i dropped out of theatre
to focus on classes that
im now failing
i still went to see the show
my friends are waiting in
the bathroom smoking
mushrooms and were late anyway
so my boyfriend came along
we snuck away to go
have sex in my new dorm room
but im sick of the ambiance
so i change my mind
and tell him no
his mother beats him
because he passed his
fucking nine o clock curfew
and im left in the parking lot
all alone
it's not the first time
this has happened
and i can't explain it
if i go home
so i pull into
the parking lot
of a pizza place that
closed an hour ago
and the manager buys me a drink
because it's the most pathetic thing
he'd seen all day
i just want release