Warning SPG. ( R-18)

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Love

*Hindi sila bagay*

*Ano ba yan ang landi*

*Bakit nakita ko siya kasama si Kleo yung kapatid ni El. Ang harot*

*Sana all malandi*

*Akala naman ni Fiona e bagay sila*

*Kabago bago pa lang ang landi landi na*

*Huwag kang feeling hindi kayo bagay*

*Anong karapatan niya na landiin si El. Mamatay na lang sana siya*

*Kating kati na ba kaya pati si El sinulot mo*

That night nagtext ako kay Kleo na next time na lang kami magdinner. Nakaupo ako ngayon sa kama ko habang nagbabasa ng mga comments sa social media. Gusto ko umiyak hindi ganito ang inaasahan kong magiging reaction ng mga tao sa amin ni Louie. Iyak ako ng iyak at halos hindi na ako makahinga. Nakarinig ako ng katok sa pintuan.

"Ate. Can I come? Hey I-Im here. You can t-talk to me if you want" fuck lalo ako naiiyak.

"GO AWAY. I DONT NEED YOU. I DONT NEED ALL OF YOU!!" gusto ko lang mapag isa. Hindi ko sila kailangan.

Kleo Ahmir Samson calling

Im still thinking kung sasagutin ko ba. But Kleo is a friend I know he will understand me.

(Hey Rafa. Are you okay? Ow nah ofcourse not. I will go to you. Where are you?) ramdam ko ang lungkot sa boses niya. Sinabi ko sa kaniya na nasa bahay lang ako. After a few minutes nakarinig ako ng katok.

"Hey Rafa its me, Kleo can I come in?" tumayo ako para pagbuksan siya. When I saw him lalo ako naiyak. Hindi na ako nagiisa. Agad ko siyang niyakap.

"Shh. Its fine. Im here"

"Let's go somewhere. I dont want here" naiiyak pa din ako.

"Okay. Stop crying"

Nasa condo na kami ngayon ni Kleo. Ayoko sa bahay dahil pakiramdam ko ay mag isa ako. Gusto niya na mag resto muna for dinner pero tumanggi ako. Natatakot ako sa mga tao.

"Are you okay? Okay ka lang ba dito?" He smiled while fixing the bed.

"Yes. Thanks Kleo." I smiled back.

"Rafa Im always here for you no matter what. Okay? You're not alone. You have me." mas gumaan ang pakiramdam ko dahil sa kaniya. And I dont know how to thank him. Napalingon na lang ako sa bag ko nang tumunog ang cellphone ko. I know he is Louie.

"Hindi mo pa din ba sasagutin? For sure nag aalala sayo ang kapatid ko"

"No. Im not yet ready. And wala naman siya dapat ipag alala diba? Im safe." I smiled. Tumalikod na saakin si Kleo para lumabas. Dahil sa kakaiyak ay mabilis akong nakatulog. Nang magising ako ay akala ko umaga na. Binuksan ko ang cellphone ko at nakitang 11pm pa lang. I decided to turn my phone off para maiwasan si Louie. Nakaramdam ako ng uhaw kaya lumabas ako.

"Hey? Bakit ka nagising? Okay ka lang ba" nakita ko si Kleo nakaupo sa sahig sa harap ng tv habang umiinom.

"No. Im fine. Ikaw bakit gising ka pa?"

"Kasi hindi pa ako tulog?" He joked so I laugh. Umupo ako sa tabi niya at kumuha ng isang beer.

"You know what Kleo I never imagined myself falling inlove. Fuck love. Naguumpisa pa lang ako sinisira na agad niya ako." I fake laugh. I saw him staring at me. We stayed like that. Hindi ko na namalayan na sobrang dami ko na pala nainom. Pakiramdam ko ay lasing na ako.

" Feeling ko kulang kulang ang buhay ko. Wala akong masayang pamilya. Wala akong kaibigan. Wala ako ng mga bagay na mayroon ang ibang tao "

"No Rafa you have me. Sobrang special mo saakin"

"Kleo promise me one day dadalhin moko sa mataas na lugar para mag star gazing. Tapos pupunta tayo sa Amsterdam. Gusto ko makita yung mga Tulips. Fuck I love tulips." kung ano ano na sinasabi ko lasing na nga ako.

"Promise Rafa. Someday." He smiled. Nilapit ko ang mukha ko sa kaniya.

"You're so damn perfect." I said. Nakatingin ako sa mga mata niya pababa sa labi niya.

I kissed him and he respond to my kisses. He kiss my lips down to my neck. He moved his arms to my legs. Fuc I want to moan already.

"Moan my name Rafa" his voice sounds very hot that made me more hungry for him.

He is removing my clothes between our kisses. I didnt even notice that we're already on the bedrooms door. I pushed him on his bed and started touching my body in front of him.

"Lets play this time Kleo." He smirk. I started to tie his hands

Im still wearing my undies. I started to touch my neck down to my tummy. Down to my pearl. "You want this Kleo?" I walk close to him and kiss his neck. "Fuck Rafa just let me go. Mmm." I heard his moans. I love it.

I kissed his lips. Down to his neck, and to his breats I even suck it. He taste so good. His hood is so hard already so I removed his belt and boxers. Mas lalo lang ako nauhaw sa kabuuan nya. Its so big. Lumuhod ako at habang tinatali ang buhok ko. I started rubbing his hood that makes him moan my name.

"Fuck Rafa more"

I suck his hood, while licking it, up and down. When I look at him nakatingala siya at nakapikit ang mga mata like he is really enjoying heaven. "Rafa mmm yea ahh" those are like music to my ears so I continue what Im doing.

I move my mouth up and down. I almost choke. I just stop when I felt his release. Fvk I swallow his juice that made him smile.

"I love you Rafa mmm fuck"

After that I remove my undies and push him on bed. I touch his hood again and put inside me. Fuck this is heaven. I bit my lower lip when I look down. It wasn't all of him yet. I slowly took it out before pushing more inside me. I close my eyes as I feel the heaven.

"Fuck Rafa youre so good"

I looked down on his lips and kiss him deeper. I bit his lower lip and suck it while he was thrusting fast inside me. What a pleasure!.

"K-leo ahh" I moaned louder!.

"It feels so good" he moan to my ears.

I arched my neck and looked up. He held my face. Fuck nakaalis siya sa tali that made me laugh. This man really. He kiss me and starts massaging my clint with his thumb while pushing behind.

I moaned his name when I felt my release. His thrust also become sloppy. He is already near. Im right because I finally felt something hot inside me. Then he pulled it out.

Bumagsak ako sa dibdib nya habang nakayakap. Fuck Im so tired and sleepy so I lay to bed beside him. Pagkapikit ko ng mata ko naramdaman ko ang braso nya sakin. He kiss my forehead. Pagod na pagod ako at inaantok at the same time. Nakayakap ako sa kaniya at ganon din siya saakin. Im drunk but I know what Im doing.

"Sorry. I missed you. Sorry for everything. I know you will understand. Im already here." naguguluhan ako sa sinabi niya.

"Kleo nainlove ka na ba?" I curiously asked. Kasi wala akong naririnig na naging girlfriend o kahit ka fling niya lang. Mabait si Kleo, plus gwapo so hindi imposible na nainlove ma siya.

"Yes" he simply replied

"When I was 7. Being with her made my life perfectly imperfect. But everything fucked up. Tho wala ako pinagsisisihan. May rason kung bakit nangyayare ang isang bagay. But if I only have the chance to explain myself, I will."

"So naniniwala ka na Everything happens for a reason?"

"Yea. If it is meant to happen, it is meant to happen"

"Tss. How I wish I knew what his reason was." nalungkot ako bigla. "Are you ready to fall in love again?"

"I'm always ready." my eyes bore into him.

"Nasaktan ka na gusto mo pa ulitin? Ang tanga mo naman" I laugh.

"Hindi tanga yon. You should never give up on something that's good" so para sa kaniya GOOD ang pagmamahal? tingnan mo nga naman ang nagagawa ng love sa tao. Nakakaloka.

"True love seems surreal. Hindi ko lang maintindihan kung bakit sumusubok ka ulit kahit una pa lang alam mo na masasaktan ka lang."

"To experience pain again-" natahimik ako sa sinabi niya.

"-till I get numb" he continued

"Someday you will fall inlove and you will see what it feels like." bakit parang palaging pinipilit saakin ni Kleo ang love. Nakakatawa lang kasi sumubok naman ako. Kaso anong nangyare? Naguumpisa pa lang ubos na ako. Fuck people.

"If I die tonight, I will never forget you"

"You won't die tonight, so you can forget about me" he seriously replied.

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