Pls go read my book 'Liars' I finally updated it yesterday and I'm really proud of this chapter it's my favorite and I'm finally getting to some really interesting parts

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D.S.A.W.

Kryoz: alright men, here's the situation

Kryoz: we need to get Evan back into the chat and get everything in order once and for all

Kryoz: finally we'll have a win for the gays how does that sound?

LuKe: alright so I don't mean to be that bitch but like isn't it a bit too soon to be trying to fix the big problem?

JigglyKoala: yea like we get it's a big problem for a reason but don't you guys have some smaller problems you should take care of before going all in?

Kryoz: wdym?? This unit is perfectly capable

Moo: some of us need to talk privately and get issuers sorted out

BasicallyIGetFucked: is this because I ate all your cereal? I told you I'm sorry :((

Moo: no not us babe

ChokingIsMyKink: yea shouldn't you and Tyler talk about what happened, John? Bc y'all had a pretty bad breakup and it could affect our teamwork

WildHoe: yea I kinda want to talk about that too...I just didn't know how to bring it up

DaithiDeNoPrivilege: well if this is what we're doing then...

DaithiDeNoPrivilege: Scott, can we talk, too?

Four07: there's nothing to talk about

DaithiDeNoPrivilege: please?

ohMNOM: alright how about everyone takes the rest of the day to talk about whatever they need to talk about privately and then we can figure out what to do tomorrow?

LuKe: thANK THE LORD bc I already had plans for the rest of the day anyway ;)

BryceTimDs: y-you did?

Jon: it's bad enough I have to listen to shit like this all day now I have to read about it too?? Get a fucking private chat room you fucks

Kryoz: so....I guess we're talking then

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Now showing private messages between DaithiDeNoPrivilege and Four07

DaithiDeNoPrivilege: Scott

DaithiDeNoPrivilege: I know I said some things that really hurt you

Four07: David lets not

Four07: I know they said we should talk but I don't think there's anything left to say

Four07: you told me how you felt and I accepted that, it's okay

DaithiDeNoPrivilege: Scott I wasn't thinking, please just hear me out right now

DaithiDeNoPrivilege: what I told you that day- that wasn't how I felt at all. Jordan was just in my head

Four07: I know, he tried to get into my head, too. He said all these things and then he gave me an ultimatum but you know what I did?

Four07: I turned him down, because I was 100% confident in my feelings about you and what i was doing and even if some guy tried to threaten me, I didn't believe that

Four07: but I guess your feelings for me weren't as strong as I thought and that's okay

Four07: some people just aren't meant to be

DaithiDeNoPrivilege: Scott I am confident in my feelings for you and I love you so much

DaithiDeNoPrivilege: I believe we're truly meant to be please listen to me

Four07: seriously, David, it's okay, I'll eventually get over you, you don't have to force anything you don't want to

Four07: guess this is what I get for cheating on Lucas and Evan, huh?

DaithiDeNoPrivilege: Scott :(( please don't do this

DaithiDeNoPrivilege: I love you so much

DaithiDeNoPrivilege: I haven't been able to forgive myself for saying what I said to you

DaithiDeNoPrivilege: and then everything with John started happening and you ignored all my texts and called and it got me thinking all these horrible thoughts that maybe the next person id lose would be you...

DaithiDeNoPrivilege: I don't want to lose you Scott

DaithiDeNoPrivilege: give me another chance to prove my feelings

Four07: David you don't have to do that, you're not gonna lose me, we'll still be friends

DaithiDeNoPrivilege: fuck Scott I don't /want/ to be friends I want to be /more/

DaithiDeNoPrivilege: I want to wake up and go to bed with you right next to me. I want to take you on dates and hold your hand and call you sweet names and get lost and explore and play with your hair. I wanna get a dog or a house and decorate it with you

DaithiDeNoPrivilege: Scott I wanna show the world how beautiful you are and how unlucky everyone else is because out of the 7 billion people on this planet I get to be /yours/

DaithiDeNoPrivilege: I want you to send me on grocery trips and get mad when I forget to buy eggs or your favorite yogurt

DaithiDeNoPrivilege: I want to pretend to get mad when you steal my hoodies because you're going out without me and want to still feel like I'm next to you

DaithiDeNoPrivilege: I wanna stay up all night with you when you're sad or worried about a job interview you have the next day

DaithiDeNoPrivilege: Scott, I want to spend the rest of my life with you and only you

DaithiDeNoPrivilege: please don't leave me

DaithiDeNoPrivilege: I'm in love with you, so fucking much 'love' can't even describe how I feel anymore

DaithiDeNoPrivilege: it's been actual torture not being with you these past few months

DaithiDeNoPrivilege: answer me please :((

DaithiDeNoPrivilege: don't do this again please don't

Four07: wow

Four07: I'm not sure what to say?

DaithiDeNoPrivilege: will you be my boyfriend again?

Four07: ...

Four07: yes

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Now showing private messages between WildHoe and Kryoz

WildHoe: this is long overdue

Kryoz: yea...

WildHoe: also kind of awkward huh

Kryoz: yea...

WildHoe: well I'm sorry for everything I said to you

WildHoe: I don't care that you constantly keep exposing people honestly that just makes you even more likable in my eyes

WildHoe: the only real problem I ever had with you was the thing with marcel

Kryoz: and the fact that you still like Craig...

WildHoe: excuse me??

Kryoz: Tyler it's not even a secret anymore

Kryoz: I know you still have feelings for him

WildHoe: But...I don't??

Kryoz: Tyler you were so head over heels for him and your breakup made you really sad, Hell you were still sad about it the night we had our first kiss

Kryoz: I didn't want to bring it up because I figured maybe after we dated for a little bit, your feelings would go away, but they didn't

WildHoe: no I don't I'm completely over him I promise

Kryoz: I know it kills you to see him and Brian together, you don't need to pretend

Kryoz: I know you kept looking at them when all of us hung out...like that day at Chick-fil-A before Evan....you know

WildHoe: I didn't John I love you

Kryoz: I don't doubt that but Tyler, I don't think we can get back together

Kryoz: don't get me wrong I fucking love you more than anything in the world, but I don't think it's the right time for us

WildHoe: you have to be joking there's no way you can be serious you're never serious

Kryoz: I'm sorry, but it's just how it is

Kryoz: you still like/possibly love Craig, and I don't want to get in the way of your feelings, okay?

WildHoe: don't say that John you're hurting me

Kryoz: it hurts me too, but this is for the best

Kryoz: you should talk to Craig, maybe he feels the same

WildHoe: I don't want to ruin what he has with Brian....

Kryoz: because you have feelings for him right?

WildHoe: I'm sorry

Kryoz: you don't have to be sorry, they're your feelings, there's nothing you can do to change them

WildHoe: But I really love you, and you really love me so why can't we move past that and just be together?

Kryoz: Tyler, I know this is hard, both for you and for me, but that's just how it is

Kryoz: what we had was amazing, but we just didn't get the timing right

Kryoz: go talk to Craig, and if things really don't work out and you still have feelings for me, then I'll gladly take you back

WildHoe: John I don't want to ruin their relationship please just date me again

WildHoe: please you don't know how much it hurt to lose you

Kryoz: think of it this way, Tyler

Kryoz: that way you felt after losing me? Would it be the same if you had lost Craig? Or would it be worse?

WildHoe: so much worse

Kryoz: then go talk to him

WildHoe: I love you

Kryoz: I love you too, and we had some fun times, I forgive you for what you said before everything, but I'm sorry I can't take you back

WildHoe: I'm sorry I can't feel for you what I feel for Craig

Kryoz: it's okay, Tyler

Kryoz: now go talk to him

WildHoe: I'm so sorry

WildHoe: I'm so so sorry

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Now showing private messages between Jon and RoastMasterV2

Jon: hey evan, it's been a while

Jon: I just needed some time to vent I guess

Jon: things have just gotten a little hectic right now

Jon: Jordan's finally gone, tho, that's pretty exciting

Jon: and John is back! Wish it was you, though, still miss you a whole lot

Jon: I haven't had the chance to visit you in a while, maybe I'll do that soon

Jon: everyone decided to talk out their problems, so the chat is a bit dead

Jon: but texting you always cheers me up, even if you don't reply

Jon: I still really love you, like holy shit feelings what the fuck

Jon: I thought maybe they'd fade once I realized and accepted what happened but no, it's like they've only gotten stronger and stronger

Jon: even when you're gone, I keep falling for you

Jon: I don't even know if you read these messages, from wherever you are, but I hope you do

Jon: because I don't want you to feel bad for leaving me, even though I'm sure you saw me cry and sulk and just be an overall bitch for a while, I just want you to be happy and content knowing that even though it hurts, I'll be okay

Jon: I won't ever forget you, Evan, you're still in my head and my thoughts and my everything. I love you so much

Jon: I still have that hoodie you left at my place, sometimes I take it out and look at it and imagine you're just downstairs grabbing a snack

Jon: it still smells like you

Jon: I really love you Evan

Jon: wish you were still here

Jon: I miss you

RoastMasterV2: I miss you too|
RoastMasterV2: I miss yo|
RoastMasterV2: I mi|
RoastMasterV2: |

Jon: I honestly don't think I'll ever get over you

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Now showing private messages between WildHoe and ChokingIsMyKink

WildHoe: hey

WildHoe: can we talk?

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Now showing private messages between FuckBoi and Jon

FuckBoi: I think we need to talk about some stuff