Closing my eyes I shudder at who I've become.
Though I know there's no hope left, everyone keeps saying there is some.
Nothing's here anymore, nothing's worth the try.
You broke everything we had, yet now you act like you have right to cry.
I've already seen what's going on, but you think you're fooling me.
And I can't let myself respond, I have to keep myself steady.
Remember those days when I'd do anything for you?
That's funny, because that's no longer true.
I keep wanting to ask what I did for you to do this to me,
But then I realise that I'm not the one who messed up, and now I see.
I see how you seem okay, even while I'm not.
I see how how you're having fun, while I'm letting my heart rot.
I have to let go of you, of all this, I know I do.
But it's hard to let go when you remind me of something that was once so true.
We had it all, you and I,
But now that I look back, I just want to sigh.
You always seemed so unhappy, so displeased with it all.
And now I realise your name shouldn't ever be one that I call.
So stop pretending everything's fine,
I'm not that girl anymore, I'm not going to walk that line.
Say what you what, manipulate them all,
But I've learned my lesson, and I won't once again fall.