Naomi's POV

Crash in
Hit a wall
Right now I need a miracle
Hurry up now I need a miracle

I groaned as the song began to play from my phone and I turn over in my bed in attempt to ignore the constant vibrating phone, but it only seemed to get louder as my sleepy state wore off just a tad.

I groaned and glanced at my clock while grabbing my phone. It was barley past midnight.

"Hello?" I asked tiredly, not even looking at the caller ID.

"Hey Nao." Paige's voice filled my ears, "You awake?"

"Well I am now." I say with a yawn as I sit up and turn on my lamp, the light burning my eyes, "Paige, why are you up so early?"

"I couldn't sleep." She said to me, "And mums at work cause she works Saturday Nights/Sunday Mornings. It's quite over here."

"You're mom always works Paige." I ask her while rubbing my eyes, "What so different about this time?"

"I feel like people are watching me." Paige mumbled, "Seriously. It's creepy. Didn't that Sting guy say that he watches us too?"

"Only when we're with Dean love." I say to her, "And not at all times, remember? Just mainly when he's outside his house."

"Still." She mumbled, "It's strange... Maybe I'm just paranoid... But don't I have a right to be? They knew my dad."

I sighed, "I guess you are right. I mean, I'd be creeped out if they somehow knew my mom."

"I think I'm just ready to get out of this town, y'know?" She said to me, "I think I've had enough of Sheridan, Georgia for a lifetime."

"You and I both." I say to her, "I'm sick of living here. I'm sick of school, I'm sick of 99% of the population here. I want to leave."

"We just have a few more months babe." She said to me, "We can do this."

"I hope." I say to her with a sigh, still slightly tired.

"Hey," she asked me, "Did you hear from Randy any yesterday?"

"I texted him," I say to her, "But he didn't text back. Roman said he tried calling him, but he didn't pick up. Is he alright?"

"Hunter said when he took his truck over to his house that he was just locked in his room." She said to me, "He wouldn't let them in his room or anything so they eventually left."

"Randy's never acted like this." I mumbled while pulling up my covers some, "Maybe someone should go check on him."

"I had planned on going today," she said to me, "But Mum said that there was a package coming in the mail and that I needed to stay until it got here."

"I'll go." I say to her with a shrug, "It's not a big deal."

"Um," Paige said, "Maybe bring Nik with you or somethin?"

"She's dealing with Dean," I say to her, "I explain to her, I don't want to bother her. Like I said, it's no big deal."

"Well ok..." She mumbled, "Just remember that your dating Roman."

"What?" I asked her, a little taken aback with her statement.

She sighed, "Nams you remember what happened the last time you two were alone... Actually we were just in the back room."

"Are you seriously thinking that Id cheat on Roman again?" I ask her and shake my head in disbelief, "I didn't even intend for it to happen Paige and you know that!"

"Nams don't take it the wrong way please." She said to me with a sigh, "But it could happen. It could happen to any of us-"

"But yet you think I'll be the one to do it?" I interrupted her.

"Well you did it at first." She mumbled, "well actually like, Dean, but you were second... I was just saying."

"Yeah whatever." I say to her and I tempted to hang up on her.

"Are you seriously mad at me because I pointed it out?" She asked with a groan, "Nams, I'm not accusing you of doing it again-"

"Yes you were." I say to her and cross my arms.

"Naomi." She started, then groaned, "Y'know what? Whatever."

"I'm tired." I say plainly to her.

"Then go back to sleep." She stated back.

"K." I say to her before pressing the end call button and pulling the covers over my head with a sigh.

Maybe it was just too early in the morning, but it felt like she just said ur wrong. I know she didn't know, but it aggravated me.

I don't like thinking about that stupid kiss with Randy because it was an accident.

I don't want Randy. And to be reminded of what I did, only pissed me off.

I laid my head on my pillow and sighed again before picking up my phone, already regretting how we ended our phone call so I type her a quick message.

Naomi: night. love you.

A few seconds later she sent one back.

Paige: night. love you too.

Neither of us were going to say sorry. We never did. We were the type of friends that could be mad at each other one second and laughing the next.

I sighed as I laid my head back down on my pillow before closing my eyes again and attempting to fall back asleep.

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"If it gets any colder," I mumble to myself as I walk down the street and pull my jacket closer to me, "I'll freeze."

I was currently walking to Randy's house, who didn't live too far from me. About ten minutes if I walked.

My phone buzzed in my jacket pocket and I took it out to see a text from Roman.

Roman: Paige told me that you were going over to Randy's. You want me to go with.

I sighed, of course she told him. Of course she didn't freakin trust me. I quickly sent him a text back.

Naomi: nah baby I'm good. Meet up with me later for something to eat? I'm gonna want something hot to drink because I'm freezing.

Roman: are you walking over there

Naomi: yep

Roman: babe, I could have at least drove you.

Naomi: Joseph, babe, I'm fine, stop worrying about me

Roman: stop using my middle name woman.

Naomi: don't tell me what to do.

Roman: I DO WHAT I WANT 😛

Naomi: creep

Roman: shut up

Naomi: LOVE YOU

Roman: LOVE YOU TOO.

I smiled and placed my phone back into my pocket.

I continued on my way and about 5 minutes later, I reach his house. I walk up the steps and knock on the door, waiting for someone to answer and a few seconds later, someone does.

"Naomi." Mrs.Orton said to me with a wide smile, "It's been a while since I've seen you around here."

"Hey Mrs.O." I say back to her, "Is Randy home?"

She sighed, "Yes he's here, but he's in his room. I think something's going on with him and Eva. Poor thing won't even come out to eat."

'Yeah somethings going on alright...' I thought I myself, but didn't let her know it.

"Yeah he won't answer or calls or anything." I say to her as she stepped back so I could some in, "Do you mind if I try to talk to him?"

"Not at all," she said, "I was about to run a few errands, but you can go up to him and here, give him this. I want him to eat something."

I took the granola bar out of her hand and smiled, "I'll try."

She smiles back, "Thank you darling. His room is that last door on the left side."

I nodded and made my way up the stairs and through the hallway until I reached the door. I twisted the knob and saw that it was locked so I knocked.

"Randy." I say while giving three knocks, "Open up. It's Naomi."

"Go away." I heard him mumble and I sighed.

"I'm not going away." I say to him, "Now open the door."

"No." He mumbled again.

"Randy get the fuck up and stop being pathetic." I say to him, knowing that you had to be pretty rude to him just to get him to listen, "Stop being a worthless son of a bitch-"

"I don't need you to come over here and call me that bullshit." He said suddenly as he opened the door.

"You know I didn't mean it." I say to him softly as I entered his room, "I just knew that it would get you up."

"Nice strategy." He mumbled while plopping back on his bed and pulling the covers over his head, "Now leave."

"Get up." I say while yanking the covers back, then I threw the granola bar at him, "eat this."

"I'm not hungry." He mumbled and just as he did, I heard his stomach growl."

"You filthy liar." I mumbled, "Eat!"

"Fine!" He shouted and sat up, grabbing the bar, "Gosh! Why are you so freakin bossy?"

"If you did what I said the first time," I said to him, "Then I wouldn't have to be bossy. Now eat."

He rolled his eyes but opened the package and took a bite out of the bar.

"Feel better?" I asked him.

"Nope." He said, "This isn't a snickers."

I rolled my eyes, "Bitch."

"Hoe." He said back and I punched him on the arm, "geez I'm sorry."

I rolled my eyes, "Why haven't you been answering any of or calls or texts?"

"I've been getting calls and texts?" He asked as he opened the small drawer on his nightstand and pulled out his phone and pressed the home screen, "Oh look, people care."

"But she doesn't." He mumbled lowly before tossing the phone back into the drawer and closing it.

I sighed, "Randy-"

"I don't wanna hear it Nams." She cut me off and pulled the covers back on him as he took another bite of his granola bar.

"No listen," I say to him, "This isn't the end of the world Randy-"

"She played me." He started and scowled into blank space.

"And how many girls did you play before Eva came along?" I asked and his face softened slightly, "Karma's a bitch Randy."

"You don't think I can see that now." He mumbled, "it hurts."

"You hurt them." I say to him.

"I know..." He mumbled again, "Can I just like... Take it back or something."

"Not really." I say back, "But you can just, y'know, not do it again."

He nodded and took another bite of his bar, "Nams I love her."

"I know you did." I say back to him.

"Not 'did'," he said back to him, "I still do. A lot."

"Have you talked to her." I asked him.

"It's too soon to talk." He said.

"When will it be a good time to talk then?" I asked him.

"Five minutes before I die?" He suggested and I hit his arm.

"Randy," I say while rolling my eyes, "Be serious."

"If I get serious then I'll end up crying about it." He mumbled, "You're not gonna understand Nams. I don't care what everyone said about her, she was special."

"I'm mad at her for making you feel like this." I say to him, "But I know that even though what she was 'suppose to do' was to only be to protect Dean, I think she really did love you Randy. A lot."

He shrugged and took a deep breath, "I'm not sure anymore..."

"It's ok to be unsure." I say to him, "I was unsure for a while as you can remember."

He nodded but stayed quite for a while.

"Hey Naomi?" He asked.

"Yeah Randy?" I answered.

"Do you ever uh.." He said, "Regret your decision?"

"My decision about what?" I asked him.

"Between me and Roman?" He asked and I remained silent for a while.

"Um." I thought for a while on how to say it, but there wasn't really any other way to put it, "No. I don't."

"Oh." He mumbled.

"Randy you know you're a great guy." I say to him.

He sighed, "Can I tell you something?"

"Sure." I say back to him.

"Promise you won't hate me?" He asked.

"I promise I won't hate you-" I started but I got cut off when his lips quickly quickly brushed against mine, shocking me before I could even react.

"I think still like-" he started but stopped mid sentence when my hand went across his face, "Nams what the fuck was that for?!"

"Randy you just freaking kissed me!" I shouted as I hit him again, "Why would you do that?!"

"I told you I had to tell you somethin!" He shouted back.

"You said 'tell me something' not fücking kiss me!" I shouted back at him.

He groaned, "I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry ok? I'm sorry. I'm stressed and I just did it. I wasn't thinking."

"Damn right you weren't." I say to him.

"But what of you get tired of Reigns?" He asked me.

"I will never get tired of him." I replied back then sighed, "Randy, your just confused right now, but I promise you, I'm not the one for you."

"But what if I am." He asked me.

"Randy no." I say to him, "No, ok? No. There's a girls out there for you and it may be Eva, it may be someone else, but it's not me."

He stayed silent for a while and just shrugged.

"What would Roman think Randy?" I asked him, "This is the second time. Your one of his closest friends, im his girlfriend, we can't do that."

"I'm sorry alright." He said, "For the first time and this time ok... I'm sorry."

I started at him a couple seconds before sighing, "Just... Don't do that again... Ever. Understand? Cause I swear to God-"

"Ok ok ok," he said, "No threats I got it. You can leave if you want to."

I sighed slightly, "How about you come with out me and Roman. We'll just walk around the mall or something. You need to get out the house anyways."

"I don't feel like it." He mumbled.

"Randy get up and put some clothes on, "I said to him, you're going."

He groaned before getting up and trudging over to his closet while I walked out of his room so he could change.

'I will not go through that again,' I thought to myself as I walked down the stairs, 'I will not have those two at each other's necks over me.'

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Chapter 20 of book 3
Chapter 86 in all

bruhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
Ittttsssssssssssss
MONNNNNDAAAAAAYYYYYYY

IM
HYPE
AS
A
MOTHERFUCKER

excuse my French

I have not been this excited in a long freakin time ok? Just let me do me, otay? Otay. Good.

In addition to having shield (or former shield. Wtf ever you wanna call it) I hope Bray returns or somethin cause I miss him.

MOVIN.

QOTD #1: ice cream or frozen yogurt

QOTD #2: sweet or sour

QOTD #3: Enzo and Cass or New Day?

QOTD #4: SpongeBob or Patrick

QOTD #5: every sport in the world or WRESTLING

QOTD #6: fave social media app out of Facebook, Twitter, Instagram, Snapchat and Tumbler

think that's about it.

Love you guys

Bye bye