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I had gone into presevation mode curled up in wolf formin the living room I growled at whoever approached me

though it was mainly blues primal side of fight orflight and she had chosen fight as she bunkered down in the lovingroom in a defensive stance I sat curled up into a ball at the back ofmy own mind

struggling to block the vitiouse prodding of alexsanderstruggling to keep him from mind linking me

stuggled to keep him from reopening new wounds

Blue growled and the sound bounced off the walls off thepack house as she practically smashed her face into the polishedwooden floors

I couldn't imagine what she was feeling right now

the pain of reviving this mind link was probably tripledfor her

"Lexi?" Shawn asked through our mind link Bluegrowled her body bristled as she caught sight of the large goldenwolf in front of her he towered over us standing or not standing

he whined as he noticed her shift in defence baring herteeth towards him ready to attack if he thought to

thought I knew he wouldn't

so rolling onto his back he bared his neck to her in aform of submission

it made her feel a little better

seeing her relax the golden wolf shimmied closernuzzleing blues chin in a friendly gesture before licking her nose

she relaxed more

"Shawn?" she tried the adrnaline from earlier slowlyweaved away allowing her to become calmer, but not relaxed

he was strangly always a sign of comfort for her in atime of restless anxiety

"yes it's me unless you want to talk to wolven?" heasked his head resting on top of hers

"wolven please" she stated tiredly and he gave herwhat she wanted the change almost immediate as the golden wolf begannuzzleing her in comfort causing all the fur along her bod that hadbrisled to soften though it still kept it's straw like consistencythanks to the hair dye, or fur dye in this context

"you can calm now Alpha" his soft voice communicated "he's behind the boarders and won't be coming any closer"

Blue lowwered her head and he gently nudged it

that was the difference between Shawn and wolven whereasmost wolves are rougher talkers than their human side wolven wassoft spoken gentle caring all the opposites of what a male was

he licked her snout and she whined, wanting more comfort

which he gladly gave nuzzling the side of her neckgently

I felt myself shift back not to long after the gentlehum of my wolf told me that she was relaxed and content

a blanket was thrown over my shoulders almostimmediately

I didn't move for a moment and wolven, who was still incontrol laid beside me his warm body radiating head into my,surprisingly cold one

I smiled

always the caring wolf

I sat up, though still feeling the resounding thud ofalexsanders attemps at communication they became less and less as weblocked him out

I gently brushed my fingers through wolvens fur and hepurred softly turning his head he began nuzzleing my face his tonguelolling out as he gave me sloopy dog kisses