I know I ruined it
I ruined it today
That beautiful feeling
Feeling of friendship

I know my words hurt
Hurt so bad
Cut so deep
That she bled
While I watched

She is gone
Gone too far.
Too long a pause
For that one word
And I lost.

I lost her
The one that cared
The one that loved
The one that stayed
No questions asked.

I gave her up
For some wishes
That I now have
That I never needed
And now I know.

I know I ruined it
I ruined it then
For too big an ego
That silenced my words.