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Y/n P.O.V 

I walked into the house hearing the moans of Mira once again. I felt myself break more. It hurt. It hurt to know that your love was cheating on you behind your back. And even worse with one of your good friends. 

Laxus P.O.V 

Mira and I had finished and she gave me a kiss before I went downstairs and out the door. There I saw a dark figure on the porch holding themselves while crying. "Y/n?" I questioned feeling my heart drop. Did she know? Did she find out? "W-Why are you crying?" Her head shot up and she looked at me. "I've just been having a rough time a work lately is all." She said wiping her face. I felt relief wash over me but the guilt I have had since the first time still remained and it only got bigger the more times I had sex with Mira. 

Y/n was one of my best friends and I couldn't believe I was doing this to her. It was like I couldn't stop myself. But I knew I could but my body just chose not to. I felt horrible about all of it but I kept doing it. 

"Why what's been going on?" I asked Y/n. "Nothing for you to be worried about." She said putting her hand on my cheek and patting it a bit. "I can't cry inside so I just cried out here." I looked at her confused. "Why can't you cry inside?" I asked. "Oh you know how Mira is, and well she was busy so I didn't want to pry her away." She said with a sad smile which made my heart sink. Y/n walked up to me and kissed my cheek. She had tears in her eyes again. "T-Thank you Natsu you're a really great friend." She said tears falling down her face. 

My heart stopped. My guilt just grew so much more and I could feel my heart break. I wasn't a good friend. I was fucking her girlfriend. 

Y/n walked inside saying goodbye to me than closing the door.

Y/n P.O.V

 I walked inside seeing Mira in the kitchen cooking food. "Hey! Welcome home! How was work?" She said giving me a small smile. "It was uh fine," I said sitting down as she placed my food down. I mutter a Thank you and began to eat. 

When I finished I put my dish away and headed upstairs to take a shower. 

I slowly peeled off my clothes and put them in the laundry basket. I was in the closet looking for a nightgown when I heard the door open. Not really caring I just walked out of the closet thinking it was just Mira. She wouldn't care if she saw me naked. 

As I walked out of course Mira didn't even bother to glance at me which hurt. I felt tears rushed to my eyes so I hurriedly rushed to the bathroom. I sat down in the shower and cried. I cried silently so Mira wouldn't hear me. I wondered if she even cared what she was doing. I wondered why I haven't said anything or done anything. 

'It's because you're worthless and she doesn't care nor loves you anymore.' a small voice in my head said. I began to feel wrists get heavier. I looked down at then to see the many scars I cover up with makeup. But the makeup was gone now, and my scars are revealed. I looked down at my thighs seeing some as well. 

Mira has never seen them. She never really bothered to look. 

I walked out of the steamy shower in nothing but a towel. I walked in the to see Mira laying down reading a book. I scoffed at her not even acknowledging me. I dried off my body and put on my gown. I looked down at my wrist seeing the little scars. I was scared there were going to be more soon. I didn't need new ones but the world keeps throwing these things at me, I think I'm done. 

I walked out of the closet and went straight to the bed getting under the covers. "Hey, are you okay? You have been distant lately." Mira said looking over at me acting interested. "I've been distant. Are you sure you're not too busy with someone else?" I looked her in her widened eyes.  I wondered if she thought I knew. I wonder if she even cared if I knew or not. She was speechless after that so I just scoffed and turned over falling asleep. Ignoring the whimpers and sniffles I heard beside me. 

Mira P.O.V

She knows.

Y/n P.O.V

I awoke to an empty bed. Of course. I walked into myself look decent. I should at least make an effort. It's my last day anyway. I put on light makeup and put my hair down letting my H/c (curls/straight/Wavy) Hair flow down my back and reach the bottom of my back. I put on a black flowy dress that went down to my knees. I put some cover up on my arms and then made my way to the guild. 

On my way there a little girl came up to me and tugged me down so I was at eye level with her. She pulled something from behind her and put a small daisy flower crown on my head. I smiled down at her and she just looked at me brightly. "Thank you," I said having some tears in my eyes and she just hugged me and wiped my tears away before she ran away to her family.

I walked into the guild, everyone giving me welcome stares and grins. It made me happy, but all happiness comes to an end. I watched as Laxus and Mira walked out of a closet. I looked at Laxus to see his face covered in guilt and shame. I looked at Mira to see her glowing. 

I felt tears but chose to stay strong. "Y/n!!" I heard my name being called and looked over and saw Cana walking over to me. For once she wasn't drunk. "I'm surprised you're not drunk yet. What's the occasion?" I asked knowing the only time she doesn't get drunk is when she is going to do something serious. 

She smiled at me shyly. "I'm planning on asking a girl out today I just hope she says yes." She looked down and blushed. I just laughed at her cuteness. "Cana any girl or woman would be stupid to not go out with you," I said ad gave her a hug hanging our with her for the rest of my time. 

(Time Skip)

I was getting ready to leave when Cana left to go to the bathroom. I grabbed my stuff when I felt a tap on my shoulder. I turned around to see Laxus. "Oh hey, Laxus!" I said with a small smile. "H-Hey can uhum talk to to you?"

Laxus P.O.V

I walked Y/n outside around the back with Y/n following me. "What is it Laxus?" She asks so sweetly. I felt bad about what I was about to tell her. I looked down not having the courage to look her in the eye. "I-I'm sleeping with Mira...." I said quietly feeling horrible. 

The guilt finally got to me and I just had to tell her. 

I looked up at her face and immediately regretted it. Her face was streaked with tears and she was smiling sadly making it even worse. I felt tears of my own roll down my cheeks as I looked at her. I fell to my knees grabbing ahold of her and hugged her. 

"I'm so so sorry Y/n. I honestly have no idea what I was-" She got me off by crouching me down and put her finger to my lips. She smiled, more tears falling from her eyes. "Laxus I know. I've known. I should have said something but I didn't. Thank you. Thank you for telling me even though I knew. I just glad you spoke up." She said giving me a hug and then kissed me on the cheek and got up and walked away. 

I watched as she faded away slowly I felt so bad as I began to bang on the ground feeling terrible. 

Cana P.O.V 

I walked out of the bathroom and looked around seeing as Y/n had already left. I quickly walked out of the guild trying to get to her house as quickly as possible. I was in love with her and I always have loved her. She's so beautiful, scars and all. I love them and I'm glad she's not gone. I would never feel the same if she left the world. 

I walked down the dark streets looking for her home. Eventually, I found it seeing some lights on I walked up to the door and knocked. I frowned when no one answered. I grabbed the key she gave me and used it to open the door. IU walked inside looking around for her. 

I walked into her bedroom seeing her bathroom door closed with the light on. I turned the knob seeing as it was unlocked. I walked in not prepared for the sight I saw. 

Blood. It was everywhere. On the ground, on the wall, on the sink. I looked around my eyes falling on the limp body in the in the bath. I ran over to her looking her over. 

I watched her breath slowly. Her chest falling up and down. Her hair and little messy and the crown still perfectly on. He dressed was spread out and she looked like a model until you noticed the slits on her wrists and blood poured out them. It's sad to say but she looked so peaceful and beautiful I wanted to leave her there and let her die peacefully even if it did mean she would never know how I felt. 

Then it hit. She not going to die peacefully. She is clearly in pain if she did this to herself. 

I pulled out my cards instantly putting her in one of them, knowing that I wouldn't be able to carry her to the guild. I ran out of the house and ran to the guild. I'm glad she lives close to it.I kicked the doors open seeing everyone still there I threw the card and Y/n fell out and I caught her running to the infirmary calling for Wendy In the process. 

Wendy ran in and gasped at the sight and got to work right away. 

"No! No! Y/n you can't die yet! Not yet! Not now!" I said crying into her hand as I cried into it. "I-I love you," I said to her smiling a bit knowing I finally told her. "Cana please could you go outside I need room." I just nodded and walked out seeing the whole guild looking at me. 

I looked straight at Mira and scoffed. "I hope you're happy." And walked away.

Y/n P.O.V

I woke up to the sound of shuffling and a bright light burning through my eyes. I opened my eyes slowly. My eyes took a long type to focus and when they finally did I saw Cana and Wendy. 

Wendy was cleaning up and Cana was crying. 

"C-Cana? What's wrong?" Cana shot her head upon hearing my frail voice speak. "Oh my god! Y/n! You're awake! You're alive!" she said running over to me and giving her a hug back. I felt a wet feeling on my shoulder and realized Cana was crying. "Hey, what's wrong?" I asked pulling away. 

"Whats wrong? What's wrong?!" She said with fire in her eyes. "Y/n you almost died! I could have lost you! I love you! Why why would you do that? Why didn't you just come to me? I would have helped you!"

I looked at her with 3 emotions mixed on my face. Happiness, Sadness, and Surprise.
Happiness because she loved me.
Sadness cause I made her feel this way, and became I was upset with myself.
Surprise because of agiain. She Loved Me!

"I'm so so sorry! I really am! I just had enough. I should have come to you. I love you too." I said looking at her tears in both our eyes. I wasn't expecting what happened next. 

Cana leaned in a kissed me passionately. I was so soft and gentle. If was as though I was a fragile item that could break if she kissed too hard. I felt my hands go to her face and hers around my waist.

We pulled away smiling. Cana pulled away from me and got on one knee. She searched in her pockets and pulled out a small box. 

"I was supposed to do this last night but I kinda got busy." She said I giggled a bit. She breathed in the out and then opened the velvet box. 

"Y/n will you give me the greatest honor and make me the happiest woman alive and marry me?" She asked with a smile as I gasped. I nodded my head really faced and said yes over and over again. She just grinned and kissed me. 

(Time Skip) Few Months

I watched as all of the bridesmaids walked down the aisle. Soon my music came on and I walked out. I held Makarov's shoulder as he walked me down. I heard small gasps and murmurs of how beautiful I am but I personally though Cana looked better. 

She stood there with her eyes on me in awe. Flower her hair seeing as she had put it in a pony. She looked absolutely amazing. 

Makarov gave my hands to Cana and then walked to his seat. The Preacher began and Cana and I looked at each other. Cana looked down for a moment and looked at my wrists. "She looked back up at me with wide eyes. 

"You're not wearing makeup on them!" She whispered. I smiled and nodded. She looked so happy about it. I felt her rub my wrist a bit and then looked back at the preacher. 

"Now the vows." He said and motioned toward Cana. 

"Y/n. I don't know where to begin. You are my lover and my teacher, You are my model and my accomplice, And you are my true counterpart. I will love you, hold you and honor you, I will respect you, encourage you and cherish you, In health and sickness, Through sorrow and success, For all the days of my life.I promise to love and care for you, and I will try in every way to be worthy of your love. I will always be honest with you, kind, patient and forgiving. I promise to try to be on time. But most of all, I promise to be a true and loyal friend to you. I love you."

I smiled at her and waited for the Preacher let me say mine. 

"Cana. You're the reason I'm her to do to say I do and marry you. You helped through my darkest times and were my rock win I needed you the most. On this day, I give you my heart, My promise, That I will walk with you, Hand in hand, Wherever our journey leads us, Living, learning, loving, Together, Forever. I promise to be your lover, companion, and friend, Your partner in parenthood, Your ally in conflict, Your greatest fan, and your toughest adversary. Your comrade in adventure, Your student, and your teacher, Your consolation in disappointment, Your accomplice in mischief. This is my sacred vow to you, my equal in all things. All things."

She smiled back at me both of our eyes had tears in them. 

"I now pronounce you, spouses. You may now kiss." 

Everyone clapped as we closed the gap between us and kissed. 

Mira P.O.V

A wave of sadness washed over me as I watched Y/n and Cana kiss. I clapped and acted happily but in the inside, i was dying. I felt horrible and guilty. She could have died because of my stupid decisions. I should never have cheated. I might have still had her, and maybe even be in Cana place.

(Time Skip) Few years

I looked down at my wrists seeing Cana rub the scars as she talked. She loved rubbing them I don't know why but she does. I stopped covering them up when I finally realized it. 

"Yes." I heard Laxus rough voice. I looked up with happiness filled in my eyes. "Really?" I asked extremely happy. "Of course it's the most I could do. Just as long as Cana is like 200% okay with this. I don't need my dick to be cut off." He said with a chuckle. "Yes, she's okay with it and is fine with this all," I said and looked over at her as she just nodded. "Well then let's find a date as soon as possible I can tell you really want that baby." I smiled at the thought

A few months back Cana brought up children and began to talk about how she wanted some. I agreed with her and we talked about more. We agreed I would be the one giving birth. We began to talk about some people we want as the father to be when I brought up Laxus. It took a lot of convincing but I eventually convinced her and here we are. Laxus agreed and now I and Cana are overfilled with joy and the news. 

I looked at me and saw Mira looking over at us and smiled at her smiling a bit. She smiled back and I watched and saw the few tears that ran down her face as she looked down a cleared the bar. I felt a bit sad. Mira doesn't deserve that. I slowly got up and walked over to her. 

She looked up at me with tears in her eyes. She just couldn't keep them in so I walked over to her and hugged her. She held me tightly and cried into my shoulder. I just stood there holding her and rubbing her back. 

Eventually, she stopped and I pulled away from her. "Don't cry over me. Move on. I'm not worth your tears." I said and she nodded I gave her one more hug and then walked away. I grabbed Cana's hand and we walked out of the guild and made out way home talking. 

I love her.

She Loves me. 

I couldn't have wished for anything better. 

SOOOO HOW DID YOU LIKE?? ILL BE HONEST I CRIED MAKING THIS. MULTIPUL TIME ACTUALLY. BUT I HOPE YOU ENJOYED!! OH AND SORRY MY CHAPTER HAVNT PUBLISHED WATTPAD DEDCDED TO DELETE THEM INSTEAD OF PUBLISH THEM AND I MADE A TOTAL OF 6!!! WICH SUCKED!!! BUT I HOPE THIS MAKES UP FOR IT!!!