oh fuck oh fuck i did a responsible and mature thing and texted my friends about my concerns and feelings and was genuine and idk what to do i'm scared to look at my texts oof oof

update it went great idk why i get so paranoid

also guys i'm not posting anything on my community tab thingy just bc i want my update to stay as close to the top as possible but please do whatever you can to help!! change is needed in the world!! black lives matter and even if you can't donate there are plenty of ways to still help! there are videos you can watch that use money from ad sense to donate for you! sign petitions!! be part of the change!!

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Now showing private messages between Kryoz and WildHoe

Kryoz: tell your boyfriend to stop fucking texting me

WildHoe: what

Kryoz: tell your boyfriend to leave me the fuck alone.

Kryoz: he's getting on my nerves

WildHoe: ??? i'm confused

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Now showing private messages between WildHoe and ChokingIsMyKink

WildHoe: what's going on with you and john??

ChokingIsMyKink: umm nothing?

WildHoe: then why did he just text me to tell you to leave him alone???

ChokingIsMyKink: idk this is john we're talking about he doesn't need a reason for what he does

WildHoe: craig im being serious did you start shit with john or not

WildHoe: we're all about to go hang out please don't tell me you started shit right now

ChokingIsMyKink: i didn't start anything, babe, i just asked him a question that he didn't want to answer, but we're all good. promise

WildHoe: are you absolutely sure

WildHoe: tension is already pretty high in the group and hanging out is supposed to lighten the mood so if something happened i need you to tell me so we can deal with it together

ChokingIsMyKink: tyler, nothing happened. i promise. let's go have fun with the guys, okay?

WildHoe: okay

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Now showing private messages between WildHoe and Kryoz

WildHoe: i told him but he seemed to avoid it i'm really sorry if he offended you or something- the brian thing kind of threw him off guard and idk what's going on with him

Kryoz: me neither, but i don't like it. at all.

WildHoe: can i ask....what did he say exactly?

Kryoz: he said a lot of things

WildHoe: oh no

Kryoz: but i know the brian thing is getting to him but i don't think you know

WildHoe: wdym

Kryoz: i'll show you one sec

Kryoz has sent 7 attachments.

WildHoe: wtf

Kryoz: im sorry i know he's hurting but i just couldn't be civil anymore

WildHoe: no it's fine i understand that's not what upsets me

WildHoe: am i really not enough for him?

Kryoz: i don't think that's what he's saying. i think he just doesn't know if he doesn't miss brian like he says he does or maybe his brain doesn't want him to figure things out and just went into shock at the sudden change or some psychological bullshit like that. i'm not a doctor, this is just what i think

WildHoe: what should i do?

Kryoz: right now? nothing. we're all about to hang out, don't bring it up yet. just think about it. watch his behavior. then bring it up later after you've given it some thought, or don't bring it up outright just start with softer questions that seem more general so he doesn't think you're just accusing him because that could be bad

WildHoe: yea, i think you're right. i'm sorry you got
caught in this middle of this, but i really appreciate you telling me

Kryoz: i just want things to go back to normal, especially after seeing how hurt Brian was after this whole thing, and knowing that he really wants to move on with his life this time, i just don't want craig to jeopardize anything, because i know he loves you and he may just not be in his right mind but hopefully things can work out all right

WildHoe: yea i hope so too

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Now showing private messages between RoastMasterV2 and Terroriser

RoastMasterV2: briannnnnnnnnnnnnn

Terroriser: you're literally in the next room why are you texting me

RoastMasterV2: im comfy

Terroriser: so what's up

RoastMasterV2: i kinda want to go out

Terroriser: yet you didn't want to leave your bed to talk to me?

RoastMasterV2: :(( don't be mean

Terroriser: you're such a baby

Terroriser: what do you want to do?

RoastMasterV2: food

Terroriser: we could just order food

RoastMasterV2: it's not the same  i wanna go out just the two of us we can be like roommates or something

Terroriser: fine but i don't want fast food

RoastMasterV2: how about italian? that place by the theater?

Terroriser: yea i'm down and then maybe we can go look for some stuff for your room like you wanted to?

RoastMasterV2: ohhhh yea let's do that that sounds fun!!!

Terroriser: you're always excited about things these days aren't you

RoastMasterV2: i told you the doctor prescribed me some new antidepressants- i'm ready to fucking vibe dude

Terroriser: im glad you're feeling better, now get dressed