There's not really much sexual stuff but next chapter will have more stuff lol

Felix's POV
"Mmmmm master, I'm gonna cum!" I moan talking to the camera set in front of me with thousands of people watching me.

I cum all over my stomach and the floor. I was tired but I knew Chan would be coming over soon so I had to say bye to everyone and clean up.

"Thank you master! Remember I'll be live again next Friday so make sure you're here to see me!" I wink with a big smile.

"Bye bye!" I wave cutely as I end the live.

I sigh before looking down at the mess I made.

"I'm glad I took off my clothes this time. I would've ruined my favorite skirt." I grab the towel that I put just outside of the cameras view so it would be easier to clean everything thing up.

If you couldn't tell already, I'm a camboy. A pretty known one as well. My theme is always cutesy, girly, pretty, and there will always be something pink in frame.

Like today, the dildo I was riding is pink; my background was pink with little butterfly stickers surrounding the border of it.

Bang Chan is a good friend of mine. No, he doesn't know about me being a camboy...I think. If he does then he hasn't said anything about it. He also doesn't know that I'm into more feminine clothes and stuff because I don't want him to find out.

I really really like him and we sort of have a little thing going on. It's not much but I don't want something as stupid as me liking girly clothes to get in the way of it.

I take a quick shower and remove any extra makeup that didn't come off before changing into a oversized hoodie. I wanted it to be extra oversized so if I bend down of something then he wouldn't have a chance of seeing my pretty pink panties underneath.

At least he's used to me wearing something like this. He doesn't mind it and I feel more free like this so it's fine.

I clean up my floor and then go rest on the couch in the living room before hearing a knock on my door.

"Hey Chan! How have you been?" I ask as Chan walks in and takes his shoes off.

"I've been alright, how about you? If your leg still bothering you?" I chuckle nervously as I lead him to my couch.

"It's kind of gotten worst, especially in my thigh. I just can't seem to stay off of it." I sigh as I try to ignore the throbbing pain in my upper thigh.

"Why does it hurt so bad?" I bite my lip as I get nervous about what to say.

I can't just tell him that I've been riding a dildo for the past few months (once a week) without stretching or doing any other workouts.

"Um I'm not completely sure. It's probably nothing though so don't worry about it." He looks at me concerned before patting his thigh.

I look at him confused.

"What do you want me to do?" Chan chuckles.

"Lay your legs in my lap. I'm massage them." I shake my head with an awkward smile.

"You don't need to Chan. It's just-" Chan pulls my legs into his lap anyways making my hoodie ride up a little bit.

I feel him start massaging my upper thigh, just below my panties.

"Chan it's really okay-"

"Let me help you Felix. I don't like knowing you're hurting." I sigh before biting my lip as I feel myself wanting to submit.

"I-I just...never mind, I'm just a bit insecure I guess." I make up an excuse because I don't want Chan to be suspicious.

"You don't need to worry around me Felix. I'm not going to judge you for anything. Not even your pretty pink panties." My eyes widen as he smirks at me.

"I can explain-"

"You don't have to explain anything, Okay? They're cute and they look good on you." He traces the lacy design on my panties before going back to massaging my thighs.

I cover my entire face in embarrassment but Chan just kept reassuring me that it's fine.
I gasp as Chan lifts me up and places me on his lap. I pout as he chuckles at my expression.

"You're so cute." He whispers as he moves my hair out of my face and pecks my cheek.

"Really?" I ask quietly.

I've never been good at excepting my body. I may show it to other people but that's on the Internet. They don't actually know who I am because of the mask I wear during my lives.

"Do you have anything else like these baby?" Chan asks me and I nod shyly.

"Yeah? Why don't you show me then hm?" I blush as I get up only to be picked up by Chan and carried around bridal style.

I just point to my room and he carries me there immediately.

He sits on the bed and sets me down on my feet so I can go to my closet. No one but me knows about a secret room attached to my closet, hidden behind all my normal clothes.

"Come in here." I wave him over and he comes to me.

I lead him into the decently sized room before showing off my collections of many things such as sexy clothes, sex toys, bdsm stuff, my collection of different scented lubes, and other things like that.

My LED lights are lined all around the room (color set to pink) and I have a few fairy lights draping over my camboy background.

I also have a baby pink beanbag in the far left corner next to where my camboy set up is.

"I knew you had some money but I didn't know you'd do this with it." He looks around in amazement and I couldn't help but giggle.

"I like doing this type of stuff. Especially bdsm stuff, it lets me be as submissive as I want. Oooh and sometimes pet play. I like wearing collars and being walked around like a doggy! I haven't had anyone to play with me in years though." Chan looks at me with fondness before realizing something.

"Years? You're only 20." I press my lips together.

"I started doing some of this stuff when I was 15..." he looks at me shocked.

"Felix, have you really not had anyone to take care of you for 5 years?" I nod and look down sadly.

Chan sighs and pulls me down with him onto the beanbag chair. I giggle and squirm around trying to sit up.

When I couldn't get up on my own, because of the awkward positioning and it sunk me in slowly, Chan lifted me onto his lap.

"You're adorable." He says more to himself but I hear him and blush.

"Thank you..." I shyly say and Chan pecks my cheek.

"Do you play with all this stuff?" He asks as he looks at all the sex toys covering the white shelves on the hot pink walls.

"Some of them. Others I can't use on myself because I get sensitive and overwhelmed. I like the feeling I just can't do it by myself." Chan nods and rubs my stomach gently.

"Is there a toy you haven't played with before?" I nod and point to one of the huge dildos I have.

It's at least 12 inches and it's very thick.

"I'm too afraid to use that one. I can't stretch myself well enough for it anyways so I just don't try to." Chan nods and I look at him shyly.

"Why are you asking all this stuff?" Chan chuckles and ruffles my hair.

"I just can't imagine you fucking your self on a dildo is all." I blush and cover my face.

"I-I only do it once a week." He hums and pulls me closer.

"Why once a week?" I sigh deeply.

I don't want to lie to him but he's already seen to much. Welp, might as well tell him.

"I-...I'm a...camboy." He looks at me shocked before smiling.

"You'd make a great camboy." I shyly look away as he rubs my stomach.

"Yeah...my viewers think so too. They even sent hundreds of dollars just so I would call them master." Chan raises his brow in amusement.

"It's that the money you used to make this room, or was this all here before that?" I bite my lip and he caresses my lip with his thumb.

"Some of the decoration and toys were bought with it but this room and some other stuff like the fairy lights was here before I bought the house. I didn't find it until I started digging through my closet to find an outfit." Chan smirks making me confused.

"What?" He just shakes his head and leaves a few kisses on my neck.

"Can I join you for your next live?" That question caught me off guard.

"What??" I ask after a coughing fit.

"Can I join you for your next live?" He asks again but this time he caresses my thigh gently.

"Um-yeah...yeah if you want to. You can join." I ramble and Chan chuckles deeply.

"When is it going to be?" He asks gently as stops caressing my thigh once he sees what it does to me.

My thighs are very sensitive and basically any touch could make me a submissive mess.

"Every Friday I do one..." I whisper and lean into him, curling into a small ball on his lap and chest.

"Mhm. Do you know about ddlb?" I look up at him.

"A little bit, why?" He pets my hair and rest his other hand on my thigh.

"I feel like you'd just fit the role of little boy. You seem so innocent yet you have a room specifically for sex and masterbation." I flush bright red.

"Well what can I say, I love being filled." Chan chuckles and pats my bottom.

"Can I take place of the dildos on Friday?" I giggle and nod.

Soon we fall into a comfortable silence because I got distracted with playing with his curly hair.

In fact this may be the most comfortable I've been in a while.

"Felix?" Chan asks in a whisper voice.

"Hm?"

"Can you dress up in some of those clothes one day for me? I want to see how'd they look on you." I nod and pat his hair and giggling when it bounces back.

"You're the cutest thing I've ever seen." Chan says making me shy.

"Thank you..." I shyly whisper making Chan coo quietly.

"Are you sleepy baby?" I pout and shake my head but then immediately yawn afterwards.

"That was just a coincidence." I say and Chan chuckles.

"You go to bed and I can come back tomorrow. I don't want you to be tired." My pout deepens and my eyes widen sadly.

"Don't leave. I don't have anyone else to talk too..." Chan sighs and stands up easily while holding onto me.

"You should sleep baby." I whine and try to get out of his grasp but he holds on tighter.

He takes me to my room and lays me down on my bed. He tries to stand up straight but I tighten my hold on his neck and my legs tighten around him.

"Don't leave me...I like having you around." I sniffle, trying to get Chan to give in and stay with me.

"If I stay will you sleep?" I nod and pout at him cutely to try to convince him to stay even more.

Chan sighs and plops onto the bed next to me making me smile.

"As long as you go to sleep then I'll stay with you." I nod and curl up beside him.

He pets my hair until I fall asleep and eventually he falls asleep while hugging my body closer to him.