JUNGKOOK'S POV.

Finally! We got rid of our terrible lives and now, we both can live happily without any fear or problems." Yoongi hyung beamed with happiness and relief, as we entered his house. He is not at all affected by the problems and events that happened few moments ago.

We both came to the living room. I scanned all around and found many photos of Yoongi,Jimin and Si-yeon, hanging all on the walls of  living room, so beautifully. It reminds me of Ji-tae and Jae-Kuk.

"Hyung, those photos are so good. You are gonna keep them right?."

"Why should I keep them, kook? Their chapters in my life is over. And I don't need them back." Yoongi said casually, not caring about anything.

"Hyung, I do know that you don't give a damn about Jimin. But, don't you care about Si-yeon?" I asked him worriedly.

"Kook, she was my accidental daughter. Of course, I cared for her and did everything for her. But, understand that I did that for sakes of getting Jimin pregnant my mistake. That little infant didn't deserve this. So, I had to take care of her. Now, it's all done, that I don't have to worry about her".

"Hyung..."

"Just shut up kook. It's all over, understand that. Ok! Don't piss me off. I'm already stressed with the stuffs that has happened now. So, just stop with everything."

"Bu-but hyung. How can you be like that. Atleast, care for your daughter. She's yours too."

"Kook you can be my lover, but that doesn't mean that I'll listen to what you say. I'm not like your Taehyung to obey you and listen to you. In here, you'll listen to me and do as I say. Got it?."

"Yes, hyung." I said lowering my head.

"Good. And now, I'll be leaving to university. I have some work to do. I'll be coming home by evening or before dinner. Just do whatever you want and stay safe."

With that hyung went up for a shower. He got dressed up in formals. He came down to kitchen, had some bananas and grabbed his car keys, heading towards the door. Before leaving, he turned to me and said...

"Kook, things will be different from now on. Try to adapt to it." And then he left.

I was in the living room, sitting on the couch. Silence filling up the space. I've never been like this. If I had married the person whom I loved, Taehyung and Jimin would've been happy now.

I tried to fall in love with Taehyung and to live a happy life with him. But, I wasn't able to do that. All my attempts were failure. Taehyung is such a beautiful soul. He is indeed an angel. And here I am, not being able to embrace that angel in my arms.

I've hurted him, millions and trillions of times and yet, he was with me. And now getting to know that I cheated on him, would've surely broken his heart.

When I received all the slaps that he gave, I was able to see the hurt in his eyes, that held so much pain within it. The pain of loving someone so deeply, staying loyal to them, and in the end all they got was miserable agony.

The relationship between me and Yoongi hyung is completely different. We were like pills for eachother to escape from the lives we live. Mostly, it was physical. Sex.

Ji-tae and Jae-kuk, are my precious children. Even though they're grown up. They're still babies for me. I'm so proud of them, both are so smart and intelligent. They always do good. And I'm happy that me and Taehyung raised them up very well, inspite of our unhappy married life.

But today, my children broke my heart. They see me as an cheater, indeed I am. But hearing those words from them shattered me. I can't be without them. Never. And now, they don't want to see me at all.

As I was drowned in my thoughts, I didn't notice that it was already evening. I got up and went to hyung's room. There in his closet, I scanned for some clothes. I found only hyung's clothes. Jimin's clothes and accessories are nowhere to be seen. Then I went up to their washroom, bedside drawyers, cupboards, dressing table. Only hyung's things were there. So, I grabbed some clothes and showered.

After showering, I got out of his room and as I was on my way down, I found Jimin's room. It was more different than hyung's room. I didn't want to evade into his room. So, I just peeked inside and took a look of it. It was more lively than hyung's room.

So, they were living and sleeping separately.

I didn't have the appetite to have something. So, I went to hyung's room to rest for a while. As I was sleeping, I felt some hands on my thighs. I slowly opened my eyes and found hyung hovering over me.

"Looks like my baby is tired. But baby, you can't rest now. Let me devour you." Hyung said smirking at me. He got up, loosening his tie. Unbuttoning his shirt and made his way to me. Kneeling on the bed, until his thighs reached my sides.

He dimmered the room light to soft dim shade. It was kinda dark, yet I was able to see his pale, smirking face. In matter of seconds, he ripped of my clothes and sucked on my neck. He kissed me deeply. Making me a moaning mess.

He placed buttery kisses all over my chest and on my stomach. When he reached me pants, he looked straight into my eyes and undid the pants button with his teeth and pulled that down. He was on fire.

He slammed right into me without any warning. I was starting to lose control. But I felt something was wrong. I'm regretting things I did to Taehyung and to my children. No, this can't happen. I don't want to do this with Yoongi. No!

"No!" I pushed to hyung abruptly making him to yell out.

"Yah! Kook. What has gotten into you? Why did you push me off?."

"Hyung, I can't do this. Not now."

"Why is that? You can't leave me like this."

"Not in mood." I replied bluntly.

"Not in mood? Fuck you."

"Hyung just have something and go to sleep."  With that I went to his closet, got dressed up and left the room. Leaving hyung who is yelling out loudly. I reached the main door and shut the door harshly.

I want to flush out my mind. So, I headed to the nearby pub.