You can't heal a wound by saying it is not there

We want that touch from the ones we love almost as much as we need to breath

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Amelia's Pov

The next morning I woke up drowning in my own sweat. The nightmare I had last night was much more intense. I leaned to the bedstand to look at the time. It was 12:00 am. I sighed getting up. I went to the bathroom and took a quick shower. I dried myself and wore gray sweatpants and oversized white t-shirt. I tied my raven hair in a messybun.

I went downstairs to the kitchen something smelled good. I love breakfast. It is my favourite meal.

"Morning Carla" I mummbled.

"Morning hun. Did you sleep well?" She smiled up at me.

" Yeah I am okay" I lied.

" Mhmmm..... that smells good" I said grapping a pancake form the spatula.

She hit my hand shooing me away. "Stop it. It will be ready in a minute you can eat then " she warned.

"Pretty please" I gave her my best puppy eyes.

"Alright only one more" she gave in.

I grinned taking two pancakes.

" you little brat come back here" Carla scolded angry.I giggled escaping from her.

"Carla your food is perfect. I can't help it" I pouted. She sighed smiling.

"Am honey do you want to talk about yesterday ? "She asked concerned.I tensed up at her question. She looked at me expecting answer.

" Look Carla I don't want to talk about yesterday" I said coldly remembering the events that occured.

" ok hun I understand it is diffcult but I am here if you need to talk" she gave a side hug.

" thank you carla" I smiled hugging her back.

" Hello ladies" lily yelled enough for us to her from the front door. The familiar sound of Lily Mackenzie making an entrance. She always makes herself visible. She makes sure people know she walked in to the place. Carla rolled her eyes at lily's dramatic entrance making me chuckle.

She filpped her hair twerling it with her finger. Her black hill boots clicking.

" Hi lil" I said.

"So what's breakfast ?" She asked coming to us.

She wore her signature red lipstick. Her marvelous red hair falling in to soft curls. Her tight leather pants and her red crop top gave her a badass heartbreaker look. She looks elegant as always.

" Pancakes,bacon ,salad" I said listing.

" I'm going to eat the salad. I don't want to add carbs in to my body." lily frowned.

" You know this pancakes taste really good" I said and munched my pancakes making the 'mhmm' sound trying to make her jealous but this tasted really good no doubt about that.

" Not every has a perfect body like you without trying" she rolled her ocean blue eyes at me.

" I don't have a perfect body. I am fat" I scoffed.

" That's what every girl says sweety" she snickered wiggling her perfect shaped eyebrows from side to side.

" Anyways How are you doing? Do you feel better now?" Lily asked in a serious tone.

" I am okay. The pills and shower helped lastnight." I whispered so that carla doesn't overhear the conversation.

" There is something you should see. It is all over the magazines.I know what happened yesterday." she whispered back.

" What?" I asked narrowing my eyes. She gave me a magazine from her purse so that I could see for myself.

I looked at the front page of the magazine. It was written boldy. The breakup of the decade. Damien Rhodes cheated on his girlfriend Amelia Huoston. The photo of Damien and the blonde lady was seen. I gasped unable to form a proper word. I felt sad and humliated. He is the reason. I am in this mess.

Suddenly we heard noises from outside the house. I looked over the window to see many reporters gathering holding their microphones and the photographers holding their camera waiting for my apperance.

" They are waiting for your statement" she calmly explained.

" I can't just talk to strangers about my personal life so that they could publish it" I scoffed.

" I know it is hard Am but being famous is living in the spotlight" she said

" I can't do this tell them to go away. My life isn't some hot gossip. It is real life" I huffed walking up the stairs quickly.

" but Am" Carla interrupted.

" Not now carla" I said walking faster.

" I hate you Damien. I hate you" I screamed like a maniac. My throat became sore form all the screaming I did. I curled my self at the corner of my room burying my face between my legs.

" Am "mummbled lily walking slowly towards me. I gazed up at my red head friend. She approached me very cautiously giving me a small smile. She sat beside me coming closer. She hugged me tight.

If it was other time. I would push her away because it was too tight but today I liked it.

" It's okay" she mummbled soothing me and rubbing small circle with her hands on my back.

" It hurts lil..... it...... hurts" I stuttered trying my best not to cry.

" It's okay to cry when you are sad. You don't have to hide it all the time" she said pressing me harder.

I promised my self I won't cry. It was a stupid promise. I know I couldn't keep it but I promised anyway.

My tears fell all over again wetting our clothes. I didn't say anything but the tears said it all pouring out of me.

After some time I relaxed stopping my silent tears. We let go of eachother composing ourselves. She smiled at me stretching her red lips.

" Thanks lil I am lucky. I still have you" I smiled.

" That's the smile. You don't own all the problems in the world. " she tickled me.

" stop it..... lil... stop" I giggled.

" So what do you say? Me and you eat junk food and watch riverdale. Let see teenagers slove mysteries " she grinned.

"But your diet will......" I trailed off.

" leave it besides it is only one day" she said.

" Really you would do that for me " I said surprised.

" of course" lily grinned.

" okay" I smiled gratefully.

We watched movies the rest of the day. Lily called her manager that she was sick to stay with me. She told me about the latest gossip as always. She teasede about my fangirling over Jughead Jones on the riverdale tv series.

But he is so cute.

I embarrassed her by saying she will marry sponge bob and give birth to yellow kids.

" Shut up spongebob is cute okay but have you seen Jughead. He is so weird. he said it himself" she huffed.

" At least I am not in love with a cartoon" I snorted.

" Don't you dare call spongy cartoon" she growled throwing pillow on me. I catched it before it hit my face.

Yeah she calls spongebob 'spongy'

I stick my tounge out at her childishly throwing a pillow at her. " lily and spongy sitting on a tree K-I-S-S-I-N-G" I sang moving my hands side to side.

" I swear to God Amelia if I catch you are done for" she huffed chasing me. I ran out of my bedroom hollering like a person who just saw lion.

" Come back here" she chased me faster.

I ran to the kitchen and covered my self behind Carla.

" sweety what's are you doing" Carla asked amused.

" Um.... I..... ah"I was interrupted by lily

" What are you ? Four Why are you hiding behind Mama Carla ?" lily scoffed.

" Are you girls okay?" Carla asked probably not knowing how deal with our childish behaviour right now

" Mama Carla Amy insulted my spongy !" lily muttered. glaring at me. I can hear Carla trying to stiffle a laugh.

" Grow up! It was just joke" I scoffed.

" oh is it ? then Jughead suits him he has a Juggy kinda head" lily smirked batting her eyelashes innocently.

" You take that back" I gasped.

" Why would I? It is just a joke right" She smirked.

" Girls act like your age. You are not teenagers. If not there will be consequences " Carla scolded looking at both us. Our eyes widened

We all know what it means when carla says consequences. Believe you better not know.

" Yes Carla " we sighed defeated.

Later that night.

I was lying on my back trying to sleep and forget. I rolled from side to side cautiously not wake Lily. Lily scolded me for taking a sleeping pill and hid it. So now I can't sleep at all. Lily snored softly beside me.

How could she do this to me ugh I need those pills

I glared at her sleeping body in annoyance.

Suddenly I heard rocks being thrown on the window. I groaned rubbing my eyes.

Who does this at 10 pm in the nigjt? Didn't the guard see them? It is probably a bird.

I sighed resting my head on hands trying to sleep. My phone buzzed. I muttered cussing as I read the text from unknown number.

That's weird. I frowned reading the content. I realized it was Damien was texting when I read it. I will name him Demon

Demon: It is me Damien. I texted you with another phone because you blocked mine.

Demon: Please talk to me. I am in the backyard

Me: Go away!! I don't want to see you

I can't talk to him. I need time. We are bussiness parteners so I have to see him eventually but not now!

The rocks thrown became faster. I scoffed in anger. Lily was still snoring beside me.

She can seriously sleep through all this?

Demon: I am not going until you hear me out he texted again.

I groaned in frustration knowing he won't give up. I scoffed getting out of the bed. I wore my slik robe wrapping myself with it . I steeped down the staris slowly. I walked to the front door. I looked around to see if anyone saw me. There was no one so I opened the locked door and stepped out.

I am freezing ugh maybe I should have worn something warmer.

I rubbed my hands to find some friction walking to the backyard of the house. My eyes searched for him. I stopped scanning when I saw him.

He looked awful. His brown hair was everywhere. He had dark circles under his eyes. He blue eyes lit up when he saw me but he was still the imperfectly perfect man I remember. I rolled my eyes walking towards him. As I walking closer I remember them side by side. His hands resting below her head.

I can't do this. This is wrong. I should get back to my house

I quickly turned around trying to get back to my house. I felt his strong arms grap me from behind pulling close to him. My back collided we his rock hard chest. I faught against his hold trying to free myself.

" Let me go" I hissed trying my best to get away but it was useless. The more I tried to get away the harder he pinned me to him. I can smell his musky colon hovering over me.

" I love you beasty" he mummbled burying his head on the crook of my neck.

This is actually the first time. He confessed but that doesn't change anything.

" Then Why did you do it? Why did you break me?" I muttered.

" Someone set me up. I was framed. Please believe me. I will never cheat on you." He pleaded letting go of me. I turned around facing him. I am beyond furious right now.

" I don't believe you Damien" I gritted my teeth.

" I told you someone planned this to break us up. They even sent it to the a newspaper so that they could punlish it."He sighed in frustration running his hand through his already messy hair.

Even him messing up his hair he looks perfect. He draws me even more.

What are you thinking right now Amelia! Don't be fooled by his charms!

" I saw you with my own eyes. You were there sleeping next to her" I argued.

" Do you love me?" He asked getting a bit closer to me. I backed away everytime he took a a step closer.

" No" I said averting my gaze to the floor.

" Say it looking in to my eyes 'Amelia' " He husked with deep dominant voice.

I gazed up in to his icy colored blue orbs. He held my eyes with his own. It was like his soul was speaking to me with words unfamiliar to me.

" I don't......" I trailed off unable to finish the sentence.

" Why won't you say it huh Amelia ?Why is it so hard for you to say those words?" he taunted.

" Because........ because I love you I love you okay ! I saw you with another woman and I still love you. Loving you was the biggest mistake I ever made" I yelled.

" I love you too Amelia Huoston but for me loving you was the best decision I ever made" He smiled getting closer.

" I can't do this anymore" I said walking backwards.

" Why not? Give me a chance" He said getting even more closer until my back hit the cold wall of the house.

" I am scared of breaking again" I said as tears slipped from my eyes. His fingers brushed my cheeks wiping the tear. His hot minty breath was fanning my face. He cupped my face with his hands forcing me to gaze up in to his eyes.

" I love you beasty please don't leave me" He pleaded with expectant eyes.

Hey my dear readers

I hoped you like the chapter. Please don't forget to vote and comment. Amelia's answer might sound cliche but I hate everything that is cliche. So my book won't be cliche never. I am always going to make it mysterious.

Question for my readers

Do you think Amelia will give him a chance?

Did you think lily will let go of her revenage?