Suga's POV

My heart beats were abnormally fast as I reached for the knob.

Will she still trust me?

I twisted the knob. But I heard her talking to someone.

I leaned my ears on the door.

"I will know if he cheats on me Namjoon."

My eyebrows furrowed. Her words stabbed my heart. How can I tell her?

But most of all, who's Namjoon?

I continue listening.

"I trust him so much. And I love him. I know he won't do that to me..NO! He can't! And he won't!"

Her tone raised as if she's in an argument.

I could not help it anymore so I opened the door already.

My jaw dropped.

I saw her sitting on the couch facing her left side. I was surprise she doesn't have a phone in her hand nor a guest.

Her eyes met mine.

"YOONGI! YOU'RE HOME!" She ran towards me throwing her arms around me.

"I missed you Yoongi." She said pouting.

Heartache.

She slowly pulled away. My eyes fixed on the ground.

"What's the matter Yoongi?"

Tears formed in my eyes.

She didn't even bothered smelling my clothes or even inspected it. I've seen a few red stains probably from Yuna's lip stick. She didn't even care if my clothes were ruffled.

How can I break her like this?

Soon enough, tears discovered my face.

Nami lifted my face and frowned when she saw me cry.

"Why?" She asked almost whispering.

I placed my hand over hers. Squeezing it. Holding onto it tight.

"I'm so sorry Nami."

She looked at me. Completely puzzled.

"I know you have a hundred reason's to quit on me after I say this. But I want to assure you that I have a thousand reason not to give up."

"I know it sounds selfish. But for me to have you is not as easy as I want. But I gotta struggle to get what I really want. And that is for you to stay Nami."

"I would be a hypocrite if I tell you it wasn't my fault. "

Nami's eyes watered. "You know that nothing hurts more than being disappointer by that single person you thought would never hurt you right? I'm already in pain seeing you like this Yoongi. Just tell it."

I breathed deeply. Holding my tears back, I placed my hand over Nami's shoulder.

"I..I slept with Yuna last night."

She broke down crying. But her face changed as she wipe her tears. Then laughed.

"Sleepover?" Her voice trembled, forcing herself to smile. But her eyes won't hide her true emotions.

And I know it. I pulled her closer to me. Her head on my chest.

Maybe, in this way. She'll know that her name, my heart shouts. She kept crying. I too, can't stop crying. Crying because I was so stupid. Crying because of everything I've done.

I couldn't talk more. I could not find the right words to tell her. To even apologize. I'm ashamed of myself.

I can take any consequences. Just not loosing her. I can't afford to loose her.

Sniffles and sobs filled the room. We were both quiet.

Until the door banged open.