2. Relationship reasons.

I was upfront when I met her. She asked me, if I ever cheated before. I was honest and said I have. The was a turn off (obviously), she said once a cheater always a cheater. I shrugged it off. I expected her to avoid me like the pledge. We weren't dating. We were on a group outing with some people from a college class. I ignored her, but she wouldn't leave. I could feel like she was staring. Finally I got tired of it so I asked her out. Maybe she'd mello out, she was a cute girl, even though she was determined that she could change me.

How I couldn't possibly cheat on such a "perfect" girl. How if I truly loved her I'd stay. She was so full of herself, but I'd be lying if I said I wasn't intrigued. The confidence she had was incredible soon I became a fan. There was nothing that girl couldn't do. Well except for the fact that she had no filter. She wouldn't hold anything back. My feelings were secondary to her. When I would get upset she told me to be a man.

I learned it was easier to keep my mouth shut. She was great in general, if only she listened. Why was she going the extra mile to make me feel small. Found out it was because she wanted to get revenge for all the girls who I cheated on in my past.

I could have just broken up with her, but I knew she wouldn't leave me alone if I did. She would constantly make comments about how if I got another girlfriend she would kick her ass, or that I can't do better than her.

I disregarded everything she said and I cheated on her with a girl I met off campas. She went to the university in the next town over. She was so sweet and she listened when I vented. I wasn't going to loose this battle. I was stubborn. Not only was she an amazing listener, I found out she was the sister of my girlfriend's ex boyfriend. Interesting. I avoided Dani and spent more time with this new girl.

Didn't take long for Dani to figure it out. I was leaving large clues. She demanded to know who she was and I told her. She couldn't say anything. She bit her tongue. She didn't think I knew. She was cheating on me with her "ex" boyfriend.  How was she going to explain this to him. She cried. She screamed and yelled. She begged me not to tell. Seems I won the game. I told him soon after and they broke up.

I cheated for my own selfish reasoning. Do I regret it? Not really when you think about it. I won.