This one is so cringy🤢
Istg I can't make a oneshot where they aren't all over each other 😭

And I don't know what it is about my writing but I just hate it🤡

Also I'm very sorry for the wait but I have tests all this week and next week and I also have a different situation going on with school ( my mom pulled me out at the beginning of the year and I just got back in school like 3-4 weeks ago so I have a lot of work to catch up on) and I'm trying to study as much as possible but I do still want to write for y'all so-

Chan's POV

I tried to give Felix space, I really did. But he is just so cute! When I carried him to the living room so we could eat, he clutched onto my shirt and snuggled into my neck and I couldn't hold back from kissing his head.

Though, that was around 15 minutes ago and I'm still not over it.

"Chan...? Are you going to eat?" Felix asks and it snaps me out of my trance.

"Uh yeah, yeah I'll eat." He nods and wraps himself tight in the blanket I handed him.

"Why haven't you started eating yet?" I ask softly as I see him staring at his untouched food hungrily.

"I-I'm not allowed to eat before my master..." my mouth agapes and I watch Felix bury his head in the blanket.

"Baby, you don't have to call me master and you definitely don't have to wait for me to start eating. You can eat whatever and whenever you want to." Felix peeks his head out from the blanket to look at me.

"R-really?" I nod and Felix looks at his food before looking back at me.

"Go ahead baby, eat all you want." He grabs his food before scooting closer to me and laying his head on my arm.

I smile at him and start eating my food. I watch as he takes a big bite of his food before looking at me again. I grin and turn on the tv to put on a movie.

I decided on watching spirit (it's a horse movie and if you don't love it you're wrong) because I don't want to put on anything too scary incase Felix has really bad ptsd.

"I love horses!" He snuggles into my side while his focus stays on taking occasional bites of his food and watching the movie.

I sigh with a big smile on my face as I watch him enjoy the beginning of the movie. As I gets a little bit further in, he starts whining at spirit to get away. (I'm trying not to spoil the movie if you haven't seen it lol)

I pet Felix's hair and he immediately relaxes into my touch and I watch his eyes flicker from the screen to me.

"Um...Chan, can I ask you something?" I nod and he starts to tense up slightly.

"Can I, um, call you... ᴰᵃᵈᵈʸˀ" I chuckle and nod making him relax and giggle.

"You can call me anything you want baby." He nods and goes back to eating and watching to movie.

I sigh, content with how my life is at the moment.

Time skip to night time/////

"D-daddy...can I take a bath?" Felix asks cautiously.

"Of course baby! Do you want to try it on your own or do you need help?" I ask softly and Felix makes grabby hands towards me.

"I need help..." I nod and lift him up before freezing.

"Is it okay if I hold you like this? I don't want to do anything you're not comfortable with." He nods and places his hands on my shoulders.

"It's okay daddy! I like being carried around!" I smile and sigh in relief.

"That's good. I'm sorry I didn't ask sooner." Felix only shakes his head and I continue on towards the bathroom.

"Hey daddy, can we...you know...um, take a bath...together?" I sit Felix on the toilet seat and crouch down in front of him.

"That's a pretty big step baby. I'm not going to lie and say I don't want to take one with you but I'm also not gonna lie and say I'm not extremely attracted to you." He looks at me confused and I sigh.

"You're body is very attractive in my opinion. You make me want to cry at how adorable you can be but at the same time you are so incredibly beautiful and I just want to claim that beauty as mine...do you understand?" He blinks a few times.

"No...not really." I nod, mostly to myself, before sitting down on the edge of the bathtub.

"Do you know what sex is?" He nods slowly and actually kind of looks scared.

"Well, there is a certain type of sex that a lot of people would call love making I guess. When you're making love, for me, I would be extra gentle with my lover and I would try to put as much raw emotion into the sex." He calms down and nods softly.

"Okay, when I look at you, I can easily imagine you as my lover." He looks at me shocked before pointing at himself just to make sure.

"Me? Why? I'm nothing special..." I honestly take offense to that.

"You are everything and more I've ever wanted in a lover. You're cute, shy, sweet, and you're an adorable little." He blushes and looks down at his lap.

"Thank you daddy..." I smile and lift his chin.

"You're very welcome baby. Now, let's get you in the bath!" I lift him up and spin him around once before placing him on his feet.

"Bath time with daddy!" I chuckle and ruffle his hair.

"Alright, I'll take a bath with you. But, you have to promise you'll tell me if you're ever uncomfortable." He nods and hugs me tightly.

"I trust you...I don't think you'll do anything to me." I nod and break away from the hug so I can fill up the bathtub.

I pour in some bubble bath for Felix because he seemed to really like the bubbles last time. I turn Felix around so I can strip off my clothes and I gently sit down towards the back of the tub.

"You can come in now baby." I say and he immediately starts to take his clothes off.

I turn my head with my eyes closed so I'm not watching him strip and I only look back at him when he's fully seated in the water.

"Is it too hot? I tried to make it warm but I think I put it too hot." Felix shakes his head and picks up a bunch of bubbles.

"Channie...I mean- chan, sorry." I chuckle and pat his head.

"I told you to call me anything you want. Channie is cute." He nods and grabs ahold of my hand.

"I'm feeling bigger than before. Does that make you uncomfortable?" I shake my head and he just looks at me.

"I can always get out is you want me too. I don't want to make you uncomfortable." He smiles and blushes.

I pull him towards me and turn him around so he can lean his back against me.

"Is this okay?" He nods shyly and I smile.

We just sit in the tub in a comfortable silence. I continuously run my hand up and down his chest and stomach making his sigh as he relaxes into me.

"What are you?" Felix asks out of no where and I look at him confused.

"What do you mean?" I ask softly back and he sighs, looking up at me.

"You can't be human. I've never trusted anyone in my entire life and you just show up out of no where and win me over. For goodness sake, I'm willingly taking a bath with you! That not how things are supposed to work." I peck his forehead before going back to rubbing up his chest and stomach.

"I don't know either. But I do know that I want to make you happy. I want you to come to me when you're not feeling well. I want you to feel the safest when you're with me." I kiss him on his forehead, nose, and cheeks after every one.

He giggles after every kiss which makes it even more worth it.

"You don't even know me though." He says after a minute or so.

"Do I need to? I know little to nothing about you but I already love your personality. Knowing more than I do would make me obsessed with you." He laughs and leans into me further.

"Can we get clean? My fingers are getting wrinkly." I chuckle and hand him my body wash.

"I'll wash your hair for you." He hums in agreement and I start wetting his soft hair so I can wash it.

"Ummm Channie?"

"Yes Lixie?" He blushes at the nickname.

"I can't wash...my bottom." I rinse his hair and I look up and close my eyes so I don't see him.

After I finish washing Felix's hair and my body, I get out first and dry myself off before putting on a pair of boxers and some basketball shorts.

"Lixie, you need to dry off before you put on your clothes." He looks at me with wide eyes.

"Why? Everyone else just told me to put them on and I'll dry off eventually." I shake my head and place my towel on his hair and start to dry it.

"I don't want you to get sick. It's gonna be cold tonight and my heater is indecisive." Felix giggles and hugs me before sighing.

"What's wrong baby?" I kiss the side of his head after somewhat drying his hair.

"I just like being near you." He whispers.

A big goofy smile came onto my face and I couldn't help but hug him back tightly.

"Let's get you to bed." I pick up Felix and he lets out a cute little squeak before clinging onto me.

I lay him on my bed and tuck him in before kissing his cheek and saying 'Goodnight'.

"Channie...are you not going to sleep next to me?" I blink few times before answering.

"Do you want me to stay with you baby?" Felix nods and I hesitantly lay beside him, a few inches left in between us.

Felix turns around so we're facing each other.

"This is the first time I'll be sleeping next to someone who doesn't want me to sleep on their...you know what." I sigh sadly and pull Felix closer so he can lay his head on my chest.

"All those bad things you went through, I will never let them happen again. You're too precious to be hurt." Felix squeezes his hands into small fists before sniffling.

"Thank you for everything you've done so far. I don't know what I would do without you." Felix cries and I hug his small, skinny body tightly.

"Don't thank me for being a decent human being. What those people did was absolutely horrible." I play with his hair and stroke his back to try to calm him down.

"You won't kick me out after the time's up right?" He looks at me with big teary eyes and I shake me head.

"I could never. You're stuck with me until you're bored because I won't ever leave you." he sighs in relief and lays his head back down on my chest.

I close my eyes so I can sleep but they immediately shoot back open when Felix pecks my lips.

"Goodnight Channie, I don't know what I would do without you." Felix says before snuggling into my neck and pressing his body as close to my own to try to stay warm.

"Goodnight baby. I already love having you around." I kiss his head and we both fall asleep a little more into the night.

*clears throat*
...AHHHHHHHHHHHGGHHHHHHHHGHHGGHHHHHHHHHJJHHH... thank you for reading🤡