honestly I'm just so happy my brother's actually talking to me and he didn't push me away or block me when I first messaged him

we don't talk very often, just an every now and again how are you, glad you're alive, love you, k bye

but still it's nice to know that he does love me and he does care about me

I honestly can't help but wonder if he ever thought about me though during the two years we had no contact

I mean he had to, probably

I don't think you can just have a whole entire sister, pretty much abandon her, and then never think about them