Y/N is woken up by a sound outside of her room, yawning before hearing a louder sound followed by someone shouting in pain. She scoffs as she realizes that someone fell down. She rubs her eyes to see that her closet door was open, all of her clothes had been taken off of the hangers and were nowhere to be found. She hurries to her dresser, seeing that it was empty as well, all of her clothes had just disappeared without her knowledge.

I swear to fuck if my room mate is pulling some sick joke I'm going to beat her ass.

She angrily opens her door to find Jin and Taehyung standing in the kitchen, along with boxes upon boxes of her stuff all packed up. Her eye twitches as she makes contact with Taehyung who was laughing at Jin's body on the ground.

"That's not funny, Tae. The box could have fallen with me and could have crushed me to death." Jin whines.

"Hey sleeping beauty, nice work we've done here huh?" Taehyung smiles.

"What do you think you're doing, Kim Taehyung?" She says.

"A-Actually, it was my idea, Y/N." Jin says from the floor.

She pushes her glare to Jin who shrinks back, trying to make himself gone in the moment.

"Why?" She sneers.

"Don't get mad at him, Y/N, I agreed to go through with it. You need to move on, it hurts me to know that you changed because of what happened. It's been 3 years, it's time to let him go. It's time to pick yourself up and move on. Please just let me help you." Taehyung says.

"You told him." Y/N states.

"Yeah, you need help and you're refusing mine so what else am I supposed to do?" Taehyung asks.

She stays quiet, leaning against the door frame, not realizing that she had been making him this frustrated with her.

"I'm sorry." She says quietly.

Taehyung helps Jin off of the floor and they stand a few feet from her with their arms crossed, huffing from the work they had done.

"There's no need to apologize, Y/N, you just need to be shown that there's more to life than sitting in the dark all the time. Don't you miss the person you used to be?" Jin asks, slightly moving closer to her.

"The person I used to be was the person who killed someone." Y/N replies.

"And that wasn't your fault, Y/N. Have you really thought about your experience? Was there a reason your father was protecting you when you went into that ditch? Maybe to protect you from impact yes, but what made him swerve? Was there another car, an animal maybe?" Jin pushes.

She didn't want to go through the painful memories but Jin had a point so she tilted her head as she tries to remember what had happened. She vividly remembers as the car suddenly jerks to the side, her father hurrying to unbuckle his seat belt to lean over her body as multiple antlers flash across her vision. She looks up at Jin, her eyes starting to gloss over.

"You remembered something didn't you?" He asks.

She nods, covering her mouth so she wouldn't break down in front of him.

"You've been living with all of this guilt when it's really not your fault at all, Y/N. There is no more reason to think you're the reason any of this happened. It's time to get up and move on with your life, your father would not want you living the way you are now. Do you understand what I'm saying? Are you willing to allow us to help you make your life better?" Jin asks.

"I-I don't know. I understand but I don't know if I'm ready for this." Y/N sniffs, tears slowly starting to fall from her eyes.

"Of course, no one is truly ready to get over whatever they're dealing with. Which is why you have this, right?" Jin points her necklace.

She nods and presses it against her chest, trying not to throw herself into a panic attack.

"Taehyung has been telling me that you suffer from panic attacks, is that right?" Jin asks.

She nods once again and brings herself to look at Taehyung who had his head down, looking as if he was crying as well.

"Hey, look at me, this is us right now, no need to worry about anyone else right now. This is about you and how we're going to help you get better. Your panic attacks are caused by memories, so in order to stop having them, we need to get rid of the bad memories. You need to let go of everything, keeping the memory of your father still there but you need to remember the good times, not just the bad." Jin explains.

She brings her eyes back to Jin who was smiling at her, reminding her a bit of the way her father used to smile down at her.

"H-How do I do th-that?" She hiccups.

"Well, you've got the power to do that. Take a deep breath and let it go, let it all out. Will you cry? Yes. Will there be a lot of painful memories? Yes. But you know what? That's what we all have to do in order to let go. You haven't dealt with this grief in a healthy way, if you relive all of the painful memories and let them all go, you will feel better." Jin says.

"Re-relive?" Y/N asks, feeling a bit small in the room.

"You have to go to the bridge, you need to forgive yourself and accept that everything that had happened, was not your fault." Jin says.

She blinks at his words, really feeling like she was about to pass out yet she stayed in her place, just staring at him.

"And if I do this, then I'll be cured or whatever?" She asks.

"Well, not right away. You need to start acting like you want this, like you want to change. And we're starting with your clothes, all of this is going to be donated. We're going to the bridge, just me and you. After we get it all out and you're feeling better, we're going to pick up Taehyung and start shopping for new clothes." Jin says with a smile.

"But I don't have the money for that." Y/N says.

"Well, it's a good thing I do. Now help us get these boxes to my car." Jin says.

~~~

Taehyung paces around his room, worrying about why Y/N and Jin were taking so long. He wanted to be there for his sister but Jin insisted that she needed to do this on her own and Taehyung reluctantly agreed to stay out of it until after. He stops and checks his phone for the millionth time before going into the living room to plop himself down on the couch with a huff.

"Yo, Tae, relax, Jin knows what he's doing. He didn't go to school for 8 years for nothing." Namjoon chuckles.

"Yeah I know he knows what he's doing but Y/N's been to many many therapists before and they didn't work so I'm just worried that nothing's working and she's having a panic attack while at the bridge. I don't want her to get hurt and I just can't stand not knowing." Taehyung says.

"Maybe you need Jin too. Relax man, everything's fine." Jungkook says as he walks into the room.

Taehyung doesn't say anything as his phone vibrates, taking it out with hopeful eyes to only see a stupid email from one of his professors. He throws the phone beside him and rubs his eyes, taking a deep breath.

"Taehyung, let's go!" A voice from the front door says.

He looks up to see that Jin was standing in the doorway, stepping aside to make room for him as he jumps up to go through the door.

"Wow, hell of a way to say goodbye." Yoongi grumbles, almost being run over as he comes out of his room.

"Sorry Hyung! Bye!" Taehyung apologizes as he runs down the stairs to get into Jin's car.

He stops when he sees Y/N's silhouette in the back seat, encouraging himself to go faster to see her. He opens the back door to see a tear streaked Y/N looking back at him, sniffing with a small smile on her face. Her necklace was gone, making Taehyung furrow his eyebrows in confusion.

"I emptied out the ashes and buried the necklace next to the ditch." She smiles.

"Wow, that's...that's really...you really did that?" Taehyung asks, surprised that she actually did it.

"Yeah, it was time, you know? Jin told me that just because he's gone doesn't mean that he's gone in my heart. When I dumped out the ashes, Tae, I could feel him there with me. I set him free, Taehyung, his ashes were carried away with the wind and he became free." She smiles at him.

He smiles back, becoming proud of his little sister finally moving on. He reaches in to give her a hug before going into the front seat. Jin comes back into the car and looks back at Y/N who was still sniffing a bit before turning to Taehyung.

"Alright, Y/N, you ready for a makeover?" Jin asks.

"As ready as I'll ever be, let's go Jin." She smiles.

Taehyung smiles, a tear falling out his eye as he never thought he'd see that smile again.

That's my Y/N.