there's a girl crying alone in a car

after her boyfriend broke up with her

in the cold of december 

breathing in the icy air

and there i come

and sit next to her

its been three years

and i swore then 

i would never fall back

into that hole

and yet here i am

drowning in everything 

and in spite of it all

i laugh, careless

you ask me, "does it get better this time?"

and i said no