Now showing private messages between ChokingIsMyKink and WildHoe

ChokingIsMyKink: yea sure, what's up?? Did something else happen with you an John or...?

WildHoe: yes and no

ChokingIsMyKink: oh, so it's complicated

WildHoe: yea, really, really complicated

ChokingIsMyKink: is this because you still have feelings for an ex??

WildHoe: how did you-

ChokingIsMyKink: oh when you guys broke up me, John, Scott, and Jon has this like detective groupchat where we tried to come up with a plan to get rid of Jordan but well Jordan kinda infiltrated it and the whole thing kinda blew up

ChokingIsMyKink: anyways John was kinda telling us what happened and said that you still had feelings for your ex

WildHoe: oh.

ChokingIsMyKink: what are you gonna do tho? Are you just never gonna get back with John or are you still gonna keep trying?

WildHoe: I'm not sure?

WildHoe: John was saying that he loved me, and I love him too, but he also said that we got the timing wrong

WildHoe: ig I made my feelings really obvious and he could tell

WildHoe: so basically I'm confused

ChokingIsMyKink: you love both of them?

WildHoe: yea but like kind of different ways? Like I think I love my ex more than I love John, but I /know/ I love John so

ChokingIsMyKink: did you tell john that?

WildHoe: yea...

WildHoe: he said that I should talk to my ex and see what happens

WildHoe: and if things there ended somehow or something happened, then he'd be there still, waiting for me

ChokingIsMyKink: wow, really complicated then

WildHoe: yea

ChokingIsMyKink: are you nervous to talk to him? Your ex?

WildHoe: not as nervous as I'd thought I'd be

ChokingIsMyKink: is it someone you're not friends with and is that why you're not nervous?

WildHoe: no I'm actually really good friends with them and even though that should make me nervous, it doesn't

WildHoe: the only thing that worries me is his boyfriend

ChokingIsMyKink: oh

ChokingIsMyKink: yea, that could be a problem

ChokingIsMyKink: well, I'll be here for you, Tyler, don't worry

WildHoe: wdym?

ChokingIsMyKink: you should talk to him, and if things don't work out, I'll be here for you

WildHoe: something tells me you won't

ChokingIsMyKink: ofc I will Tyler, you're one of my best friend's why wouldn't I be there for you?

ChokingIsMyKink: Tyler? You there?

ChokingIsMyKink: oh wait you must be talking to him now I'm stupid

WildHoe: damnit Craig why aren't you getting the hint

ChokingIsMyKink: what hint?

WildHoe: it's you, craig

WildHoe: I still have feelings for /you/

ChokingIsMyKink: oh.

ChokingIsMyKink: OH.

ChokingIsMyKink: Tyler...

WildHoe: I know you're with Brian and what we had ended a long time ago but John said I should talk to you and honestly he was right

WildHoe: I feel so much better now that I told you

WildHoe: it's okay, you don't have to say anything, I'm sorry for springing this on you

ChokingIsMyKink: Tyler wait

ChokingIsMyKink: don't be sorry, that took a lot of courage

ChokingIsMyKink: I know you said I don't have to say anything, but I have to give you a response

ChokingIsMyKink: especially since you told me what happened between you and John I..I have to tell you /something/ in return

ChokingIsMyKink: I just can't think of anything to say in this moment right now I'm sorry

WildHoe: you don't have to say anything, craig, I'll get over you eventually and if Brian finds out please reassure him that I'm not trying to ruin your relationship I just had to get that off my chest so that maybe I can move on bc I've been denying my feelings for so long

WildHoe: I'm sorry for dumping this on you, again

ChokingIsMyKink: don't be sorry Tyler

ChokingIsMyKink: I wish I knew what else to say

ChokingIsMyKink: Tyler?

ChokingIsMyKink: Tyler come back please

ChokingIsMyKink: ugh why am I so fucking slow I honestly can't think of anything

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WildHoe: it's okay, I knew this would happen anyway

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Now showing private messages between Jon and FuckBoi

Jon: what's up?

FuckBoi: I need to apologize

Jon: oh

FuckBoi: I just

FuckBoi: I was a little mad at myself, and I took it out on Evan when I shouldn't have

Jon: why were you mad at yourself?

FuckBoi: just, after John explained everything I got so so mad at myself because knowing Evan was alive brought up so many feelings I had buried

FuckBoi: but that was no excuse for what I did and what I said

Jon: what feelings?

FuckBoi: you're just gonna be more mad if I tell you

Jon: I already hate your guts and am ready to block you at a moment's notice so why don't you try me

FuckBoi: I'm still in love with Evan

FuckBoi: and everyone knows at this point honestly but still I just didn't want to tell you

Jon: why would I hate you for having feelings, you guys used to date it should be normal

FuckBoi: But just knowing he was still alive hurt me for some reason

FuckBoi: this is the worst excuse for my behavior in the entire world I know but when I found out Evan was alive I was so mad at myself because I still couldn't have him bc he's yours

Jon: I don't own him, never have

Jon: you can be mad, tho, it's just your feelings and no one can understand feelings so like

Jon: But the way you expressed them was wrong

FuckBoi: I know and I'm sorry

FuckBoi: I'm apologizing to you because I also lashed out on you unnecessarily countless times and it was because I didn't want to accept that still love Evan like /that/ because I had honestly thought I was over it

FuckBoi: But then he started typing and everything just kind of spilled out

FuckBoi: I wish I hadn't let him go so easily and that I hadn't lied to him and that maybe if I had done all that, maybe it would be different

FuckBoi: maybe we'd still be together, just me and him

FuckBoi: But I know he's your boyfriend and I don't want you to think I'm taking him away from you or anything bc that's not my intention at all

Jon: why do I feel like you had a similar conversation with Scott a while back

FuckBoi: oh yeah, I guess I did

Jon: Lucas, I really appreciate your apology, and that you told me how you feel and tried to explain why you did what you did even though you knew it was a dumbass move and you're a bitch

Jon: But, maybe this is a conversation the three of us need to have later, once Evan is back

FuckBoi: I guess you're right

FuckBoi: But are we cool? I just don't want to have anything between us anymore

Jon: yes, we're cool, and once Evans back we can all talk

FuckBoi: ok

FuckBoi: sorry, again

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D.S.A.W

Kryoz: so

Kryoz: everyone's done talking?

ChokingIsMyKink: yea I'd say so

WildHoe: I'm done

DaithiDeNoPrivilege: us too!!

Four07: babe tone it down tf

Moo: awww look at that Scott and David are back together!!

BasicallyIGetFucked: ugh I love that for them

FuckBoi: I'm back

Jon: I'm here too

Terroriser: I didn't need to talk to anyone so I just took a nap but I'm awake now and I'm ready

FuckBoi: ok so like I've been thinking and I think I figured out a way to talk to evan without him knowing it's us

Kryoz: that makes no sense at all

Kryoz: tell me more