nothing came out of my mouth, but I basically screamed in my head.

'So basically,' I think to myself, 'This is one of those bad dreams where I can't move or speak... Except it's reality... Great...'

I groan and try to move myself again and I make a little more progress, but ever inch I move the pain grows worse and worse.

'Just die...' I tell myself as I collapse on the floor again.

I so badly wanted to give up. I wanted to lay here and just let my life slip away, that's how bad I was hurting right now. Call me weak if you want, I'd just agree with you.

But as bad as I wanted to give up, there was this little part in me that was not giving up. This little part in me that wouldn't quit. I was so close to the wall... All I needed to do was get there a little bit more, then push myself up. Pushing myself up was definitely going to be a challenge...

'You got this.' I say to myself as I try to use my arms to do a type of army crawl to get to the wall.

Pain surged throughout me and my breathing became uneasy and life threatening, but I didn't stop. I was getting to this wall, weather I died trying or not.

After what felt like days, even though it was only a couple of minutes, I had finally reached the wall.

I stop moving and go into a coughing fit. I felt like my lungs were about to explode, but the real challenge hasn't even happened yet. I still had to push myself up right.

'You got this.' I say to myself as I think of the easiest way it would be for me to sit up without hurting myself.

At first I try just regularly sitting up, but I quickly figured out that wasn't going to work when almost every thing inside of me irrupted into a fiery blaze.

I fall back down and end up hitting my head in the floor, which didn't help my migraine at all.

'Try grabbing onto the wall.' I think to myself as I try to catch my breath, 'Then turn around and sit down.'

Flip myself into my stomach and except the consequences of the pain, but eventually it passed.

I try to steady my breathing, then I slowly get into a push up position. I push up and let out a scream. One scream. One scream the actually came out of my mouth. One scream that caused all of hell and it's demons to escape in my throat.

I fall back to the ground and officially and jut ready to die. I'm done. I can't.

I feels tears come to my eyes as I lay on the dirty floor. This was it for me.

'You know what I like about you Miss Bella?' I hear Dean's voice say in my head and at first I thought it was real.

My mind went to the day of the party, right after I had just experienced the best time of my life. I had my head on his chest and held me close to him.

'What?' I say while looking up and smiling at him.

'You never give up,' he said back to me, 'you never back down from the challenge, no matter how hard it is. It inspires me, really'

I smile at the memory but reality quickly sank back in on me.

'Do this for Dean...' I tell myself, I knew when I got to this wall, I could sit up and see at least where I could escape.

I push myself back up again but fall once again. The pain racked through me once again, but I suck it up.

'Move faster.' I tell myself. If I moved faster, I wouldn't be able to give myself time to feel the pain.

I lay there and steady my breathing for a minute. I needed to quickly push myself up then grab onto the wall then turn around and sit down... Well if I don't kill myself in the process...

I take one last and quickly push my entire body off of the floor. I steadied myself on the wall and cry through the pain I was feeling, I had done the hardest part. Now I just had to turn around and sit down.

I wait a couple minutes, then quickly turn around and fall on my butt. I yell out in pain and it causes my throat to be on fire once again.

I lean my head back on the wall and silently cry to myself. This is definitely a version of hell.

After a couple minutes, pick my head up slowly and look around the dark room. My eyes immediately land on the door, but it was so far away. It would take me hours to get there...

I hear a small chuckle and my head immediately snaps to where the sound was coming from. But I immediately regretted it as my head began to spin from the sudden movement. I lean my head back and close my eyes again, and try to steady myself. It felt like I just if of a ride with a lot of spins, but I was actually sitting perfectly still.

"Nicole Stephanie Bella," the voice said quietly, "Such a beautiful name."

I slowly lift my head up and look in the direction of the voice. I looked until I saw a figure sitting on the couch.

'How long have they been there?' I think to myself as I begin to panic, 'Have they been there this entire time?'

"The name is just as beautiful as Paige Saraya-Jade Belvis or Naomi Trinity Fatu." The voice said with a small laugh.

My attention immediately spiked up at the mention of my friends. The only thing that was keeping me from beating him down, was the weakness I was feeling.

"W-who..." I started even though it was killing me.

"Who am I?" He said to me with a laugh, "Why, I've been trying to figure that out all my life Nicole."

I stay quiet and he continues to laugh darkly.

"All my life," he said, "I've been broken. Unstable. Unwanted... Until they found me. When they did, I was lost, mentally that is. I was nothing but broken memories... Everything about me was... Shattered. Life is cruel... He told me, that they teach our boys to wear the skin of a man... To believe, and to fight for things they can't even understand... But what do you give a person like me that has nothing.... He gave me a reason to exist... He fixed me. And when he was done fixing me... He let me come out to this world... He helped me piece myself back together... With pieces of you all... I was set free.."

My breathing began to pick up a little... This guy was crazy... I'm in a house with a crazy person... Yep... This is how my life ends...

"But then..." The guys continues, "They betray me.. He betrayed me... He said I couldn't do what they did. Saying that I couldn't understand their ways... They slipped into the game off addiction and money while I was left in the shadows once again... But one day, I accidentally scared a small child... And it brung me so much joy..."

'Get out of here!' I tell in my head, 'Nicole get out!'

"So I begun to do it often," he continued, "Just for the hell of it... But just like they had became addicted to money and addictions... I became addicted to adrenaline and screams. Pain. Suffering. Nightmares. And horror. I finally rose from the residue of the fire, with a completely different name and completely different life style. A life style of terrifying life's once a year... A time to express myself..."

"A-Ash?" I asked. I was literally scared out of my mind. At this point I could care less about the pain, I needed to get out of here with my life.

He laughed and stood off of the couch, I take slow breaths and try to steady my breathing, but that wasn't about to happen...

He walked right past me and through another door. I couldn't turn my head to see what he was doing, and I honestly didn't want to. I hear some things begging moved around and a couple minutes later he came back out.

"Your in pain Nicole. Correct?" He asked me.

I nodded slowly and tried to squint in the dark to see his face, but I failed.

I see his dark figure knell down one knee and I felt myself begin to panic even more.

I felt felt something like a cup being pressed up against my lips, but I kept them tightly closed shut. There was no way I was drinking something from him.

"Drink Nicole," he said, "This is the only way the pain will stop. I promise you, it will not harm you."

My breathing quickened, but I slowly allowed my lips to open slightly and allow the liquid to flow into my mouth. It didn't have a taste and a assumed it was just water.

He chuckled as I finished it, then stood up and sat back down on the couch.

"You may be asking, 'why me?'." He said to me, "well I did give you all a warning... I said I would get you individually... And what a better group of people to attack than the ones that every one looked up to? That's right. You may think that everyone wants to be like your sister Brianna... But that want to be like you and your friends Nicole... Your all like role models... I hate role models... So first I decided on Paige... But quickly figured her out... I decided to stop on her because of her past... It's very dark. Naomi has had one hell of a life in her eighteen years..."

He gave a small chuckle, "I won't mess with her, because she's so close to the point of breaking... Now you on the other hand... Had just about the perfect life, correct? I decided that bringing you down would be the most effective. Your like their second leader. Also as much as I hate them... I wanted to please them by helping them take down someone who quit on them..."

Nothing of what he was saying was making any sense to me. My mind couldn't comprehend anything and I could feel my body beginning to shut itself once again.

He laughed and continued, "You wonder why I do what I do eh? Because you shut me away. Y'all celebrate the ones that you love and cast people like me, aside like trash. Do you understand? I am a product of your environment... A social outcast. A nightmare come to life."

I feel myself shutter as my eyes began to close. Even if I wanted to keep them open, my body wouldn't let me.

I hear him laugh once more, "Sweet dreams."

That was the last I heard before slipping into darkness once again.

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"You ready?" I hear a voice say in the distance.

I open my eyes slowly, I recognize that I was still in the exact same house with all the holes him the ceiling.

My body ached endlessly and my throat was soar as hell, but it felt a million times better then I had before.

I hear a door open and then footsteps. I close my eyes again. I don't know who this was, but if they were with 'Ash' then I don't want to meet them.

I hear them walk around for a couple minutes with heavy breaths. Honestly I was a little jealous that they could breath normally and I couldn't.. A stupid thing to be jealous of but I could help it.

They stay quite for a what seems like forever and honestly I'm surprised that they haven't found and beaten the crap out of me yet.

"Nikki?" I hear a voice say... It sounded familiar... Naomi?

"Naomi?" I ask quietly, my throat still hurt to talk, I slowly opened my eyes and see her figure standing next to some others. The moon was shining brighter than it was the last time I was up and I could see their faces some. There was six of them...

"Oh my God Nikki!" She said and ran over and knelled next to me.

She looked at me with tears in her eyes and grabbed my hand, holding it tightly.

"Nikki." I hear Paige say and seconds later I see her come into my vision. She knelled just like Naomi had, but didn't take my hand, "Are you ok?"

I nod to them slowly. I felt better then I had before, but I still would even trust my legs to walk anywhere.

"We were so worried about you." Naomi said and a felt a tear drop onto my hand. I try to lift my hand to wipe her face, but I felt a sharp pain and flinched.

"What's wrong?" Paige asked alarmed.

I shake my head, I didn't want to explain... It just be too much.

"Nicole." I hear Dean's voice say and I freeze. The way he said my name, was like when you got in trouble for the fifth time that day and your parents are about to yell at you.

"Move back Paige, Naomi." I hear him say and they reluctantly move. I don't understand why he so angry...

I see him come into my view and he knelt down next to my face. We look intensely at each other for a couple moments. He was strait glaring at me and I felt like I was ready to cry. I was so confused at the moment.

After a couple more seconds his face softened and eventually he was looking at me in concern.

He leaned in and kissed me quickly then wrapped his arms tightly around me, which caused me to scream.

He immediately let go and looked at me with worry.

"Did I hurt you?" He asked me.

I lay my head back and close my eyes. I shake my head, even though I know he knew he did. I know he didn't mean to.

"Nikki..." He said and rubbed my cheek, "Where does it hurt most?"

"I'm fine Dean," I tell him, even though my throat was suffering from it.

"Do you remember anything, Nikki?" I heard Seth ask.

I nod slightly.

"Can you tell us anything?" Roman said.

I try to take a deep breath but I end up coughing like a mad man.

I feel Dean rub my back gently as I calmed down.

I take a couple seconds to ease out my breathing then I tell them everything I remember. After a minute or so, I told them everything I knew.

"And now I'm here." I say and close my eyes feeling weak again.

They remain quite for a second.

"So you saw 'Ash'?" Naomi asked from somewhere. I couldn't see where she was.

"This is serious," Seth sounding slightly mad, "This is the same guy that messed with you Paige. This guys is not to be taken lightly."

"Should we call the police again?" Paige asked.

"Tell me," Dean said sounding furious, "What the fuck are they gonna do? Stand there and ask dumb ass questions and assume it's nothing?"

The entire room got quite at the tone of his voice.

He turned to me, "Nikki, did you see his face?"

I slowly shake my head, "No... It was too dark."

Dean stood up and started pacing in the middle of the room.

"Do you know where he went?" He asked me.

"N-no..." I say to him, I had no idea where he went... He was here when I fell asleep, but gone when I was awake.

"Do you remember what his voice sounded like?" He asked me, sounding slightly aggravated

"I don't think I could describe it..." I say softly.

"Damn it Nikki," he said while throwing his hands in the air, "Don't you know anything about this guy."

I glare at him slightly.

"Well I'm sorry," I try saying loudly but it didn't really turn out like that, "I'm sorry I was trying to fight to keep myself alive instead of looking at facial features or focusing on their voice."

"Don't catch a attitude right now Nicole." Dean said to me.

"I haven't caught one yet," I tell him ignoring the voice in my head that was telling me to stop, "but if we keep this up, I promise I will."

"How the hell am I suppose to protect you if I don't know which guy to beat the hell out of?" He said sounding angry.

"I don't want you getting involved with this Dean." I say to him.

"Nikki has a point," Paige said, "You shouldn't try to go find this guy Dean. It'll dangerous."

"Does it look like give a fuck if it's dangerous or not?" Dean said loudly, "I'm going to kill this guy, if it's the last thing I do. And that's a promise."

"Your not killing anyone," Roman said to him, "I'm not having you out in jail for killing some bastard."

"Roman," Dean said, "Just shut up. You have no room to talk. And you wouldn't understand at all."

"Excuse me?" Roman said sounding pissed.

"You have no idea what it feels like," Dean said to him, "Seth and I do. You haven't had the privilege of havering to be up and be worried about your girlfriend. Seth and I have, and I hope you don't have to go through that with... Well I'm not sure if you two are dating or not, but all that talk my your doing, needs to stop cause it's nothing but bullshit and you don't know how it feels."

I'm pretty sure I heard Roman growl.

"Dean," Romans said while taking a deep breath, "I don't want to have to knock you the hell out, so go sit down somewhere."

"Since when did you tell me what to fuck do?" Dean asked angrily, "Your not my damn dad-"

"Go sit down Dean." Roman said while raising his voice.

"Listen to me closely," Dean said, "No-"

"Dean Jonathan Ambrose!" Roman shouted at him, "Go sit down somewhere and stop acting like a damn fool! No, I ain't your dad, and no I can't tell you what to do, but it's obvious someone should of your gonna act like that!"

I see Dean breathing heavily and I expected him to yell back or hit Roman, but he surprised me when he walked over to one of the walls, not too far from me and sat down.

We all remain quite for a long time.

"Does it hurt you guys as much as it hurts me?" Paige ask quietly from the couch.

"What does?" Roman asks.

"The arguing," she said, "The fighting. And most of all, the feeling of us all slipping away from each other."

"Yeah..." Seth said, "Everyday fells like it gets worse and worse. I wake up and wonder if it's even worth getting out of the bed anymore..."

"When did it go wrong..." I hear Naomi say from the other corner of the room.

"It went wrong a long time ago..." Dean said, "It's just the even worse things are catching up with us."

We all remain silent.

Where did it begin to fall? I mean there could be several answers to that one question. It could went wrong way before we even met each other... And for me, I guess it did. Money ruined it. A small green piece of paper, that either made you powerful or made you weak... For me it was both I suppose.

I thought about what Dean said. He said it went wrong a long time ago. He also said that the even worse things were catching up with us... But if this was even worst, then there had to be a point where the bad things stopped happening and there was good in our lives...

'When was that time?' I think to myself, 'There had to be a time when it was the best... What was the best day you've had?'

I think about it for a while and finally the thought came to my mind... The day I shared with all my friends... Especially these five...

"Hey," I say to them quietly.

I see them look at me because of my voice suddenly interrupting the silence.

"What?" Paige said, barley above a whisper.

"Do you guys remember that pact we made Freshman year?" I ask them. That was truly the greatest day I have lived to see so far.

I heard Roman laugh slightly, "Yeah, I remember it."

"Of course you do," Seth said, "You're the one who made us agree to it."

I saw Dean shake his head, "I don't remember it..."

"You don't remember the pact?" Naomi asked.

Dean shrugged and surprise me when he pulled out a cigarette ... I thought he had stopped... It kinda hurt my heart a little. I mean I hadn't seen him do it in so long...

Dean lit the cigarette and dragged it out one time, "A lot of shit can happen in three years. Refresh my memory why don't you?"

We all remain silent for a couple minutes.

"Today," Roman said, "May 28, 2012, I promise to stand by my peers... To stay drama free."

I think for a moment, "To stay away from the 'it' crowd..."

"To respect others as well as myself..." Seth mumbled and ran a hand through his hair.

"To stay clean," Dean said and dragged out his cigaret, "Drug free..."

"To follow our hearts," Naomi said quietly, "Accomplish our dreams."

"To be the best we could possibly be." Paige said, "To make out senior year drop dead amazing..."

We all stay quite. It's strange because k know more people said thing than just us.. But I don't remember any of those, I just remember ours...

"Well," Dean said while standing up and stomping on his cigarette, "Didn't we just do a good job of keeping that pact."

He pulled another cigarette out if his pocket and lit it, dragging the cigarette out in my direction. I don't know if he did it on purpose or not, but it made me go into another coughing fit, and making my chest feel like it was ok fire.

"Dean," I say quietly as I try to stop coughing, "Please stop smoking."

He stared at me for a second or so, then threw the cigarette in my direction.

'What the fuck?!' I shout in my head, I wanted to yell at him, but I could barely talk enough as it is, I wasn't about to make it worse over his insanity.

"That's not necessary Dean." Roman said, then walked over to stomp out the lighted poison stick.

He shrugged, "What does it even matter anymore Rome? Huh?! Tell me why anything fucking matters?!"

"Stupid nicotine withdrawals..." Roman muttered, "Calm down some Dean."

"Give me one good fucking reason Reigns?" Dean shouted, "I haven't even done anything wrong!"

"Calm down," Paige said quietly.

"No!" Dean yelled, "I'm tired of people telling me what to do. I'm almost fucking grown! I can make my own decisions! I can tell when I want, I can go where I want, and I can say whatever the hell I want!"

"Chill out Dean." Seth said, trying to calm him some.

"No!" Dean shouted while turning quickly to him. When he turned, his arm hit the vase that was on the table. The vase hit the ground in the direction of Naomi and she let out a small scream.

"Calm the fuck down Dean!" Roman shouted while standing in front of him.

Roman and Dean glared at each other for what seemed like hours.

"You know what," Dean said while stepping away from Roman, "I'm tired... I'm so tired of people telling me what to do, to keep me safe, or out of trouble or..."

He paused and looked at me. His eyes were wide at first, but soon his face turned into a unreadable expression, then into a glare.

"You know what," he said, "I'm out. Fuck all of this shit. Fucking..."

He groaned and walked to the door, then stopped. He looked back at us.

"I do remember one thing about Freshmen year..." Dean said to us, "I remember standing on top of that table... And I remember Roman saying one thing. One line."

We all stayed quite. I don't know what's going through his mind right but I didn't like it.

Dean gave a forced laugh, "Fucking Cheers."

We went out the door, but you could still hear him, "Fucking Cheers to our Senior."

We remained silent for a while.

Seth sighed, "You gave  him the keys before we got in here, didn't you?"

Roman sighed, "Yep..."

"Should we follow him?" Naomi asked.

Seth shook his head, "He'll come home when he's ready... Just give him some space for now."

"Please don't let him do anything stupid." I mumble to myself. If something happened to him... I honestly don't know...

"Nikki," Paige said, "Do you want me to take you to the hospital? Mum is still on her shift. She'll have some things that will clear up the coughing and wheezing and whatever other pain your feeling."

I nod, though the only thing on my mind right now was Dean.

I attempt to get up, but end up falling back down.

"I got you," Roman said and came over and picked be up bridal style and it still hurt like hell, but it was better for me to be carried than to walk.

"Let's just take her to my car," Paige said, "You drive her's to the hospital."

Seth grabbed the keys and nodded, "Let's go."

Roman carried me all the way to Paige's car and set me in the back seat. Then Naomi climbed in the back and buckled my seat belt in.

Roman gave both of a small smile ten closed the door, just as Paige got in the front seat.

When she started the car, I glance at the clock. 12:34 am.

I had been gone for almost eight hours...

I close my eyes as Paige drove down the large hill and onto the road.

Was not liking how things were going at the moment.

But all I really wanted was one thing.

One person.

The person that knew how to make any day right...

The person who made me smile.

I needed my Dean back. My regular Dean. Not the one that was in that house...

I needed my Dean. And I needed him now.

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Chapter 31 is up! And it's a little long.

So where did Dean go? And i LITERALLY basically gave away who 'Ash' is. Like I took words strait from Promos!

So the Undertaker came back... Well... He kinda gives me nightmares... But I'll get over it.

Ok so your never gonna guess who GONNA MAYBE (it's not a maybe... We're going if our life depends on it... Like I already know it's a yes...) GET TO GO IT WRESTLEMAINA 32?!?!?!?!?

That's right ME AND shield-amrore !!!

Why?

Cause it's going to be in Arlington Texas... Though I heard some people say it's gonna be in Dallas... EITHER WAY! It's only like 4 hours from where we live! (Yes I know shield-amrore and she's a birtch in person lol jk).

Like I'm soooooo excited it's gonna be on April 3, 2016! I already ran the idea by my rents (who USE to be WWE fans... But stopped watching because of this thing called 'work' (I'll never stop watching WWE, weather I'm working or not))  and they said it's a high possibility that I'll be able to go! Like the only way I can't go is if someone dies! Please GOD DONT LET ANYONE DIE AND RUIN THIS FOR ME! Let them die afterwards... It'll be ok then... BUT I MAY GET TO MEET MY FUTURE HUSBAND (COUGH*ROMAN FUCKING REIGNS*COUGH*OR RANDY THIGHGOALS ORTAN*COUGH)

*Clears throat* excuse me... I got excited... Moving on!

I gotta go for today guys, but I'll update more tomorrow!

Love you guys!

Bye bye!