YOONGI'S POV.

Jungkook is not like before, I can see the change in him. He's more distant and is avoiding me a lot. Whenever I approach him, and put my hands on his shoulders, he'll try to get away from my grip. Sometimes because of this, I can't control my sexual tensions.

He is my lover, kind of my sakes lover. Like, I mostly use him for my desires. Sex. No strings attached. It's frustrating for me to see him being alone in his thoughts. He's very stressed and anxious for past two days.

When we sleep, he doesn't even touch me or come closer to me. I miss his touches and body. We both had taken leave from the university as very are messed up with everything. And wanted to sort out things. But in here, seeing Jungkook being away from me, is like...why did I even take leave from the university.

Now, he is right in front me, Reading a novel casually as if nothing happened. One side, I'm relieved to see him doing somewhat fine. And on the other side, I'm frustrated to see him avoiding me.

I went near him to talk about this. Yes, I can't handle this anymore. As I was making my way to him. The door bell went off. I sighed annoyed and went to the door and opened it up. It was a postman.

"Sir, there's a post for Mr. Jeon Jungkook. Is he here?." He asked me politely.

"Yes, he's here. I'm his boyfriend. I'll sign it for him."

"Sure! Sir." He handed me the post and I signed on the slip. The postman bowed to me left.

What's this post? That too from Taehyung. I touched it to find what's inside it. And I felt some papers and something solid like a circle. I went up to Jungkook to handover the post to him.

"Yah, kook. There's a post for you." He got up from the seat, removed his glasses and marched towards me.

"What is it hyung?" He asked me taking the post from me.

I shrugged my shoulders. "I don't know it's from your doctor husband."

"What Taehyung sent me a post? What did he even send me? Jungkook sat on the chair nearby, and  opened the letter hurriedly. 

And the next moment, we both froze at what we just witnessed. Taehyung has sent him 'divorce decree papers. Along with his...'wedding ring'.

"Damn kook. He has sent you this? What you're gonna do now?." I asked him patiently, hoping that he'll not leave me.

"No, no! This can't be happening. He can't leave me. I'm not signing this. How can he do this to me? How can he leave me? How can I be without my children? No, I'm not leaving him." He took Taehyung's wedding ring and held it closer to his chest.

Kook, started to pace around in tension. And there I was standing like, what the hell is happening in here?!

"Kook, what are you doing? Aren't you going to divorce him? You were anticipating for this moment right? And why not sign it and get done with this matter? I asked him with anger laced in my voice.

He didn't answer me right away. He went towards the window, looking out for a while. After some 2 mins, he turned to me. Taking a deep breath and the next moment made me so shocked as those words fell from his mouth.

"Hyung, I don't wanna be with you anymore. It's over."

"Kook, wh-what? You serious? If this is some kind of prank. Stop with it. I don't believe you." I started to paced around, grabbing my hair, messing it up.

"Hyung, I'm not joking around. I'm serious. I've been thinking about breaking up with you for past few days. And I think this is the right time to do."

"Kook, you can't do this to me. We were happy. And we both wanted this to happen, to divorce Taehyung and to start a new life with me. But, what are you saying? Since when did you fall in love with him?

"Hyung, remember the day I left you in middle of having sex? That was the day I realized his love for me. I went to pub to flush out my mind. There, I saw him being all alone. He is hella drunk. I took him out of the pub. There on the streets, he cried his heart out in pain, letting out all his pains being of being cheated, not being loved, hurt, agony and many more."

"Hyung, through that I got to know how much he loves me. That moment is still fresh in my mind. He never drinks. As a doctor, he pledged that he won't drink. But see what happened because of me. I failed to embrace him and his love. He was there for me, even when I treated him hrashly, badly, not even giving him my piece of mind. Yet, he was with me. So hyung, I'm ending everything wih you."

"Wow kook! Just wow. You are leaving me? Great. Go ahead. I'm not gonna stop you. Be happy."

"Also, hyung." He came near me. Dangerously close, his gaze intimidating me.

"I do know that, you're using me for your sexual desires. And I used you too. So, don't beat it up. You just call me lover/boyfriend for sakes. I'm not that much fool, to not understand this."

I didn't say anything. He went upstairs, grabbed all his belongings that he brought few days ago, grabbed his car keys, his coat and came towards me.

"Find someone, fall in with him, love him with your whole heart and accept him for who he is. Never cheat again. I realized my mistakes. And I hope, you'll realized it soon. Fall in love with someone you love. If you don't love that person, don't make his life miserable by marrying him. Think wisely hyung."

With that he went towards the main door, befor he stepped out. He turned towards me and said...

"Bye hyubg, take care and call me if anything happens. We can be good friends too. Be happy hyung."

With that he left the house, closing the door softly.

"Always be happy Jungkook." I wished for him in my thoughts and carried on with my works.

I had a good time with you Jungkook...