EVEN MORE UPDATES

SOMEONE GET A HOSE CAUSE I BE ON FIRE

PLEASE IGNORE AND LACK OF SPACES AS I HAVE YET TO GET IN THERE AND FIX IT

therest of the day progressed somewhat normally

thoughafter this morning I saw neither head nor tail from Shawn, as soon asboth he and his wolf realised I was calm they moved upstairs and Inever saw them since

currentlyit was dinner time

and wewere all eating together while I was breifed on the Alpha situation

mypack listened if they wanted to but other than that kept quiet

thoughI found my gaze trailing to the empty spot beside me

Isniffed the air only to find that his scent was strong so he wasstill in the house I look to Jackson

and helooked up once he sensed my gaze and shrugged going back to eatingand talking with archey

Ilooked back to warrior smiling kindly I excused myself

Ifollowed my nose upstairs which soon led me to my office

Ifrowned

whatwas he doing in there?

Feargripped my heart how could be so blind as to think that he wastramatized my this?

Igently nudged the door open my eyes zoning in on the for hudled awayin a corner

Shawnwas in my office his knees pulled up to his chest as he sat in thefar corner his eyes were closed probably phasing in and out of one ofhis episodes... again

it hadstarted off small at first

simplenightmares that had woke him up in the middle of the night thatprevented him from falling asleep

thenhe met me and it progress drastically to tormenting ones that lefthim screaming in his sleep and preventing him from even attempting itthe next day, that one led to sleep depravation...

andthat itself led to episodes.... that was when I finally found outabout them more than eight years later....

Iapproached him carefully sliding down the wall beside him I pulledhim to me- and it was as if Alpha alexander had finally shattered himand he broke down muttering incoherent words into my neck

I hushed him gently trying to offer him something akin to the comforthe had shown me earlier

thoughI knew I could never match that

"who was he Lex?" he whispered against my neck some time later as I ran my fingers through his hair

"no one you need to worry about" I mumbled tiredly closing my eyes

"Lex"he said firmly and I sighed I was unable to brush this off anymore and he would just keep asking

it wasn't like it was a big secret anyways, was it?

"his name is alpha alexsander blood fang" I felt him stiffen at my side and I squeezed my eyes shut "but, he would be more commonly known as my father...."

silencegrew between us as he said nothing his body eventually relaxing against my own

I was greatful that he said nothing else