I hate my self....I'm so selfish...ugly...weird...psychopath....depressed....emo bitch....anger issues....rude selfish bastard....I just wanna end ny self for past 3 days right know....I just need someone to just us know be on rp book role-playing until they sleep....dam I feel stupid...I can't handle life....geez...I'm not independent like my mother said.....

She's right....kids are right irl...at. my school......even if I was out in public .....people just fucking say" oh! She's such a sweet Angel! Then someone talk behind my back"oh that's the girl who looks so emo and a freak".

DAMMIT JESUS!!!!? You RUIN MY YEAR OF A TEENAGER!! Jon  I just wanna....die....fuck this...