TAEHYUNG’S POV.

I was just standing at the corner of the room, looking at the scene that is happening in front of my eyes. Jungkook is getting ready to leave to France. He didn’t even glance at me or gave me a minute of attention. He was just packing his stuffs like clothes, toiletries, things to keep him warm and many other stuffs. After being done with packing, he grabbed a towel and went off to have a shower. And after sometime he came out and got up dressed. He took his suitcase and went out of the room, not even acknowledging my presence in the room.

I followed him back, he went to kitchen and grabbed some juice. He gulped it down and dragged his suitcase along him. He reached the door and unlocked it. And stepped out of the house, not sparing me a goodbye or said to be careful and take care of our children.

Am I hurt? Nah. Of course it fucking hurts!!

What did I ever do to him to be like this? I did everything I can, being a good husband to him, taking care of him and children, looking after home despite working in a dangerous lifesaving field, understanding him and giving him the space, he wants. But at least he can treat me as a human right? We even give slight smile and respect to people who are unknown, just to be kind. But he is being like such a stone hearted person to me.

I loved him with all my heart and still now. When I saw him for the first time, something said he said he is the one for me. I didn’t even deny for feelings for him. I accepted him right away. His parents are sweetest and kind people I’ve ever known. Seeing them will always makes happy and warm.

But now, I’m sitting here hoping that he will change one day and accept me as I am. I think that never happens. Sometimes I even think of going to him and tell him…

“Go and be with someone who will make you and keep you happy. Please divorce me and spend your valuable time with someone who makes your life worthful to life.” I wish to tell him this sometime. I will definitely tell him this.

I’m tired of waiting for him to change and love me the way I deserve to be loved. He’s teaching me to be alone without him. of course, I mastered it. All of a sudden, my phone went off, distracting form my thoughts.

“Hello, Kim Taehyung here.”

“Doctor, your patient Park Aera is having wheezing, medications are not working on her. Please come soon.” With that I rushed out of my home grabbing all my stuffs and car keys. And reached hospital within 10 mins.