'I have no plans on letting you go.... Y/N'

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Jungkook's pov

"Y/n....?" I called out for her as I saw her sitting on on of the chair, her face on her hands and elbow on her knees.

"Hmm....?" She hummed as a reply.

"What are you doing here, I think you should come inside... "

"I need answers Mr. Jeon...." She said, ignoring my sentence. She didn't called me by my name, now that I wanted to hear it. But I knew I had to answer her some or other day. I'm not gonna let her leave my side, that is for sure. I wanna keep her as my possession, it isn't bad.... Right?

"Let me take you out on a drive......"

She looked up, gazing at me with those anonymous eyes.

"You should rest..... You are wounded.." My heart thumped hard against my chest at those caring words and tone.

"I'm fine Y/n-ah, plus I took the painkillers and I'm not that weak, I'll be able to drive" I told her softly, gazing at her with hearts in my eyes.

"Okay then." She gulped after nodding her head hesitantly. I see she didn't trust me enough but I'll change that.

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"I hope you won't freak out after I tell you all the things"  That's the first thing came out of my mouth after a long silence, I was already driving. She hummed in response before saying "I won't"

" I'm the heir of Jeon Mafia...that is the most notorious mafia empire in the whole Asia, listen please don't be scared, trust me, I ain't gonna hurt you......" The desperation was clear in my voice,but she didn't say anything which is making me scared, what if she run away from me..?....

"..."

"..."

"I figured that out...." My eyes went wide after hearing her response as I look over at her with the same expression.

"What? You expected a different reaction from me? Okay then, let's do it again" 

I looked at her confused, when she suddenly shouted.

"What?! Jeon Mafia?! OMG! Someone HELP!!" I burst out laughing when I saw her mimicking those actresses in movies, her eyes were squeezed shut as she stayed at this position for a moment before laughing with me. She's so fucking adorable! Never in a million years I would have expected this type of reaction from her.

" You... How..? " I was still laughing while she was looking at me with a grin so beautiful that I could do anything to have it in my every moment of life.

" I'm not surprised Mr. Jeon, I've guessed it the time when you took out your Gun, but now its confirmed"

"You aren't scared to die....?"

"Would you dare to kill me?"

She stared at me with those eyes.... As if she knew I could never hurt her.

"Never.....I can set this world on fire, but I'll never let a flame touch you." I whispered. We both stared at each other, the atmosphere tense before she looked away, I licked my lips.

"I've already died once in my past, so I don't really care anymore" She shrugged it off casually. I couldn't say anything after that , I'm so fucking intrigued by this woman that words can't describe my feelings. I'm not letting anything happen to her. I stopped the car, as we both got out after taking our seat belts off. It was evening and sun was setting. I walked to the front of the car as she followed me. We both leaned on the hood of the car, enjoying the cool breeze. It was a hilly area and we were near a cliff.

"Tell me more about yourself, Mr. Jeon, Judging by your introduction as a Mafia heir, was it your choice to become a heir or... " She asked me something I've never expected she would.

"I-I never wanted to be a Mafia leader..... You see- all my hyungs are the sons of Drug Lords, Mafia leaders, Gangsters.....I had a Big brother, before me, he was supposed to become the Mafia King,but he was murdered, ruthlessly, brutally, mercilessly" She was staring at me intensely and I loved the feeling of having all her attention,I took a deep breath before continuing "My mother died after the death of my brother, and now all I have is my.... Father and younger brother, but the problem is I cannot become a person my father expect me to be or like other mafia heirs or leaders-ruthless, merciless, cruel, cold, playboy, I know it sounds unmanly and I wish I could change that. My mother never taught me to be that way and I've never killed anyone innocent......"

She smiled softly at me before looking down.

" I don't wanna comment anything on that, but I can tell that you are a bad man with a good heart and don't think it is unmanly, being innocent doesn't means being unmanly and if we talk about being a playboy...." Her eyes darken as if she remembered something. "Sex Is not a remedy of all problems, believe it or not....." We stayed silent for a moment as I let her words sink in my heart, mind and soul. 'you are my only remedy, Y/N-ah' i thought while looking at her when she broke the silence.

"Why did you came to my university as a professor..?" she laughed softly making my cheeks heat up as I turn my face away from hers.

"Uh... I-I can't answer that question yet...." I stuttered like a stupid but thankfully she didn't push me, otherwise I would have  to lie to her, which I'd hate myself for.

"Okay... I respect that.... "

We stayed silent after that before I decided to break the silence.

" What about you...? I mean Y-you parents or siblings....? " I hesitated cause I know she didn't trust me enough right now but I couldn't help myself.... I wanted to know every single thing about her.

" My past was not a very pleasant one and that's the reason I wanted to stay away from you.....but, I promise I'll tell you about it when I'll trust you enough"

" W-what...? "

" I don't even understand myself...it's complicated..... I just wanna graduate, leave this country and go far away from everyone, from every problem"

Something inside me snap, and the only thing I could hear was 'go far away everyone'  No.... I can't let that happen....she can't leave me... I-I won't let her. My body reacted before my mind as I pinned her against the car. Blood rushed through my veins and I feel my head throb.

Author's pov

"What did you say......?"  He growled lowly like an animal, His breathing ragged.

"M-mr. Jeon..?"  For a second Y/n couldn't process what was going on.... But when her brain started to process everything....her breath hitched at the close proximity.

"You. Aren't. Leaving. Me. You get that?" She heard him say. Her heart pumping out of her ribcage at his sudden dominance.

"I-.... Mr. Jeo-"

"Say my name...."

"What...?"

"Say my fucking name" He couldn't stand being called formally by her, he wanted to hear her calling his name with her silky voice. Suddenly that one sentence ringed in his brain, making him see all red, 'I've seen way better' . He couldn't understand why he was suddenly so angry but he could care less about the reasons write now.

"J-Jungkook..... " she said breathlessly as the scenarios from the strip club passed by his mind,but his eyes soften ever so lightly seeing her shaky eyes as he softly captured her upper lip between his,and then does same with her lower lip.

He backed away slightly and gazed at her closed eyes. He was surprised, how just a single kiss could make all his anger vanish away like it wasn't even there.

The moment his lips touched hers, she knew it was too late, she was attracted to him, by his enchanted beauty which he does not seem to notice, she just prayed for the history to not repeat itself.

Her eyes flutter open when she started missing the taste of his lips, He gazed at her, now clearly noticing the contact lenses from up close. He frowned his brows, he didn't want any artificial product on her face and body. The light green color of her eyes, which he could still remember clearly, he suddenly craved to see it again.

"Remove your contact lenses... "
He whispered huskily,his breathing calm.

"But Jungkook I-"

" Y/n, please...." He could sense the hesitated look on her face but he couldn't help himself. He wanted to show her that she's beautiful, inside and out.

Jungkook's pov

She's beautiful..... How can she use those artificial product to hide her beauty...?

"Let me do it...." I softly cupped  her face, her soft skin felt like feather under my touch, she stare in my eyes while I return the stare lovingly. She nodded slowly and looked up very slowly allowing me to pull down the skin under her eye,her lower eyelid with my middle finger. I then, carefully slide the lens down to the Sclera. My hand started to turn cold as I took a deep breath and pinched the lens between my fingers removing it, revealing her gorgeous eye. I did the same the other one. I slightly moved back and just stared at her eyes which she closed after a few seconds of my staring.

"Open your eyes Y/N...." I waited for a moment before she started opening her eyes again facing me with a little confidence now. Her black eye liner was going perfectly with her green eye color.

"Why would you hide something so beautiful..?" I mumbled.

"Why wouldn't I? Why are you even behaving like this? Jungkook, I-I don't have a doll like face like all those girls,my skin colour is not white!I'm not skinny-I-why would YOU waste your time on someone like me?" She whispers desperately, a frown on her pretty face.

"You're beautiful, Darling. Please, I love every part of you, bad or good, no matter what, and I'll make sure to show you that"

With that, I let out a shaky breath before grabbing her face gently and once again slammed her body on the front of my car before smashing my lips against hers in a long passionate kiss. "You're beautiful Y/N.... Your eyes are enchanting, your skin tone is lovely, your whole body is a huge turn on, and it's my dream to feel it against mine, bare, raw." I whispered as I kissed her eyelids softly,then her neck as my hands travelled down her hips, she whimpers in my arms , I couldn't describe the feeling I'm getting. I pushed my upper body against hers, making her bend backwards as she tugged on my hair softly.
I dragged my hand at the back of her head and tugged on her hair, letting her hair free from her bun. I breath shakily through my nose as she did the same, making our breaths mingle. I felt the pain in my shoulder but I'm not ready to leave her lips yet,can't take a pause from making her whimper so beautifully, I hissed lowly before applying more pressure with my lips.

"J-jungkook, your... Shoulder!" She said breathlessly but I couldn't hear anything as I circled her waist with my arms, pulling her closer.
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he's mine to keep, mine to touch,mine to worship, mine cherish,mine to touch, there's no reason for me to let her go'  was all I could think of.

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Okay it was a triple update for my readers who gave me so much support, maybe more than I deserve,to which I'm thankful.
I guess maybe I'll upload the next chapters at the end of January. Madness have more response than my other books so I'm kind of encouraged to upload this book faster. We'll maybe get to know about Y/N's past in the next chapter.

BTW Pretend that the contact lenses were eco-friendly 😅😂

ALSO is it too soon for a smut, my innocent readers?
I'll do it according to your request *cough*
I guess I'll be needing a medicine for faking these many coughs 😂

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