Chapter Two~ If you're wondering why I suddenly decided to post the second chapter, because I wanted to update the same time in my account in fanfiction :3. Or maybe not? It depends in my mood.

Please comment~ Thank you :). I don't even know about this system~ So different and unfamiliar at the same time. Can you guys teach me how :3? Thank you :D

Chapter 2: Dreams and Nightmares~

While America is walking through the long hallway, there's one particular destination he has in mind. The hallway is empty and only his shoes made some noises. He thinks deeply, wondering where to find his beloved England. He smiled with his rare true smile. Everyone knows that when he smiles truthfully, America only thinks of England. He really missed his former caretaker and former brother. At first, he wants a time machine to change his history, but he will see his painful and happy memories if he does so. Sometimes, he thought changing the history is against God's rules; But he will break it for the sake of his loved one. He only wants England to love him back, not as a brother, but as a lover. He sighs sadly. He wants to die with England.

Alas, he cannot because he knows England wants him to live. Heck, he even saw how overprotective England is back in his colony days. He will do his last wishes. If a time machine is impossible, how about a machine that goes in different world? It's been centuries since he thought to build that kind of machine. The machine specialty is going to the different world. Of course, they use technology and magic to build that machine; That's what his plan though. He believes in magic since he was young. He didn't know why though because he wont remember it. Maybe it is because it was one of his happy memories of England.

He thought deeply, trying to remember what it is. He sighed and decided to give up because he was tired. When he was finally in front his room, he opened the door, walked three steps forward, and closed it behind him. The room was dark, like him. If he was in the dark place, he feels at home. The darkness welcomes him, but he was tired, feeling the darkness inside him; Lonely, cold, suffering and pain. That's how he felt. He can see his dark room very well. He put his bomber jacket beside the door, and he knows there's a chair there. He walk towards to his queen size bed, put his glasses beside his bed on top of his night table with a phone on top, too, open the sheet on his bed, untie his brown combat boots, pulls it off, wear off his sock and put it inside his combat boots, and lay on his bed. He didn't want to change his clothes because he knows he will go outside anyway. He covers his body with his red sheet to give him some little warmth, closes his eyes, and went to sleep.

Inside his Dreams

Little America's POV~

"Hey, America." said the short, slim, blonde, messy hair with lime-green eyes. He was holding his left hand on the child's right hand. The other blonde has ahoge sticking up stubbornly and sky blue eyes looked at the teenager curiously.

"What is it, England?" I said curiously while looking at him. England wasn't looking at me, but he was looking above the sky. They decided to stroll around in the woods while walking on the brown road with grasses here and there on each side of the road and some flowers. The breeze blows softly while their blonde hairs swaying. England's eyes suddenly closed while feeling the fresh breeze. I only looked at him in awe. England lime-green eyes opens while he looks at me with a sweet smile.

"Do you believe in magic?" asked England tenderly. I nodded immediately and cheerfully.

"Un! You said your fairy friends were pretty! But..." I said while thinking very hard with a frown and looking at my shoes in a sudden interest.

"But?" Encouraged England so that I can continue to talk. While England looked at me curiously, my sky blue eyes sparked filled with adoration, looking at him.

"You're the only one and the most beautiful nation I've seen England!" I continued cheerfully filled with adoration. England's cheeks turn scarlet red while scratching his free hand on his cheek and looking at me filled with embarrassment.

"T-Thank you." stuttered England while looking at me in seconds, but he turns serious suddenly. Seeing England looking at me seriously, I tilted my head with confusion and I immediately think that I did something wrong.

"America..." said England seriously. Hearing his serious voice, I felt that I'm in trouble, so I flinched.

"W-What is it, England? Did I do something wrong?" I asked with a stutter and I immediately look on the ground to avoid his gaze. Seeing me feeling uncomfortable, England smiled at me gently. Of course, I never know it because I only watched behind them like a ghost, not seeing me and not existing. England kneel on the ground, stops holding my tiny hand and places his both hands on my shoulder gently to comfort me. I looked at him curiously and saw England soft face while looking at me.

"Lad, you didn't do anything wrong." comfort England.

"Really? Then why are you looking at me seriously, England?" I asked curiously. England chuckled with a sudden blush on his cheeks.

"Are you sick? Your face turns red a lot lately." I continued in concern. England's lime-green eyes looked at the ground in a suddenly interest while he was still blushing.

"N-No. I'm not sick...I just wanted to say awhile back is...you shouldn't tell pretty to me as a compliment because I'm a boy." lectured England and looked at me in embarrassed. I looked at him with an 'o' on my mouth, as I finally understand what he says.

"I see. But your still pretty, England" I cheerfully and stubbornly said. England sweat dropped while he falls in animated style. England suddenly stood up immediately while he holds my hand again

"I-I see...Let's just move on and walk, shall we? I got a surprise for you," said England to change the subject while looking at me with a smile. I bounced filled with excitement by hearing the 'surprise' words.

"What is it!? What is it!?" I said energetically. England only chuckled.

"You will see soon; It's a surprise after all," said England secretly. I only pouted.

"Not fair!" I said, and then I began to sulk. England's hand suddenly pulled my tiny hand to move on while he walks hurriedly and looked straight ahead. Started, I looked at England curiously.

"If we don't hurry up, you'll never find out sooner or later." said England while he looks straights ahead, not looking at me.

"Un!" I replied cheerfully while I smiled happily.

When we suddenly stops walking, I looked at England curiously. England was picking something on his pocket and finally found he was looking for. When he pulled out, it was a blindfold. England turned and looked at me.

"What are you doing with that, England? And why the sudden stop?" I asked curiously while tilting my head. England only grins and walks behind me.

"It's a surprise. I need to cover your eyes just a few minutes, America; You mustn't peek while I covered your eyes a few minutes, got it?" ordered England. When my eyes finally covered by the soft, white fabric, I nodded as an answer filled with excitement and joy. Suddenly, I heard foot steps and I feel the body warmth in front of me, and then I heard some unknown language whispering softly. Surprised, I feel something warm pressed on his forehead, and I know that England kissed on my forehead again. I pouted.

"What's that for, England?" I complain, England only chuckled.

"It's a preparation to see them properly, America." informed England. England holds my tiny hands and dragged me away gently while walking forward.

"Are we there yet?" I inquired impatiently.

"Almost." informed England. When I step two forward and bumps England's back, I fall on the ground and landed on it with my poor butt.

"Ow..." I said in pain.

"Are you alright?" asked England in concern. England helped me stood up and cleaned my pants to dust off the dirt on my pants.

"I'm fine," I said with a pout while I nurses my butt to ease the pain I got. England only chuckled. And then, England walks behind my back and unravel the knot on the blindfold. I hummed happily while I waited to see the surprise England got from me. When I only saw darkness in my sight, it turns brighter while I shielded my eyes to unjust my sight by using my right hand. When my sight turns back to normal and let down my hand, I saw amazing things and creatures for the first time in my life. I looked at the field of flowers with different colors, it's not only that; The most amazing sight is the creatures flying on top of the flowers while they dance and sing cheerfully: It's a fairy. I even saw two unicorns sitting on the lone tree while watching the fairies dance and sing.

"Awesome~" I said filled with amazement. England chuckled softly and walked beside me while he patted his left hand on my right shoulder. I looked at him gleefully. England only smiled at me tenderly.

"Why don't you play with them? They will gladly play with you since they know you a long time ago." encouraged England.

"Really!?" I asked in bewilderment and asked his permission at the same time. England only nodded as an answer while he smiled at me. I ran off in the field while I laughed childishly. England watches them play, and then he walked toward the lone tree and joined the unicorns to watched over them. He was in the middle while the unicorns were sitting side by side. While I looked at England, I only saw a smiling England, looking at me with his peaceful look. My heart skip a beat. I didn't know what kind of emotion this is. I'm confused, but I decided to shrugged it off. But the only important thing is...I want my brother to be happy with me.

I watches the scenery with my real smile about one of my happiest memories of England, and I finally remembers why I believed in magic, and then my happy dreams suddenly change.

Dead body littered on the ground: A British and American soldiers. It was raining heavily with loud thunder flashes. I saw myself crying my eyes out while whispering sorry many times filled with anguish, hugging my dead former brother and caretaker, I know why I apologized to him with reasons behind it;

I'm sorry I left you behind. I'm sorry I didn't protect you because I'm supposed to be a hero who will save you all, but the most important Nation I'll save is you, the most important Nation is only you, and you only. I'm sorry I hurt you. I'm sorry I didn't confess you immediately before you die. But I will never apologized to you that I never regret my decision to be free from you and became as your equal. If I didn't rebel, you will only think me as your little brother; it wont do. There are two reasons why I left you: 1) I feel the pain of my people, so I will save them like a hero would do and be freed by your rules; and lastly, 2) I want to be equal as you so that I can do whatever I want; the only thing I want is to become your lover.

Suddenly, the scene changes again. It replays how England died many times. Killing British soldiers. Many red liquid spilled on the ground until it pooled and mixed with the rain. The war cry. The awful smell of deceased. The gun shot. The men crying with pain. The dark sky crying heavily with thunder flashes loudly. Me and England, talking each other until England was shot on his head in front of me. England smiling at me with his last smile. It replays over and over again. I didn't know how many times it replays. I laughed with sorrowful voice. It makes me crazy! I was so tired watching this many times, and I wanted my England back.

Dreams ended~

Suddenly, I opened my eyes with tears spilling out. I was laying on my queen size bed. All of my surroundings were dark. Yes, Dark, like a hero turns into a villain. In my past when England was still alive, my world is full of sunshine. When England died, my world turns dark. I sat down straight while my red sheet pooled under me. Suddenly, I laughed crazily while my tears suddenly spilled out and I put my left hand on left face, gripping my face as my tears and laughter continued. I feel alone. No one understands me. I want my England back. Want. Want. Yes. I think it is time the others to feel the pain I got for today. I stop laughing while my tears continues to spill, and then I let my hand falls and landed on the soft red sheet. Someday, England. I will find you. You will never escape. You will never left me again. You will be my side forever. If you resists, I will put you inside my room and chain you there by force so that you can't leave me behind. I will be seeing your peaceful sleeping face again like the old times we slept together since I was a child. I wiped my tears and cracked a smile. I pick up my glasses on the night table beside my bed and wore it.

"I guess...It is time to 'play' with my dear 'friend'." I chuckled with a sweet smile. I don't want to be the only one who was miserable. Beside the bed is my night table with a phone. I pick the phone and dialed the familiar number. When it began to ring, someone picks it up immediately.

"M-Mr. A-America. Wh-what is it that you want, sir?" asked the familiar voice. He sounds scared on the phone. I chuckled darkly.

"Lithuania, open Russia's door. It's time to play a game with me and him." I ordered him in monotone.

"Yes, Mr. America, sir." replied Lithuania. I suddenly hung the phone without saying goodbye. I stood up and let my sheet fall on the ground. I wore my sock and combat boots immediately, and I walked toward the door but stop. I grabbed something beside the door, and it was my bomber jacket. Beside the door, there is a comfy chair. I wore my brown, bomber jacket as I opened the door, walked forward and closed it, and then I walked toward my destination. I smiled cheerfully, and everyone knows it was fake.

'Maybe I should stop by to the magic and technology room after I finished playing with Russia~?' I thought cheerfully. Inside my favorite room is full of torture weaponry. My most favorite scream is North Italy. It was kind of funny hearing his scream and begs me to stop.

'Maybe I should change my playmate? Nah, Russia is fun to play with. I liked the defiant look of his; it reminds me of England~ Oh, also his scream, even though he never begs.' I thought changing my mind one place to another until I finally decide my decision.

"Russia it is!" I said cheerfully and loudly. I finally decided who my playmate is. While I was finally in front of my destination, I opened the door and saw his defiant, angry purple eyes looking at me, beige-blond hair, and childish face with prominent nose. Russia is chain by both of his hands on the wall, wearing only his own Russia's flag boxer. Even thought I hit him many times, there's not a single scratched or wounds adored on his skin.

'Because we are Nation.' I thought with an answer and sighed inside my mind in disappointed.

"Yoh, Commie-bastard! Let's play a game, shall we?" I asked with a grinned. Russia's dark aurora suddenly burst and smiled at me childishly.

"Kolkolkolkol. You'll pay one day for what you've done to me, America." He said in venom with a smile. I ignored him as always, and I know he was pissed, but I don't even care though. I decided to play with him with my beloved whip. I went to the wooden cabinet beside the door and opened it; it has full of weapons. I pick the black whip. The room was dark, and the only source of light was the open door. I'm too lazy to switch on the lights. That's why I like to put my things beside for the beginning. Since I was facing the cabinet full of weaponry, I turned and grinned at Russia, showing my toy to him. Russia only smiled at me with his dark aurora bursting out; and it pisses me off.

'I'll wipe that smiling face off of his.' I thought and chuckled darkly. I walked toward him, and then I started hitting him with a smile on my face.

Tbc~