I've been thinking a lot recently about like what if I'd been born a boy

not in a trans way but I mean like would my relationship with my father be any different?

if I'd been born a boy, would my father love me more? I think the answer is yes

but is this reality do I still turn out one of them homosexuals

what then

do I still question my gender and became a demiboy and change my name

do you think he'd be more accepting cause I'm a boy and I'm staying a boy?

how different would our relationship be if I'd just been born a boy?

I'm doing monthly appointments with my therapist rn y'all gotta deal with my problems