Be Her Friend

Chelsea's POV

Jimin sat up. Probably annoyed by the ticking of my heels across our room.

He squinted his eyes. "Why such a hurry baby?"

I sat in front of the mirror. "I'm dropping at Nami's place babe."

He just watched me doing my make up hurriedly. I faced him as I finish putting my lipstick on.

He gave me a smile. Hiding those beautiful eyes adorably.

"I like that color babe. Fits you so well. Makes me wanna kiss you." He stoods up. Dropping the sheets. Exposing his perfectly carved chocolate abs because he's only wearing boxers.

He walked towards me and leaned down to wrap his arounds my neck. We both stared at our reflection.

"Take care baby. And be back before dinner." He reminded. Then kissed my ear down to my jawline.

I giggled. "Arasso."

**

I searched for Jimin's black Lamborghini. He's kinda sensitive with his cars. Makes me kinda jealous too.

I relaxed on the seat. Leaning my back on the seat. Moving my fingers alternately on my grip to the handwheel.

Debating if I should tell her or not.
If I tell her..will she be better? Ugh. Of course no!

But I couldn't back off now because I have already texted her. She'll make more doubts. And I know she has this anxiety of overthinking raised to the nth power.

I sighed.

I guess, I'll be her friend for now.

But she'll get mad at me if I would not tell her now.

I blew another sigh.

Let's make things easier for her to accept.

With that, I started the engine. And after two loud smooth roars from the engine, I'm off.

Almost running while I'm on my way down from Nami's apartment, I accidentally bumped with someone.

"Oh my god I'm so-" I stopped. As I look up and study his face. "Yoo..Yoongi?"

He looked so terrified. So scared. So full of guilt all over his pale face.

"Yeah. Is Nami home?"

I nodded. I can't believe I'm seeing him right now after last night. I pulled a disgusted face on him mentally. But I crossed my arms and leaned on the railing.

Scoffing at his pitiful face. "Did you have fun with her last night?"

His eyes widened. But it suddenly changed to frown and a deep sigh.

"So you already know." He said on a low voice, his eyes fixed on the ground.

He quickly placed his hands on the sides of my arm. Looking straight into my eyes.

"But I swear I didn't mean for it to happen! Last night..I was..I was so drunk! And she..she put something on my drink! I swear! I promise!" He said, almost begging.

Tears were already forming in his eyes.

"Do you love her?"

He nodded. "More than my life!"

I slowly put his hands down. "Don't leave her for anything..or anyone Yoongi."

I patted his shoulder. But as I walk past him, he grabbed my arms.

"Have you..have you told her?"

I shook my head. "No. I don't want her to have anxiety attack. And I'm her friend Yoongi. I don't want to interfere with your relationship."

"You've been the best thing that had happend to her life. Believe me. When I saw sparks in her eyes when she was talking about you. Seeing her today, her eyes were so down. I can't tell her what had happend. It may lead her to depression. And I don't want that to happen to her."

"As much as I love her, even if she'll get mad about me not telling her that I know. But I have just seen my side of story. I trust you Yoongi. Don't break it."

His grip slowly loosens. And a weak smile escaped his lips.

I smiled back before going down to the parking area.

I really don't feel satisfied of what I've done. And now, I start to question myself.

Have I done the right choice?

**

oh my gosh. my brain is bleeding. i don't even know if this part made some point i'm so sorry

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